Coldblackugly

Ave Maria, gratia plena, Dominus tecum. Benedicta tu in mulieribus, et benedictus fructus ventris tui, Jesus Ave Maria, Mater Dei, ora pro nobis peccatoribus, nunc et in hora mortis nostrae.

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025

a) Among Them Pictures of god And sin And the pain I’ve caused Others and myself Float through My mind Like crippled angels Who can neither land Nor find peace Sadly, I find myself among them b) Disfigured Somebody help me, Somebody save me, I want to drag A blade across my face I’m in conflict With that Christ again, Like some unholy Martyr who’s dying for sin I want to burn, yeah, I want to bleed You think I’m kidding man, I’m real as real can be I’ve been feeling Those demons again, Let my cross-eyed Suicide of spirit begin I feel tight, tight as a fist And somehow blind Like a mind full of ignorance Turned away from the light Pushed away from the light Drawn away from the light I wish Judas would kiss me, And take me down, Before I hurt the ones who love me now I am disfigured, out of control I am disfigured, let my face match my soul Open your eyes Christ, don’t turn away All I do, I do for you That your pain not be in vain

Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025

Feeling ugly and getting scared And it’s all so empty when no one’s there I feel the pounding, pounding, pounding fist Inside my head explode As memories of my disease Rip through my mind and rape my soul I need you…I need you…I need you To make me feel pretty You make me feel so pretty My angels hold me, They gently wrap me in their wings And I feel safe here – safe from everything I feel the pounding, Pounding crucifix Inside my head explode And even eve in eden Couldn’t hide that smile When the truth was told I need you…I need you…I need you To make me feel holy Holy mary, mother of god, pray for us sinners I want to be your everything I want to be your Christ Oh honey let me, let me be your savior Let me, let me be your life And I would love to have you love me It’s just that you could never trust me I need you, I need you, I need you To make me feel pretty I need you, I need you, I need you To make me feel holy I need you, I need you, I need you To make me feel dirty I need you, I need you, I need you, I need you.

Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 26, 2025

a) Fixed And Dilated I can taste my own venom In the back of my throat I’ve kept it hidden As long as I could The angry child inside me Baptized in gentility Was raised on cruelty In a violent world The urge to kill still tickles Like a maggot that wiggles In the skin of a kitten And these words that I’ve written Won’t deaden the nerve You don’t look blind And yet you wonder why We are this way It’s as plain as the blood in our veins I have always turned the other cheek As though the face I’d strike, Would be my own And all the fists that I’ve denied Conspire against my gentle side When mercy leaves I am diseased A plague of rage come over me Are we here to pray for each other? Or are we here to prey on each other? On each other? For each other? b) Bloody And Unfocused All my anger And hatred Once turned inward Now spun outward A tornado of shattered glass Bloody and unfocused If you think For one minute You can overlook me, You are wrong Through music, Through art Or through violence I will not be ignored I would rather empty a clip Into your brain And then mine Than walk away from this Without satisfaction Did you hear me? I would rather kill you Than walk away from this Without satisfaction

Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 26, 2025

Here I am standing And yet somehow crippled A stone never thrown Can’t create its own ripples I’m a mouthful of spit That gets lost in a drizzle And now That I’m angry I’m fist ‘round a pistol And every day brings me A little bit closer to a Bitter explosion of venom and piss And all that I’ve seen And all that I’ve been Could never have made me ready for this All I want to know is: do I have to…? I have nothing: I am nothing More than anything I want to be something If it’s something you fear, I don’t care. Just something All I want to know is: Do I have to fuckin’ Kill someone?! Look at you, look at me Look at you and I see: Victim and statistic Look at you, look at me Look at you and I see: A victim…a victim. But now it’s time to let it go…let it go Before it takes me away – take me away

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Apr 26, 2025

a fIre CreAtiNg nOt oNe. aLwaYs a BreEd aGe oFf cOloR, i oFf cOloRinG. blInd, VilE. doNatEd aSseS. (I can only beg for forgiveness)

Submitted by Immortal — Apr 26, 2025

These are words that paint a picture A picture of love Words not unspoken Words not unclear Words I fear she’ll never hear Van Gogh’s ear I’m not gonna break down I’m not gonna break down No…not again I don’t want to break down Please don’t make me break down Not again My life: a still life Where icicles cry Tears fall like rain Walls whisper her name And I can hear through Van Gogh’s ear I’m not gonna break down I’m not gonna break down No…not again I don’t want to break down Please don’t make me break down All my faults open wide And I fall down inside, my broken heart

Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 26, 2025

Welcome to my void child Welcome to a place where nothing grows I am sickness I am disease I am worthless, I am nothing I am the death of love it seems And now I’ve taught you how to hate me Like every other soul, I’ve ever touched before And I am sorry God I’m sorry I am the wasteland A heart of desert sand A servant of lust and her demands And I am snake I am scorpion I am walking evil, a cold and venomous one I am, oh I can I can only hurt you I am the wasteland I am the wasteland I am the wasteland I am the wasteland, Never love the sand

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 26, 2025

trIbe ForEst EviL crY blOod UseR coPulAte. IroNic BetRay. OmiT a pHasE. paRnaSsiAn paraNoiD. diSdaIn aSceTic EmpResS. (I feel your pain, brothers and sisters)

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 26, 2025

(Alice Cooper cover) Billion dollar baby Rubber little lady, slicker than a weasel Grimy as an alley Loves me like no other lover Billion dollar baby Rubber little monster, baby, I adore you Man or woman living couldn't love me like you, baby We go dancing nighty in the attic While the moon is rising in the sky If I'm too rough, tell me I'm so scared your little head will come off in my hands I got you in the dimestore No other little girl could everhold you Any tighter, any tighter than me, bay Billion dollar baby Reckless like a gambler, million dollar maybe Foaming like a dog that's been infected by the rabies We go dancing nighty in the attic While the moon is rising the sky If I'm too rough, tell me I'm so scared your little head will come off in my hands Million dollar baby Billion dollar bay Trillion dollar baby Zillion dollar baby

Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Nov 16, 2025

deW beE boB beE alL poI beE reV beE poI caN brA buM beE caR roC poI ofF flU alL doG toO goD (We believe in a merciful god)

Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 26, 2025

I’ll cut myself open, So that you can read me And stretch my wound wide Are you sure you can see? Blood never lies And I won’t deceive you Open your eyes And feast on the sight of the truth Let the blood flow, let the words go I won’t make it any clearer than that If you don’t understand me Or can’t comprehend me Here’s a pearl for swine: I bleed in a rhyme I’m afraid I might die out here I want to bleed for you I want to bleed for you I want you to bleed for me too Bleed for me too. Like I for you Where is the line that divides Fiction from lies? Blood floods over both of these, Makes them small, like two drops in the seas I get so tired of being lied to. Don’t you?

Submitted by The Void — Apr 26, 2025

Man, I don’t know where The money’s going to come from I haven’t figured out How I’m going to heat my house If Jesus saves, maybe I could get a loan Maybe I should just give up, And let the angels take me home When the sunrise cries, she calls my name She laughs at me and calls me slave She spits right in my face I survive on the charity of my family I survive with some help from my friends I’ve learned to lie and cheat my government That only makes me as guilty as them When the sunrise cries, she calls my name She laughs at me and calls me slave She spits right in my face Save me please, I’m a poor, poor man See my purse, I’m a poor, poor man I don’t know, I’ve got no gold nor precious stones, Nor any land to call my own, I can’t go on this way

Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 26, 2025

I feel myself falling Down, down, down, down When something pulls back Hard against my throat You can find me, you can find me At the end of my rope And you can find me, you can find me At the end of my rope Each day: one single strand That choices twist as life demands And I have blindly fashioned my own noose, From all my days I know I am only one lonely man, One of a million empty souls who knows, The fear and pain of being lost I wish I had some lines and rhymes To make you smile Maybe next time, my child, I’ll find That one hopeful song

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 26, 2025

I know how you feel child I share your disease And I know what it means To be alive in times like these You feel like dyin’ Are you: ugly and scared? Turned away from the light? At the end of your rope? With no savior in sight? But sometimes, out there, Is a voice with wings that sings And knows your name And this is what she says: “everything’s gonna be alright” I’ve been where you’re going’ to Through what you’re goin’ through And I am dyin’ to Help you get through it alive Everything’s gonna be alright Gonna be alright, Gonna be alright, …everything’ gonna be alright Open your eyes, Yes you’ve cried off to sleep Your tears all have dried, And they’ve washed the slate clean The pain that you feel Will just make you strong And your wounds will all heal, It won’t take too long Alright, alright… Everything’s gonna Be alright, yeah.

Submitted by MetalElf — Apr 26, 2025

Ave Maria, gratia plena, Dominus tecum. Benedicta tu in mulieribus, et benedictus fructus ventris tui, Jesus Ave Maria, Mater Dei, ora pro nobis peccatoribus, nunc et in hora mortis nostrae.

Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 26, 2025