Self Loather

Bring me your ashes, gather your tears I feast on the remnants of your worries and fears Present me your love, display your affection Detest my hopelessness, ignore my deflection Inflict with your hatred, it's just what I need Force me to care, convince me to bleed Expose me with passion, reveal your heart (Watch me as I tear my own body apart) Suffocate until I no longer breath Together we can be free Life, Why have you forsaken me? Force me to exist, to be A deceiver, an enemy Present me your love, display your affection Detest my hopelessness, ignore my deflection Inflict with your hatred

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 26, 2025

If I hung for a while maybe you'd understand You could watch my dead eyes, hold my cold lifeless hands If I let myself bleed, just to see how it feels Hide scars like memories, keep them concealed I am hate concentrated Regret as a vapor Pure sorrow and loneliness Liferuiner, trust-taker Worthless Ignore it Blaspheming child, careless adult Irredeemable beggar, but it's all my fault Is there anything worth it Beyond the hopeless act To bring life to this world To gore a naked wound If I hung for a while maybe you'd understand You could watch my dead eyes, hold my cold lifeless hands If I let myself bleed, just to see how it feels Hide scars like memories, keep them concealed

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 26, 2025

Shrines, of bone Elegant creations speak Ground, to powder Pale light sings in tune They march Temple, of guilt Reactions, suffocate my will They swoon

Submitted by Pestilence — Apr 26, 2025

Am I dead yet? Feign silk and plastic Am I calescent? Drain blood and marrow Annihilation is not the conclusion Releasing falsehoods like helium kites A festival of celebrated destruction Death at my own hand Shimmering mirage of fascination A purple lake, too superficial to wade across the shore Save me Wishing with coins tossed in a fountain of black Water dripping in rhythm to the tune of desire Swaying boughs of a deciduous forest Unconstrained and illusory labyrinth Suicide, is a delusion Yearn to sleep swathed in its affection Am I dead yet? Feign silk and plastic Am I calescent? Drain blood and marrow

Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 26, 2025

Faceless, appendages, haunting Formless, vestigial organs Shadows Bathing in iron, sinking Carapace, fractured, billowing Darkness Tracing the lines of woven follicles Forged in irregular casts Daylight, followed revulsion Faceless, appendages, haunting Formless, vestigial organs Shadows Waiting for the day I finally come through Patronage isn’t enough Sacrifice to nightmare gods Forever

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 26, 2025

At least I tried I offer every morsel of myself for you to consume And once my flesh is no longer I give you bits of my soul on a plate for eating I watch as you sprinkle them on your tongue for a taste, and vomit them onto the pavement They blow away, scattered by a sickly warm breeze And when everything that I once was, disappears into a haze of dust and fingernail clippings, picked scabs and cracked lips At least I tried You wonder why I am gone A shadow of transcendence A silhouette of what could have been A forgotten puddle after… After a funeral rain A lover of the moon, mourner of the stars, loather of self And from my ashes, hatred blooms with silvery petals and wilted leaves Beautiful and tragic

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Apr 26, 2025

This track is instrumental.

Is this song not instrumental?

Casting nets of damaged hair in a sea of bone Devours with the coming tide, a foaming mouth shrouded inside To pray invisible tears To kneel in worship of its mesmerizing beauty Fleeting clouds Overzealous tranquility Casting nets of damaged hair in a sea of bone Devours with the coming tide, a foaming mouth shrouded inside Death, falling star To pray invisible tears To kneel in worship of its mesmerizing beauty

Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 26, 2025

Cancerous, unyielding hidden mass Bleeding, open wound of the innocent Of cowardice Breathe life For I am weak Searching eyes locked with an iron clasp Sealed forever You and I, fainthearted souls vanishing Angular ghost Skeletal, gaunt Slender, skin-and-bone

Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 26, 2025

Memorial obelisk Flickering wicks of black Pain sleeps through the evening Resting on silhouette clouds Take my hand Cold and unmoving now Slick tendrils of fragrant attraction Set free by its spell Lacerating the holy bandages Furthering the torrid air Plague of nothing All-consuming hatred of man Freedom, delicious and pure On the wings of a dancing flame A candle A candle lit for death

Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 26, 2025