Fredrik Thordendal’s Special Defects
Album • 1997
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I'm Seraph, I'm snake Controlled, pre-programmed entrapped soul Extraneous powers conditions my mind I'm vermin, I'm fake Causality ignores the persecutory illusions of free will Morality justifies no cause Beyond reason; we eat, reproduce and die A genetically conditioned psychomotor machine I'm Seraph, I'm snake An evolutionary mistake
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 06, 2026
Entering hellbound dominion. Acid rain Human mortification. Hades glows red-hot Howling mind accelerates, trapped in this time-knot Place there is none; we go backward and forward, and there is no place Horror or infinity, internal draught Floor a tempest, sanitorium? Who are you? Why are you here? No chemical aid. No keys. No doors, walls or locks Wing-clipped Phoenix, ashes; you asshole!
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 06, 2026
Immolate reliance: suffocate defiance (ephemeral slimy fluids. Soft entrails. Squishy. Squashy worms. We're Nothing but germs.) Cardboard figure. Skeletal man. In venomous confinement New dawning of fate. No exit from this torment. Sickness and hate All in vain. Everlasting suffering in pain Constricting steel headbands. Adrenaline boil Temperature rise. Pressure succeed In crushing my skull. Destroying my seed Divine epiphany of pyrocatharsis Internal ascension to skyward domains Preparation for rebirth
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Feb 16, 2026
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My existence precedes the origin of the universe I, deliverer of God Organizer of solar systems Heaven is lasting Earth is enduring I am forever and you are of me
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 06, 2026
Sweating. swirling on sheets of torture beach Malignant cancer objects. impinge upon space Euclidean nausea. dimensions outraged (limbs disjointed with iron hook. eyes torn from sockets Flesh torn apart. scraped off them bones. bent out of shape.) Trilogy of life faces sea of death
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 06, 2026
Demons begin their march. down. down. deeper down. down the brain stem Bending the kundalini sacrum Ant out of my behind and climb back in Tibetan goddess ral gcing ma: Show me your spine and everything's fine
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 06, 2026
I sing in colors My mother is god. my father is god. my brothers. my sisters. all are god God to the right. god to the left. god overhead (god o.d./UFOria overdose.) Christ-encounter of the fourth kind
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 06, 2026
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Battle within begin. life after life. death after death Suffer. die. resurrect. all those karmas in my face Further and further away from grace Cut to pieces. death house walls me in Bodily dismemberment. renewal of organs. celestial ascent
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 06, 2026
Blown out of proportion. perfect-wrong Heathen distortion. in diabolical disguise Three-dimensional evaporation. melting ground Liquid skies downpouring. crumbling into chaos. mind alive?
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 06, 2026
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Avoiding reality. we dare not to face the truth We all lie to ourselves. immersed in deceit Biochemical apparatus. screened out from truth Exceedingly stupid. slender debris In ignorance we are condemned to decease
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 06, 2026
Parallel dimensions: on frequencies sublime Hidden for millenia to earthbound mind. girded with lies Reality until now. delusional abbreviation Unearthly codes deciphered at last An eternal presence. a moment without a past Reality transfigured. still the same In deafening silence. all things flow A pulsating vessel. presence: rising. falling. in and out The eschaton is calling from the end of time
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 06, 2026
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They can't fool me. wearing human faces. they're nothing but resonance Frequencies escaping the grasp of my mind Waveforms are spinning out of control Leaking into parallel dimensions. my mind is turned inside out Exteriorized mind. (perceptually overstimulated.) my insides are pouring Out Bombardment from outside. (which is now my inside.) Unearthly thought waves overcharge my brain circuits
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 06, 2026
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Not lost. but gone before Deposited at the brink of time. across the borders of infinity Atomized state. crystalized existence. linear-time ignored Indescent wings take me home From within john wheelers hyperspace The secret disclosed. neither body nor radiation Vanished to outside observers. those poor souls left behind
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 06, 2026
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...dibbacakkhu-pannacakkhu-samanta-cakkhu-buddhacakkhu-dhamma-cakkhu (transl. pali. 'the most excellent divine eye. eye of knowledge. all-seeing eye. budding eye. dhamma-eye') God's eye point of view. neither to be born nor to perish. negation of Substance. impermanence of being. everlasting becoming. unconditional mind Expressing absolute revelation of truth. manifested beyond the Trans-substantial i. all being and nonebeing. neither mind nor buddha In an all-embracing immanent end-in-itself. paradoxes are unveiled Contradictions collapses. where boundaries failed. plunging into the vortex Of darkness divine. entering the void where all things intertwine. this is The existence of the non-existence of duality expressing the radiance of Ultimate reality
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 06, 2026
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It's too late now. over the brink of the interior gravitational abyss. i Spiral downwards Inwards. torn apart into multiple i's. the totality of which i used to Perceive as the absolute self. all processes are rapidly slowed down Contracting. dissolving. freezing out. tidal gravitational forces tend to Infinity. the godhead is pulling me beyond the swartzschild sphere. the Theoretical maximum value for potential Spatio-temporality inverted. space and time are turned inside out
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 06, 2026
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I've become the nuclear image of eternity i'm the original stuff. all the Universes find their pattern in my being. for i'm the cosmic infinitesmal I'm the source. i'm the fountain. exploding in your face. (with a flick of My wrist a new cosmos begins.) how glorious to be alive. be here with me now In timeless micro-infinity Reality now an oceanic flow of particles in everchanging patterns. panta Rei. undulating within the ultimate core of self. which is no-self. inside This boundless thought wave. all is one and one is god. (truth is one. sui Generis) Everything is coming in waves and from all sides. nuclear. molecular and Cellular layers. modular wave-hierarchies. epi-phenomenon of the Ground-of-being of all other grounds-of-being. in a fractual involution. the Reversal of evolution. becoming is absolute. time is dying a slow death. the Eschaton is near. i'm into an ideational singularity: propelling towards the Neuro-galatic center, the transcendental nexus of self and world. a cosmic Junction where on a physical level: matter and anti-matter merge into each Other. into emptiness and on a psychic level god and self are inextricably Intertwined
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 06, 2026
I'm imploding into Myself. Mygod. Oh. God. I'm home... Tathagata - cakkhuvinnanadhatu... Yathabhutam. Yathabhutam. Yathabhutam Yathabhutam. Yathabhutam...
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Feb 16, 2026
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