Mindfield

Worn out and nothing more to give Who said that life was simple to live The pain inside eats away at your pride The price of friendship is sometimes high But weak, in pain Is where you want me to be But still you are The one who'll always lose I win, you lose Crack some lies behind my back The time has come to start paying back So here I come you pathetic shit It's time to choose where the fist will hit But weak, in pain Is where you want me to be But still you are The one who'll always lose I win, you lose I called you a friend I win, you lose

Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 26, 2025

Trying to run from what you are Afraid of being alive Hands shaking body aching The abuse left a permanent scar So now to get by you do whatever it takes You need your reality to hit your veins again Don't try to blame anyone Your blame is self chosen Don't come looking for sympathy 'Cause you won't get it from me You're nothing but a burned out wreck That solves problems with another hit The remedy in a bag Served up on a spoon Starts to serve it's purpose To kill the pain! Looking for the utopia you found the first time Will you ever get there again Increase the dose and soon you'll find out Was it too much or just enough The chemical satan has got you in his hell Don't you think you're better off dead Don't try to blame anyone Your pain is self chosen Don't come looking for sympathy 'Cause you won't get it from me You're nothing but a burned out wreck That solves problems with another hit The remedy in a bag Served up on a spoon Starts to serve it's purpose To kill the pain! I need to kill the pain, kill it again Need to release my pain, kill myself again Traded your life for a fix The remedy in a bag Served up on a spoon Starts to serve it's purpose To kill the pain! I need to Release my pain Help me to Kill the pain

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025

The things you tried to make me believe in To live, give, love and forgive I'm trying... Never painless, emotional emptiness I always keep raping myself this way Just darkness, I'm building myself a mountain of grief I'm left by myself Noose of guilt around my neck Will there be someone here to listen? Self destructive, or call it what you want Self deception, I do it time and time again True denial, Am I suicidal? As my pain mounts up I really can't tell anymore Now I am I'm left by myself Fed up by thoughts Will there be someone here to listen? Self destructive, or call it what you want Self deception, I do it time and time again Can't put my life on hold I need to catch my breath Self destructive, or call it what you want Self deception, I do it time and time again Halls of emptiness, filled up with my mistakes Still rejected, all that's left is loneliness... I'm left by myslef Fed up by thoughts There were no one here to listen Regret Forget

Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 26, 2025

Preacher man, judging you again Telling you about your sins He made himself god to say Sinful life is not the way Follow christ the lord of flies In holy wars where people still die So as god fills your hollow mind I will set my own rules of life Body of christ Holy rage "Thou shalt not sin" are the words of the weak Do you really believe in turning the other cheek?! As so many others, you've been deceived By the false servants of hate and greed If there is a will there is a way I'll never be on my knees to pray You're taught to believe in christian lies Words that will destroy your lives Body of christ Holy rage Amen They fool you They rule you And soon they'll also own you They fooled you They ruled you And now they also own you They fooled you They ruled you Who will now come to save you? They fooled you They ruled you Amen

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Apr 26, 2025

There is a seed set to grow in my soul That burns my heart but leaves my brain in control Screams of pain and screams of fear That lives inside my head So now in different shapes I come to you Smile as I fill your head with words untrue Addictive ways of pleasure I bring to thee You are weak, thereby easy to victimize Crack my whip To project demons in your mind Taking you down To the forever black Now it's my time to rise Break you down and grind your soul Fear and disgust cracks your face I have reached my goal So now that I have entered your soul I shall proceed to crush Not because I want to or need to Rather just because I can Crack my whip... The one with the mind on a higher level Precious life, honed to perfection Devious in heart, spawn of the dark Born of demon seed The son of the one almighty I will be there to control Always doing what I please Demon seed Crack my whip... Devious in heart Spawn of the dark Demon seed

Here I stand alone Abused by myself Scenes of suicide Like a solid wall of fear Negativity overcomes Positivity in me Self pity laughing Screaming in my ears The fuse is lit The fuse that makes me explode. These questions I ask Who gives and who takes? If the answer is God Well who am I his mistake? An endless battle against depressive thoughts Brief moments of Victory ´cause you know there is always more to come The fuse is lit The fuse that makes me explode I am alone Save me, kill me Save me, Save me Spent some time in myself to find out who I am All I found was pain Can I ever be saved? Kill me please Set me free! Save me; kill me The fuse is lit...

Submitted by Immortal — Apr 26, 2025

Look at you now, pathetic and weak Slowly walking down on loser street Bound to live your life without dignity Self-inflicted misery Trust is something that you earn Deceit from trust is what I've learned What you have is what I gave I made you what you are Is this the thanks that I get Broken trust, a permanent scar True colors Transparent, I see through you Who cares about old times Who cares anymore I'm just waiting for the right time To even the score Once you're gone and out of my way You'll see my life was not so grey Trust is something that you ear Deceit from trust is what I've learned What you have is what I gave I made you what you are Is this the thanks that I get Broken trust, a permanent scar True colors Transparent, I see through you

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025

Here they go again, being untrue to themselves It's nothing new, it's all been done before They are not a dying breed More like growing seed With roots choking honesty and truth They are twisting your words And they are making up lies When confronted they are in denial No one is given the chance To explain the actual facts Because the book's already judged by its cover Hate, rage, fear Not prepared to Hate, rage, fear You think I don't hear you, talk behind my back? You think I don't see oyu, and your hypocritical act Did you ever think about the rest Here's twelve rounds in the chest Hate, rage, fear Not prepared to Hate, rage, fear Not prepared to be Pre-judged by thee But determined to stand Rise above

Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 26, 2025

Intact is what I am Full weight not missing a gramme Got the power to blow it all away Attitude a part of the game You and me are not the same I'm superior in every way Why can't you see You're where I want you to be I hope you see it my way Your end will come, you will see Feel the strength, why can't you see? I am the one I want to be I am a one man war machine Know me, touch me Love me, fear me What is and ever will be I am the bringer of it all Why can't you see... Used to think I could take a stand But now my hatred has got the upper hand The situation's beyond control The hatred is burning my mind and my soul Yeah, you better believe it See you around, you're gonna receive it I have come to rip and shred The hate is for myself Violence is my language Hate is my right hand I am death incarnated Don't make the mistake Hear my lesson in hate You know I will Crush

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Apr 26, 2025

I feel strong The power is back It's been gone for so long Trust me, here I come Yeah, the scars in me Came from what you wanted me to be But still I am what I am... My life built on confusion Hours spent alone in seclusion I've come to claim what's mine I am the one "I am the armageddon man It's written on a wall for a good time call" Should I reveal the secrets in my mind? Tell me, I wanna know Time to leave life behind To close doors in my mind The hatred Makes my eyes blind... My life built on confusion Hours spent alone in seclusion I've come to claim what's mine I am the one

Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 26, 2025