Guilt

I thought everything would be just fine That we would make amends and we would be alright But I never got to say goodbye. I swear I'm losing my mind The more that time passes me by I've been living in a world crawling on my knees Fucking losing sleep. (Grinding my fucking teeth) My innocence is tearing at the seams Why can't I escape this guilt that's haunting me? It's strangling me But you'll never under stand that guilt will never set me free I'm a liar and a coward and my gut still turns within each passing hour Why can't I just close my eyes? Why can't I just close my eyes? Why can't I just close my eyes? And say goodbye to this life of mine The weight of regret is fucking dragging me down Sinking deeper and deeper, forcing me to drown In a sea that has nothing left for me but a series of bad memories Nothing but a frayed sanity Why can't I just close my eyes? Why can't I just close my eyes? And say goodbye to this life of mine Because I'm losing my fucking mind I would do anything to put my thoughts at ease And rid myself of the man I said I would never be I'm a fuck up I'm a coward and I'm so fucking sorry I would do anything if I could just rest in peace I would do anything if I could just rest in peace

Submitted by NecroLord — Feb 24, 2026