Dirge Within
Album • 2009
I am diseased, can't take the pain. I'd rather die than be alive inside of the sobriety. Fuel the fire with the weed and the pills and the booze that will set me free! Throw it away! Throw it away! Throw it away! This is my new reckoning, Now hear me scream! The suffering, it burns like gasoline, So I self medicate the pain to escape this world of shame! Obscurity leads to severity, So I self medicate the pain to escape this world I hate! I self medicate! I am dizzy from suffocating on the lies you feed, Deny, deny your hope of sanity. Fuel the fire with the weed and the pills and the booze that will set me free! Throw me away! Blow me away! Throw me away! This is my new reckoning, Now hear me scream! The suffering, it burns like gasoline, So I self medicate the pain to escape this world of shame! Obscurity leads to severity, So I self medicate the pain to escape this world I hate! I self medicate! Standing above myself and watching a part of me die, I see it all just start to fade away. Though it's true, I've always wondered how I would say goodbye to myself. So now I fall again and I cannot pretend, There is no resurrection! So now I fall again, now hear me scream! I am diseased, can't take the pain. I'd rather die than be alive inside of the sobriety. Fuel the fire with the weed and the pills and the booze that will set me free! Throw it away! Throw it away! Throw it away! The suffering, it burns like gasoline, So I self medicate the pain to escape this world of shame! Obscurity leads to severity, So I self medicate the pain to escape this world I hate! I self medicate!
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 26, 2025
Everyday it's all the same, a vicious cycle. A parasite within the flesh, silence closing in. Sick of all the stress brought by inconsistencies, Tight around the neck! All the hate I feel, it comes from you and it's taking over. All my life I've had regrets, The scars I bear tell all. All my life I've had regrets, The scars I bear! Another life becomes a death, each day getting colder. Evolving to the hate inside, but darkness still remains. Needing a release from the walls that now decay, succumbing to the madness! All that hate I feel, it comes from you and it's taking over. As the light gives way I can see your face, forever the martyr. All my life I've had regrets, The scars I bear tell all. All my life I've had regrets, The scars I bear! Breathe in the pain 'cause it's all that remains! Breathe in the fear 'cause it's all that saves you! All that hate I feel, it comes from you and it's taking over. As the light gives way I can see your face, forever the martyr. All my life I've had regrets, The scars I bear tell all. All my life I've had regrets, The scars I bear!
Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 26, 2025
Welcome home to the land of treason victimized by conspiracy. Marching on for the killing season, join murderous parade. Scan the earth and release the soldier, Gun in hand, he crawls through the mud. Sweat pours as you pull the trigger, And paint the walls with blood. Force fed lies! A plague of ignorance! Force fed lies! We'll burn it down, let's burn it down! Say a prayer for the unknown soldiers, On their backs they make not a sound. Gave their lives for a badge of honor, Six feet below the ground. Burn it down! Force fed lies! A plague of ignorance! Force fed lies! We'll burn it down, let's burn it! Force fed lies! A plague of ignorance! Force fed lies! We'll burn it down, let's burn it down!
Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 26, 2025
This is my confession, my soul is screaming... Breath... Now the smoke is clearing, I can see what I've become, A mere shadow of my innocence, A memory of mother's son! A false solution for a product of mistakes, Wash away of all the sins, So they won't take me to my grave! The struggle inside of me, the only way is to start again! This is my confession, my soul is screaming, As the walls are closing in! The endless aggression is my only friend, It's the one who lives within! This is my confession. Staring in the eyes of demons that infect my past, Write my name in blood and see if the infection lasts. Done too many things, can't apologize for all this pain, On my knees, I scream into the night, Will someone save me? The struggle inside of me, the only way is to start again! This is my confession, my soul is screaming, As the walls are closing in! The endless aggression is my only friend, It's the one that lives within! This is my confession. Kill the voices in my head! Voices in my head! This is my confession, my soul is screaming, As the walls are closing in! The endless aggression is my only friend, It's the one that lives within! This is my confession. The endless aggression. This is my confession, my soul is screaming, As the walls are closing in! This is my confession.
