Bloodclock

Awake, alone, paralyzed The blood in my mouth tastes like defeat Wounded, swollen, bleeding I'm hanging on this wall like a crucifix Pieces of bones scattered everywhere I wrap my left arm around my neck I feel my legs no more While adrenaline is blasting my bursting heart Drop by drop All my blood Turns this granite to red Tick tock Like a clock Till my veins are emptied And the wind Plucks a harp While my soul disappears But I'm not dead yet! I can see my life flashing before my eyes I can hear my wife yelling my name in vain While my son holds a shovel and is digging my grave But I'm not dead yet... All I know is that I don't want to leave this earth today On this rope I must fight tooth and nail Hear these words that like a mantra I repeat to myself I'm not dead yet! Not yet, the countdown has started for the bloodclock Broken is the hourglass, exsanguinating till the last drop, ah! I can see my life flashing before my eyes I can hear my wife yelling my name in vain While my son holds a shovel and is digging my grave But I'm not dead yet... All I know is that I don't want to leave this earth today On this rope I must fight tooth and nail Hear these words that like a mantra I repeat to myself I'm not dead yet! (Life) - I can be cruel sometimes Let you touch the sky or make you fall! Watch you, striving for peace of mind Hunting high and low Till you're gone! Future is so unpredictable Just hold on To your hopes - I'm not dead yet! Mark my words ‘cause I'm not dead yet! And I'm not dying today! I'm not dead yet, fuck!

Submitted by Warbringer — Nov 09, 2025

I kill myself without realizing Nail after nail until the bitter end Love for the unknown is what brought me up here Where air is so thin that we can barely breathe But better not look down But this time you went too far Oh, come on On the path of no return I can't believe it I'm falling down Straight to fucking hell I'm dying, help Nobody hears "The dead" is the man who cannot give up Haunted by the fear of dishonour Dreams made of lead fill my barrel Waiting to be shot straight into my brain My Russian Roulette Like dead meat hanging by a thread But it's not my fault You get the end you deserve Sooner or later I'm falling down Straight to fucking hell I'm dying, help Nobody hears "the dead" Lost soul Swinging between life and death in a world upside down Fool, walking on the edge And now I'm a goddamned pendulum Come up against this inglorious end Yes, a fucking pendulum I'm falling down Straight to fucking hell I'm dying, help The fucking pendulum

Submitted by The Void — Nov 09, 2025