Bereavement

My guarded life, sliced with your knife I can feel my blood so slowly run Bless me and rape me and rip me apart Flowing so greatly from long black hearts Fleeing, bereaving we both can share (Reaching out for hope and not really care) Here we are, living scars Fused by the pain – Separated for the same (Repeat 2nd verse) Behold falling pieces of my soul I am losing all control and I Cannot find my way Why don’t I know how to cry Yet I can tell you these many lies Of my many past lives I try to lash out yet I am so afraid (Repeat 4th verse) Every hurt is surfacing A brand new angel with a familiar face Familiar pain, it’s all the same And to think I once called out your name I can feel my loss, when I have done wrong I am threefold deceived and I am on my knees And when the night falls I am afraid to sleep And when the daylight comes I am afraid to breathe I only see with anger and vile pain I will lay alone in a shallow grave

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 18, 2026

I’ve been here before Sickened by the obscure Obsessed with pain Dancing ever so happily in the rain I blame you left my life in haste Now I am afraid to face My life filled with disgrace I have fallen soon forgotten I love a life in mu dim hell Never knowing where I’m going This place where I fell I am hollow, no tomorrow Always waiting, always failing Always searching, never learning My yearning soul burning I am lost in her abyss, writhing in filthiness I waste away shuttering Like a frightened child My emotions crumbling Please, let me die now My heartless soul Is fading to black Cast out my spirit Please, send her back Beyond hurt, insanely absurd Oh lord, take my life I cannot stand to cry Not for another day Please, make it go away A new breath of life I’m more afraid to die Where will my soul now dwell An abyss far darker than hell

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 18, 2026

A life of hate, I’ve found my hate My soul will burn deep down inside of me Reach out, falling down Redundant, I try to crawl Away from the pain It feels the same I’ve known it since birth Embracing it like a child (Repeat) To live in the unholy night Find peace in the densest of fog Black fate lives inside And I’ll take it for what it’s for Crying out for empathy Knowing it shall never be felt for me Holy rival, my survival Pure hearts is ripped apart I can feel myself dying Perverse acts of sodomy Upon a throne of iniquity Angelic race is soon to be gone Consider yourself forewarned I am sickened, I have risen I have fallen I am chosen, I am frozen I am the curse of your denial

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 18, 2026

I am shaking like an infant abandoned in the cold Life here is miserable I am invisible I am the epitome of my self-pity I’ve been strangled by my reality I’ve been aborted throughout my life I’ve been escorted by the twilight Scorned from my birthright Cast out by the daylight Oh, hail the violence That burns within I am the silence I am pure sin I will show you hell The sun will never rise When the angel fell I had no tears in my eyes I abolish daylight The usurper of hate I cast a shadow in the night Far darker than grey All of your hopes are gone Come with my child Cast those eyes Upon your last dawn All of your hopes are gone

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 18, 2026