The Longed-For Reckoning

Count the many things i've fucked up How many things i've come to miss I, i felt so fuckin worthless but i've done nothing i regret I'm sick of this shit for more than a lifetime now Fast forward Fast forward I'm sick of your blablabla (wanna wake up) Did you really care? nothing that i've done has made you stay Eventhough it felt sufficient. no offense but in this case "nothing" means everything And that's sort of indifferent Fast forward Bring your shit up, i'm so impatient Fast forward, all right Fast forward, pause, play, sort of indifferent Fast forward, aaahh It's always been buggin me night and day Cause i'll bring it back, vitality and all that This is all cause i can't tell right from wrong I am so impatient. pause, play, fast forward God damn right! Fast forward, right Fast forward, right I'm sick of this shit for more than a lifetime now It's always been buggin me, night and day and all i could do is ignore you You should stop the shit I'm waiting for relief on what i am craving for Pause, play, fast forward

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 24, 2026

Given a year or two in the prison of your own mind How do you find a way out and keep away from growing blind? Dropping a tear or two on this aging skin of mine How come our souls outmeasure the scales of space and time? Among the memories the motherfuckin phantasies arise and prevail Whatever happened to your resolutions? You'll find them buried in a mountain of dust and dirt, you will Wallpapers of horror, rotten and torn Right on the inside of my head I need to get rid of the patterns Peel them off, peel them off After a beer or two filthy ornaments look nice Damn, they keep reflecting inside of my head Every night, every day, any time, anywhere And so on And so on And with that there'll be damage when nothing is done Let's tear it down now Among the memories the motherfuckin phantasies arise and prevail Among the memories the motherfuckin phantasies arise and prevail Wallpapers of horror Pasted inside my head I need to get fuckin rid of this sticky shit for good It's disgusting Wallpapers of horror Rotten and torn Right on the inside of my head I need to get rid of the patterns Peel them off, peel them off

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 24, 2026

This torment, elusive wrath. resistance, smothering That discontent and abusiveness. the same victims, no, not again What is done is done, is not alright - not again But i am not the one to blame this time - not again No excuse for the abuse - not again. not again Another lesson learned, for all the tables have been turned in vengeance This growing relentlessness. a vicious ambitiousness We're hiding ourselves from this potential aggressiveness What is done is done, is not alright - not again But i am not the one to blame this time - not again No excuse for the abuse - not again. not again. no I am not the one. i'm not the one to raise my fuckin fist to call attention I am not the one. i'm not the one to raise my fuckin fist It's not my fault - not again It's not my fault - won't do it again - not again I am not the one Another lesson learned, for all the tables have been turned in vengeance Sick intentions. sick intentions. sick intentions I am not the one. i won't raise my fist I am not the one. i won't raise my fist All the nights you fell asleep bleeding and scarred Huh... it's not my fault or is it? Sometimes you need a little lesson to get things straight, right? It's gonna be okay, baby, just don't provoke me again Do what I say and everything's fine Stop staring into that mirror It's not my fault Not my fault Not my fault Or is it?

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 24, 2026

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You'll break. take all the empty words that you spoke, you never meant mutherfucker go burn that lie down You'll break. take all the promises you made, lost with our future. you burned it down With every breath, with every step you take, more or less you'll break You'll break. take all the empty words that you spoke, you never meant mutherfucker go burn that lie down You'll break. take all the promises you made, lost with our future. you burned it down Swing the battle axe, swing it again, feel the burden, the weight on your shoulders grow Live for the gain, die being haunted by all the lifes you sold Can you, will you, would you, should you, could you really shake them off your mind? Can you, will you, would you, should you, could you really axe those staying on their grind? For all the promises and all the hands you shake you'll break Swing the battle axe, swing it again, feel the burden, the weight on your shoulders grow Live for the gain, die being haunted by all the lifes you sold Can you, will you, would you, should you, could you really shake them off your mind? Can you, will you, would you, should you, could you really axe those staying on their grind? Take all the empty words that you spoke, you never meant mutherfucker go burn that lie down Take all the promises you made, fucked with our future. you burned it down With all the lies you shape we'll be swept to the edge No no no Fuck this game cause this pay isn't worth the pain This one thing we're taught: our time has come With that odd system with that we're sought out, time has come The golden crown you're flaunting everyday will be swept to the edge With every breath, with every step you take, more and more you'll break The crown you're sporting everyday will break Fuck you!

