The Most Negative Day of the Year
Signed away the right To keep suspense away Drunk on atmosphere and flustered ambience Sense of disarray Around the bend is waiting Keeps the mind elated It is sobering Keyed-up not quite afraid Dread goes hand in hand I just need to retain focus And sense the chaos around me Square breath and I'm counting four Speech becomes more clear It keeps me away Tension on the rise Repeat the steps еvade it Drink the atmospherе and soak the ambience Earth slowly dissipates A familiar friend is waiting Known unknowns are always pushing on the ends Keyed-up not quite afraid Dread goes hand in hand I just need to retain focus Drink in the chaos around me Square breath and I'm counting four Speech becomes more clear Now I'm trying to stay calm Lessons from the person I'd like to become Perception and adrenaline spiral on, spiral on and on I'm reborn Gripping to the side of a building I'm reborn Grasping to the sides
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Feb 24, 2026
Cemented in steps Is this the ceiling My soul is gone Picked clean by crows I’m waiting with bated breath Is this the outskirts I look far ahead for a semblance of light I’ll take the option With time sweeping forward A lesson learned the hard way That feeling when you can’t let go Death of these past feelings Tucked away in a place of reserve I yearn for a time of the lowest I look far ahead for a semblance of light I’ll take the option Dream noisе The only thing true is the craft that wе bled over The rest was fiction Taking space Up in our heads Where will it take me
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Feb 24, 2026
Elevated to a space much needed Bathe in sun showers outside Everlasting steps in soil I’ll drag it out as long as I can Blood pumping through the cloudiness That weighted feel takes focus Obtuse framing of mind Walking with that weighted feel of Let your thoughts drift away And carry every average day It seems the wind is on my side Let your grief lead the way And carry every average day It seems the wind is on my side Surely this is what I need I grind my teeth into powder Elevated in my breathing Bathe in afterglow outside Blood pumping through thе cloudiness That weighted feel takеs focus Obtuse framing of mind Running with weighted shoulders Let your thoughts drift away And carry every average day It seems the wind is on my side Let your grief lead the way And carry every average day It seems the wind is on my side Gravel in my step Designed to slow me down Perseverance takes the form of empty shell And when the dirt and sweat have all but washed away I stand clean I stand clean I stand clean Outside afforded me The luxury to get away I stand clean I stand clean
Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Mar 28, 2026
My mind was racing When I heard the news I am having trouble placing Where I fit in all of this While tangled in your hair In bad faith our grace starts falling Seeking solace in arms of strangers In bad faith our grace starts falling In our defence it feels like guilt can move on I dream of lives that I have lived Grieve the love I've lost I mourn the home I've made in vain Drifting further out Your breath was taken When I followed through I am sitting contemplating Conceived all in solitude While tangled in your hеad In bad faith our grace starts falling In our defencе it feels like guilt can move on I dream of lives that I have lived Grieve the love I've lost I mourn the home I've made in vain Drifting further out Let it be known I walked away on my own And I've come to accept that your love is lost on me I dream of lives that I have lived Grieve the love I've lost I mourn the home I've made in vain Drifting further out
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Feb 24, 2026
Today was another step added To this place that I go when I need to escape It's a fun day my way Let's spend a little money and block the sun Fun letting ourselves get carried away It's a fun day my way Let's do our best avoiding the mirror Trust me it's better this way I hide swollen eyes that give away the night I hide swollen eyes and fade into the night Sweet tooth decay Next tooth next day Kind of feels like I've lost The authority in me Today was anothеr step backwards Accepting to move forward with thеse mistakes It's a fun day my way Pleased and content Hand me the mirror Trust me I'm better this way I hide swollen eyes and fade into the night Sweet tooth decay Next tooth next day Kind of feels like I've lost The authority in me Crashing down from the highest peak A wreckage of my own Easy when it's intentional Fractured all that's left of me Divided by my hand Easy when it's intentional Crashing down from the highest peak A wreckage of my own Balance on the mend I know that it's not what you wanted to hear If you just let me lead We could burn away Burn away
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Feb 24, 2026
Just walk back your game of reappearing Forcing your point of view Singed ears never end It feels like I'm stalling No qualms with holding all the air Changing the avenue Viewed from the outside It feels like I'm stalling Speaking through crooked smiles You led the charge you ache in blindness Take it in and look around This room empty of pretense Spare us your venom Overdone This feels like repetition Easy to fill the space with noise Movе this in shadow Outsiders fail to see It feels like I'm nowherе Speaking through crooked smiles You led the charge you ache in blindness Take it in and look around This room empty of pretense It's not my place to pull you out of your lucid dream And no I'm not as callous as you'd like to think Let's call it a timely wake-up call Speaking through crooked smiles You led the charge you ache in blindness Take it in and look around This room empty of pretense
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Feb 24, 2026
I was gifted with the inability to feel It's the gift that just keeps on giving It's the reason I sleep all day In utopia I picket moments of grandeur Self-reliant in being privy Maybe someday I'll find my way Melting the hindrance of thoughtfulness feelings Pray tell the melancholy Melting the hindrance of thoughtfulness feelings Pray tell the despondency Constant state of dreaming lends itself to delusion It's a grave that just keeps on digging I socialize a little less each day In this blissfulness I protest moments of grandeur Sеlf-reliant in being privy Maybe somеday I'll change my ways Melting the hindrance of thoughtfulness feelings Pray tell the melancholy Melting the hindrance of thoughtfulness feelings Pray tell the despondency The truth is that I never ventured far From my true feelings of withdrawal Melting the hindrance of thoughtfulness feelings Pray tell the melancholy Melting the hindrance of thoughtfulness feelings Pray tell the despondency
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Feb 24, 2026
I let go and gave away all my senses The rush feels like a wave of cold feet at the altar Waiting to sit back and soak the moment Knowing that soon one day I'll have an answer I think I'll lay and let the flowers grow To soon become a part of me Returning to a state I'll never know Somewhere deep inside of me Shut out light and awareness I will try another day to resent this Rush into a fight against the absolute Waiting to sit back and loathe the moment Soon I'll have an answer I think I'll lay and let the flowеrs grow To soon become a part of me Rеturning to a state I'll never know I hope to leave a part of me I think I'll lay and let the flowers grow To soon become a part of me Returning to a state I'll never know Somewhere deep inside of me Shut out light and awareness The dust around me crawls up to claim its host Pairs of astral eyes a step to divide my purpose This fear and loathing found
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Feb 24, 2026
What's the best way to let off steam Should I count all my failures Whiskey soaked while I'm falling asleep Not something I can't shake off In my morning apology to myself I wonder why I let myself be the worst thing to me I tend to a dreamless garden Drown roots of a future ahead Fantasy standing on its own Built by boredom of strangers Break some bread with anyone who listens In no rush to cast off clouds I let myself be the worst thing to me I tend to a dreamless garden Drown roots of a future ahead What I need I cannot exprеss What I need I fear has gone
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Feb 24, 2026
I've had black days But this has to be my worst I've had black days But this has to be my worst
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Feb 24, 2026