Anhedonia

Line approaching line End apprehending end Inching closer and closer Windows closing Exhaling impaired judgement Like father like son A replica more flawed than the archetype Hoping desperately my pen runs dry While procuring more and more ink Put the period on this sick fucking run on sentence And I can't blame you For what you've been dealt The sting of neglect A mother's love unfelt But where do I turn when I feel the same? This is a shared burden, no passing on the blame Line approaching line End apprehending end Inching closer and closer Windows closing Exhaling impaired judgement Like father like son A replica more flawed than the archetype Hoping desperately my pen runs dry While procuring more and more ink Scribing the same sentence Again and again Will the circle remain unbroken?

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 25, 2026

Connection Affection Regression Subjection In the throes of grief In remorse's debt Crushed under irony's massive breadth Words that spill from an ugly mouth: Words that hold no weight Compassion forced From captive scorn And active remorse Confessions of love Obsessions in vein Recessions of love Will now douse the flame (I've been) Carrying ideations of a greater future Ideations you dropped so long ago But you never let me know Now I’m left begging For those same cold hands To release me from their grip Walled in Yet free to roam Lost to the world Windows locked Doors closed Silenced of your own accord Does the truth you hoarde burn you away inside? As much as it's absence pains me? I mourn for you A beautiful smile Regurgitating fallacy A beautiful mind Avoiding tangency

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 25, 2026

Trapped within the realm of sleep; A world awake, and I still dream If you should find me And I refuse to stir My reoccurring nightmare has come true: The lines have blurred Be it dreams, be it reality, my subconscious keeps it's foot to my throat Please release me from the ties that bind There's no escaping this horrible place in my mind A place where my doubts and my fears are suspended in time Where self-conclusion seems so divine A place I would never want to be A place I would never want to be The dark, disgusting part of me A place I would never want to be The dark, disgusting part of me Line approaching line End apprehending end

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 25, 2026

Vodka on your breath Heart devoid of dreams Hope that left so long ago Mangled by paternity Wine on your breath Mouth full of hate Hope that left so long ago Mangled by maternity The apple falls directly below the tree But the tree is dead Which leaves the apple Rotten as can be Wary me Parry me Carry me Bury me (Line approaching line End apprehending end.) Bright futures thrown away In the name of an escape Words from aspiring artists Replaced by silent mouths agape Nights forgotten Vice begotten Wary me Parry me Carry me Bury me (Line approaching line End apprehending end.) Bereft behest An authors voice Silenced on a blank page Numbing the sting Of inadequacy Unfair exchange: Thought for naught Leaning on crutches Meant for killing slowly Now you can only bide your time The apple falls Directly below the tree But the tree is dead Which leaves the apple Rotten as can be Rotten Fertile, though rotten through Germination begins as corrupt seeds Spread their sickness through the landscape; Infecting all

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 25, 2026

Incisions Too shallow To remove What ails me Lacerations Too meager To render (My) Consciousness Predisposed Juxtaposed Undisclosed Illness throes Hindering my Progression Stagnancy Defeats me Despite my best efforts This exchange died years ago So much wasted love and remorse Spent clinging to the corpse Rot I will bury the debt But I will no longer mourn the dead In spite of all of this I surely hope your words meant well more often than not But either way, I say we let them fucking rot (Alone in my thoughts) Worshipping My sickness Dependence On sadness Brings me nothing But the same Consequence Same outcome Day by day; Descending Sinking deep Down the drain No heroics Let me drown

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 25, 2026

Shadows under my eyes darken with the passing of light Warm turns to cold turns to black Black remains until warm fights back On the warmest days On the coldest nights I found my home in your eyes Sleep Would come sporadically Waking me erratically Inward reflection Offers the ugliest sight I’ve watched the lines on my face grow like shadows at day’s end And I’ve lost control, I wander alone Until in your eyes, I found my home On the warmest days On the coldest nights I found my home in your eyes And if our happiest moments are truly seldom to linger Then I know I’ve watched them fade away with you On the warmest days On the coldest nights I found my home in your eyes

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 25, 2026

Fall away As we'll do The strings are tugged and taut Fraying with my demeanor With my demeanor Wisps and whispers float along Captive in infinity I can only hope to hear her's I can only hope to feel her's Smolder out As we'll do She signs her songs of naught And I'm praying that That I will hear her That I will hear her Wisps and whispers float along Captive in infinity

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 25, 2026

Fall away As we'll do Smolder out As we'll do I've spent so much time Staring at the ceiling That in my daze With my head raised I never looked down to see the writing on the wall I watched you pulling away While reassuring me of your involvement Ex-communicate Not a single bit of effort for you Fuck After all is said and done We never fought, and nobody won And at first we grew together But you were only here for fair weather I held you up so high Put you on a pedestal But you let your love die And now you'll fall back down To the fucking cement To the hell that you've kept me in After all is said and done I am still my father's son With my mother tongue unspoken The circle remains unbroken ( The augury) The augury I was too blind to see The augury I was too blind to see

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 25, 2026

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Love of mine I've come to hate Such animosity You create Love of mine I’ve come to hate Such animosity You create Hateful glances at my reflection To the man in the mirror: I abhor you now You are the antithesis I'll now collate Reiterate to deconstruct And reinstate My thoughts of you Remain askew Despite assuaging start anew Despite assuaging start anew Despite assuaging start anew Discussed in disgust This distrust Conceived deceit Constructs defeat Discussed in disgust This distrust Conceived deceit Constructs defeat Discussed in disgust This distrust Conceived deceit Constructs defeat Discussed in disgust This distrust Conceived deceit Constructs defeat Discussed in disgust This distrust Conceived deceit Constructs defeat Discussed in disgust This distrust Conceived deceit Constructs defeat Discussed in disgust This distrust Conceived deceit Constructs defeat Discussed in disgust This distrust Conceived deceit Constructs defeat Alone in my thoughts Again Love of mine I've come to hate Such animosity You create The thoughts innate That now gestate Here I fixate As I abate Hands that used to dance With fingers intertwined Now seem to pay advance No single shred of mind How far will you lead me and How far will I lead myself? Myself To the brink of madness Am I the only one at fault?

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 25, 2026

I'm sinking into myself now Drowning in speculation and conjecture Have I lost my mind alone in my thoughts? As time and space attempt to erase Everything I've loved Anhedonia Give me your fear Give me your doubt Give me your pain Give me your blame Give me your hate Give me your shame Give me your malice Give me your jealousy Give me anything (Line approaching line, end approaching end Inching closer and closer, windows closing) I've thrown away everything (Exhaling impaired judgement, like father like son) But keep your love for yourself (A replica more flawed than the archetype Hoping desperately my pen runs dry While procuring more and more ink Scribing the same sentence again and again) Will the circle remain unbroken? Will the circle remain unbroken? Will the circle remain unbroken? (But keep your love for yourself) Will the circle remain unbroken? (But keep your love for yourself) A good man grows cold With every knife and every arrow With every obstacle Some say character is built A good man grows old With every failure And every regret With every goodbye Some say he gains wisdom Well here stands our good man Alone, shattered, and bleeding out From every mistake Every betrayal And every lesson learned A good man with character and wisdom A good man as good as dead

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 25, 2026