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 24, 2026

Breathe in, breathe out, slowly You should see the world through my eyes Give it a chance now, make me complete Hand me a gun or a life I believe in Oh, I will wait if you ask me to But I won't if you damn me God, if you'd only see through my eyes You should see through my eyes Oh I will wait if you ask me to, but I won't if you damn me God, you should see the world through my eyes

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 24, 2026

With every step i'm moving forward it shows, this ain't no progress, this is a growing burden As we're throwing every bond against the wall, like the immiscible retain their sole state Another bone of contention at the hand of a lie Or it's the scorn you can not deny? I'll be silent now Always incapable. and that is so illogical And for the soul to save, it all melts in our eyes For a second i was fine, i was fine For a second i was fine One thing's certain: i'll unwind For a second i was fine One thing's certain: i'll unwind Another bone of contention at the hand of a lie Or it's the scorn you can not deny? I'll be silent now Always incapable. and that is so illogical And for the soul to save, it all melts in our eyes For a second i was fine For a second i was fine One thing's certain: i'll unwind For a second i was fine One thing's certain: i'll unwind

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 24, 2026

Houdini muthafucka, slow muthafucka Bring that butt here before i pull a fuckin fatmove Bitch sing like birds on my roof Sipping the juice like Amy Reid on crack or a drunk Christy Mack I swear that when I'm in the mutherfuckin mood i let ride But never would i miss a badass doggy style Dare to piss on my lawn! Hang it in muthafucka, hang it in Houdini mothafucka, peckawood muthafucka Fuckin houdini peckawood, wood

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 24, 2026

Tap the sin Hold the sentiment Burning the disarray Cut the stem Before teen turns to man Cunjure up a hurricane You strangle those you breathe the life into No matter the cost nor the size Coexistance, the impossible dream yet i can't drop the thought Soften the pain, bitch Hey, what's up will you suffer the pain, bitch Will you soften or suffer the pain, bitch Will you soften or suffer the pain for me Step the fuck out my face Soften the pain, whore Will you suffer or soften the pain, whore Will you suffer or soften the pain, whore Will you suffer or soften the pain, the pain 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8,...9 Distance within Old and withering Burnt into disarray Unfocussing Time to choose your fate The minor or the sovereign Get out, get outta my... Step back, step outta my... The pain Suffer the pain Soften, will you suffer the pain for me Soften, soften Will you soften the pain, the pain Soften the pain

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 24, 2026

Life with a broken backbone Hard as it gets Playing the role of a sad wimp I'm done with that Deliver me from well-known evil So i can live as good as i can Make a guess Take a look What the fuck Whadda you got What do you have In the end? Oh can you see the sun pours down like, down like Say can you see the sun pour down like honey Make a guess Take a look What the fuck Whadda you got What do you have In the end? Life with a broken backbone Hard as it gets Playing the role of a sad wimp I'm done with that Deliver me from well-known evil So i can live as good as i can

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 24, 2026

Tapeworms, they've summoned all their friends They've summoned all their family They've come to take us all Winding their way out of the dark until they reach the light and they come to have a ball Tapeworms

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 24, 2026

Respect is gone You can fool your stupid clients but you won't play games with my kin Respect is gone You - you're one of them You're fakin a smile when we meet so you dont have to be real You - fuckin bastard, quit counting on me when you bleed for my word is the last seal You feel more love for the dollar than you feel for your friends You feel more love for the dollar than you feel for your friends I learned the hard way who's a friend and who is not I learned the hard way how people treat their own flesh and blood Foul Paint it white - paint it, your blackened soul Paint it white - come on, try to hide it Paint it white - but you will never regret, your soul is too low Paint it white Paint it white - your rottening heart and soul Paint it white - hiding your black tooth Paint it white - it still shines through Paint it white Let's be real this time I fuckin hate you You better stay away You... you ruined our friendship I don't wanna see you again And in this case you know respect isn't meant to owned I learned the hard way who's a friend and who is not I learned the hard way how people treat their own flesh and blood Respect is gone Respect is gone Foul Paint it white - paint it, your blackened soul Paint it white - come on, try to hide it Paint it white - but you will never regret, your soul is too low Paint it white Paint it white - your rottening heart and soul Paint it white - hiding your black tooth Paint it white - it still shines through Paint it white You won't play your games with my kin

