A Pale Glimpse of a Shattered Past
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Happiness is just a mix of feelings And feelings are a mix of chemicals If they are well-balanced, you’re lucky If they are not, you’re like me I’m a mess, an unstable mess Serotonin is missing in my brain And it fucks up all my body My chemical being is under control Of you, a single molecule I need you, serotonin Let me be your slave I’m crawling for you To feel your false joy I’m cutting for you Your beauty misleads everyone I need you in my brain Come bring your artificial joy My lazy neurons produce you too little But when I need more, I know what to do I need more, I’m cutting for you The only solution was To keep you, to raisе your level So that you don’t leavе me anymore To keep you prisoner of this cage Prisoner of my brain, just like me
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 17, 2026
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They want to cleanse the fucking blood Running through my veins, poisoning me My liver is as spoiled as me I know what I’ve done and that’s okay If you can’t save me from my hell Please, don’t save me from my death It’s not a mistake, it’s a choice It’s the urge that has helped me But I’ve been preparing it for a long time For years and years, in secret If you can’t take me from my head Just let me leave my whole body A few hours more would have been enough I would have suffered, but now it would be over They found me too early, too bad A future corpse dying on the floor I could have been free, but I’ll stay chained to life Like a dog to its leash, but pills could have set me free Now I’ll be ‘’saved’’, I have no choice I try to resist, but I can’t move They’re all around me, holding me against my will ‘’Is she conscious?’’, ‘’How many pills?’’ ‘’It could have been lethal, but she’ll be fine’’ No, I’ll never be fine, you dumb fuck Now I’m lying on the bed with clean blood and burning veins With the aftertaste in my mouth and my upset stomach Thinking I messed everything up And tomorrow I’ll see the doctors and pretend They can’t set me free from my mind But they don’t want to let me leave
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 17, 2026
There is a cloud inside my head And can’t even think Of what makes me so sad I just need to escape But escape from what? I can’t even remember What broke me inside Was it a word or a gesture? Who has thrown the first stone? I don’t remember what went so wrong They say ‘’forgive but don’t forget’’ I can’t forgive But I don’t fucking remember And if you ask ‘’what’s wrong?’’ I can’t even tell you The first punch has been buried Underneath all thе others I just remembеr the last one I still suffer from the others If my memory has forgotten I know my heart will never
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 17, 2026