Busy Signal at the Suicide Hotline

All I wanted is just to feel high Little black dots are floating in front of my eyes Cracking and spinning, cracking and spinning All I wanted is just to feel high Little black dots are floating in front of my eyes I feel high but I can't breathe, airplane glue up my sleeve The cracking, the cracking, the flaking Cracking, flaking Cracking, flaking Everything is falling down Everything is spinning around Everything is falling down Everything is falling down, down, down, down Warm red water Warm red water Warm red water Warm red water Can't feel my fingers, I can't feel Can't feel my fingers, I can't feel Can't feel my fingers, I can't feel Can't feel my fingers, I can't feel Can't feel (Dear God, )

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 25, 2026

I've got the stages everytime I try to touch you That's what it's like I've got the something, I try to breathe They built a shelf on my neck and my back I've got the stages, I try to see Why won't the words come out right? I I've got the stages everytime I try to touch you Every time I stand too close to you You freeze the faces, you freeze the faces And save them for dissection, you freeze the faces You put the pieces in your pocket, smudge them out Burn the stains to the edge with cigarettes and cherry red Like secrets on a string, secrets on a string Standing on a line, standing on the baseline, baseline I can feel you, can you feel me? I can feel you, can you feel me? Can you feel me, can you feel me? I can feel you, can you feel me? Can you feel me? Can you feel me?

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 25, 2026

I wanna hear you try to help me I wanna see you try to save me I can feel it in my hands every time I dial Oh dear God help me 'cause I don't want to die One, two, three, four, dead It's all a lie exactly like I said One, two, three, four, dead It's all a lie exactly like I said One, two, three, four, dead It's all a lie exactly like I said I wanna hear you try to help me I wanna see you try to save me I can feel it in my hands every time I dial Oh dear God help me 'cause I don't want to die One, two, three, four, dead It's all a lie exactly like I said One, two, three, four, dead It's all a lie exactly like I said I did it, I did it It's the time, the best time 7 or 11, 10 or 9 It's the time, the best time 7 or 11, 10 or 9 Hang it up, try again Hang it up Hang it up, hang it up Hang it up, hang it up (There're been a couple of really bad nights) (And I wasn't sure if I was going to make it) (It's all I could do to stop myself from picking up phone) (But now it's either I tie up the line or I let it) Swing

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 25, 2026

"Wednesday night has always been my night", she said And no one had the heart to disagree There was a knife in the drawer, there was blood on the floor And everybody's looking for another way out I don't want it anymore Hands all through the window and they're breaking through the frame I don't want it, I don't want it anymore Hands all through the window and they're breaking through the frame Not what you wanted, not what you needed I'm not, I'm not Not what you wanted, not what you needed I'm not, I'm not () I can't sleep at night, I can't sleep at night I can't sleep at night, I can't sleep at night I swear to God I hear your voice outside of the window I can't sleep at night, I can't sleep at night I can't sleep at night, I can't sleep at night I swear to God I hear your voice outside of the window I can't sleep at night, I can't sleep at night I can't sleep at night, I can't sleep at night Not anymore

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 25, 2026

I don't owe you anything The scars, the skin, the needle pushing in Pins are pounding, breaking free I'm already low (Send me anything at all) (Can you send me anything at all?) I'm not asking, now I'm telling Bend your pennies to what you're selling Pins are all breaking free I'm already low (Send me anything at all) (Can you send me anything?) Send me anything at all Send me anything at all Anything, anything at all Anything, anything at all It's all scissors and paste, it's all rotting away It's learning to wait, I made my bed already, I won't die In this place with the planets, in this piece of the sky Could you let me go softly, could you let me go now? I won't die here

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 25, 2026

I've got talking sickness, laredo number nine I pull the pages over the line Can you hear me? There's something wrong with me, I can't talk I can't speak, I can hardly even say these words at all Yeah I know there's nothing wrong with me That there's nothing wrong with me And I haven't got a thing that I can spin around my head And I haven't got a thing that I can spin around my head I've got talking sickness, laredo number nine I pull the pages over the line Can you hear me? There's something wrong with me, I can't talk I can't speak Yeah I know there's nothing wrong with me That there's nothing wrong with me Ties the tongue with silver string and holds almost everything Painted on like clouds and sky, I built a pair of human eyes Ties the tongue with silver string hold on almost everything And it's only half of what you always wanted Everybody's got it all and it's going around Everybody's got it all and it's going around Everybody's got it, everybody's got it Everybody's got it all and it's going around

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 25, 2026

Your radio can't hear me You turn me out and you tune me down You signal can't reach me Your station can't feel me Signal the station The last 20 seconds of hesitation You can call me up if it starts to get quiet Five, four, three, two, one, riot Supermarket Riot, Supermarket Riot Your radio can't hear me You turn me out and you tune me down You signal can't reach me Your station can't feel me Signal the station The last 20 seconds of hesitation You can call me up if it starts to get quiet Five, four, three, two, one, riot Supermarket Riot, Supermarket Riot Start your engines, start your riot Green means go Start your engines, start your riot Green means go Start your engines, start your riot Green means go Start your engines, start your riot Green means go

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 25, 2026

I'll tear your fucking heart out you bastard, get ready to die Tell me how does it feel? I've got the knife in my hand and I'm pushing it in You, you bastard I know where you live, motherfucker, you'd better sleep with the lights on Tell me how does it feel? I've got the knife in my hand and I'm twisting it in You, you bastard You liar She said, she said "It'll only take a minute and-" She said, she said "It'll only take a minute and-" She said, she said "It'll only take a second and-" Hand me the knife, hand of God Hand me the knife, get ready to die I don't care what you said I don't care, you're fucking, fucking dead

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 25, 2026