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 24, 2026

Pondering silence for hours Question the value of life No matter what they say you believe And you follow I know you don't know And you don't seem to care It might be useless already but it's time to bury the crisis Halfway from madness Six steps from grace You owe me all these fuckin days I lose my nerve 12 times a day I'm a tickin timebomb Hellbent on harmony and love But anyway I am out This world is fucked And so am i hereafter All you haters out there comprehend We need more light and laughter So long, so long, so long Short on cash for so long Short on time for so long Keep your bad news the day is mine Bury the crisis I am out This world is fucked And so am i hereafter All you haters out there comprehend We need more light and laughter Bury the crisis So long, so long, so long Short on cash for so long Short on time for so long Keep your bad news the day is mine Bury the crisis Bury the crisis, bury the crisis Crisis, crisis, crisis Bury

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 24, 2026

Puerile scumbag "Yo Friday night Whatcha up to? Join the crowd Skip the skeptical Wait a minute bitch Come on in Everyone is in Come on, move ya silk thong!" "ah What's that thing? Prada? With a body like that baby You'll wake the gorilla." "I would like to go down your ditches!" "Oh! no!" "what? no? Damn You're daddy's well-bred sweetie? With a capricorn-tat round your belly b? Let's put on your BFFs strap-on And roll down the alleyway" "aha, yeah" "Skibidibididibop" "bang!" "And I'm having some good intentions Not to mention hypertension Let's leave the jimmy hat out of this For the real feel No big deal, huh?" "Spread your wings bitch Say Open sesame" "What's it all about, what's it? What's it all about, what's it?" Dingelidong Doing it wrong Got your pimp attitude from Porn and then some Since the age of thirteen there's a handgun To make them do whatever you want You learned from your daddy how to treat the girls When he slapped ya mama and tore her curls Monkey see monkey do, that's why You'll stay at the end of the longest line Think about it douchebag!

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 24, 2026

It's a turning point. it's a turning point The love. the sacrifice, all in vain The mind, the soul, the heart, the pain The mind, the soul, the heart, the pain How do you sleep at night? Put your head to rest, pretending we're alright But no, this is simply the worst thing that happened to me And so (i) lay the cards on the table, shuffle and deal them For a new life A new life - a new life My new life The love, the sacrifice, in vain The mind, the soul, the heart, the pain The love, the sacrifice, in vain Where do you sleep tonight? Rolling in the deep As if it was alright Hey, do you really mean to go? I'm losing almost everything But no This is probably the best thing that happened to me And so i bury the old me and arise for a better A new life . a new life. a new life. my new life My new life The mind, the soul, the heart, the pain The love, the sacrifice, in vain The love, the sacrifice, in vain It's a turning point, change is long overdue Take the chance to save yourself. it's up to you I trust in you! I trust in you It's a turning point Take the chance to save yourself Change is long overdue It's a turning point I trust in you!

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 24, 2026

Never will he conquer the urge to take, to kill Never will you get to submerge, you'll surrender Theodore is serving some pain, he's coming, he's here Bringing giant rusty knifes and his brain disorder Bringing rusty knifes with him and all that he is leaving is Dirty sheets and a blood soaked sky Blood soaked sky Your time has come He's by your side now And all that he wants Is attention and being the one they look up to and Return to. return to the life that he's always wanted to live In his dreams And it happened he's damned to Slay you cause his brain tells him to Cause his brain tells him so Taking regardless Killing regardless Cause his brain tells him "make your mother proud and kill!" He takes the life you run from Black december You'll add to his collection Black december He's bringing darkness for some Black december Alleged innocent pale white scum Black december Say good bye Never will he conquer the urge to take, to kill Never will you get to submerge you will surrender You best not tease him cause he's ruthless Don't trust his blue eyes they've deceived so many So many

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 24, 2026