Submitted by Immortal — Apr 26, 2025
Your absolution: A false solution. You're no better off than me. No evolution; no retribution. For the words I don't believe! You can pray for me to follow, You can pray for me to follow, but I have no religion, I can take the pain, God damn, it don't mean shit to me, You don't mean shit to me! I am my decision, I can take the blame, God damn, you don't mean spit to me, You don't mean spit to me! Your revelation; the masturbation. Of all that you believe. A confirmation; your intoxication, Is the sanctity you need! You can pray for me to follow, but I have no religion, I can take the pain, God damn, it don't mean shit to me, You don't mean shit to me! I am my decision, I can take the blame, God damn, you don't mean spit to me, You don't mean spit to me! I won't be your victim. You're fucking killing me. This world is killing me! I won't be your victim. You're fucking killing me. This world is killing me! I have no religion, I can take the pain, God damn, it don't mean shit to me, You don't mean shit to me! I am my decision, I can take the blame, God damn, you don't mean spit to me, You don't mean spit to me! :::Guest Vocals by Edsel Dope of Dope:::
Submitted by Morgoth — Apr 26, 2025
There is a nightmare coming, A flock that's about to break, Away from herds that follow all the selfish names of hate. This is a new indictment, This is the final call, For all that love their freedom, This is justice for us all! This is a song for the voiceless, A psycho symphony! The anthem for all the hopeless, The voice of a new disease! One nation under God and One nation under greed. A little black book to bring all of the nameless to their knees. This is you passing judgment, This is your dying dream. I hope you're choking on it, As the fallen angels scream! This is a song for the voiceless, A psycho symphony! The anthem for all the hopeless, The voice of a new disease! Burn! Our blood and tears have built this world, Our hearts have given everything. Your lies have raped and killed this world, Our hate consumes us all. We're coming to your houses, And we're breaking down your door. We are the new beginning, Here to settle up the score. A fleet of new arrivals, A flock of naked sheep. Your end becomes our freedom, This is the new reality. This is a song for the voiceless, A psycho symphony! The anthem for all the hopeless, The voice of a new disease!
Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 26, 2025
This is the end, Realize that all hope is lost. We're living tortured every second, We can't pretend, Take my hand as we turn to dust. It only hurts you for a second, Here comes the pain! Here comes the pain! Tonight, the time has come to say our last goodbye. I'll die before I walk away. Goodbye, I'm sorry, this might hurt so close your eyes. Don't cry, turn and look away. Now is the time for the sickness to eat away, All the pain that's left inside. A cancellation, emancipation of our love, Beaten down and broken down. Here comes the pain! Here comes the pain! Tonight, the time has come to say our last goodbye. I'll die before I walk away. Goodbye, I'm sorry, this might hurt so close your eyes. Don't cry, turn away and say your last goodbye. Say your last goodbye! Tonight, the time has come to say our last goodbye. I'll die before I walk away. Goodbye, I'm sorry, this might hurt just close your eyes. Don't cry, turn and look away. Turn away and say your last goodbye! Tonight, I'm looking down the barrel of my life, Goodbye, blow it all away! Here comes the pain!
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 26, 2025
The signs are coming in from every direction, And all the things that we believe have turned into lies. We walk the path we have chosen, Let go and you pray for nothing as the falling angel screams. I am the only one that understands as I walk through the ashes alone. Of flesh and bone, I understand as I walk through the ashes alone. The streets are laid to waste as innocent victims fall from the sky, Because the Devil burned off their wings. We walk the path we have chosen, Let go and you bleed for nothing as the falling angel screams. I am the only one that understands as I walk through the ashes alone. Of flesh and bone, I understand as I walk through the ashes alone. Silently we bleed, For the American dream. For the American dream! One more suppression, One more digression. One more suppression! We walk the path we have the chosen. I am the only one that understands as I walk through the ashes alone. Of flesh and bone, I understand as I walk through the ashes alone.
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 26, 2025
This is my last chance to walk away from you, Forgotten memories peel off the faded truth. No more excuses, no more feelings left inside. The judgment has been cast, all morals thrown aside. Inhuman, I have become! Inhuman, now there's nothing left of me! You did this to me! Deny one more time that you are all to blame, As my eyes start to twitch my hands they do the same. No more excuses, no more feelings left inside. This very second all the good in me dies. Inhuman, I have become! Inhuman, now there's nothing left! Inhuman, I have become! Inhuman, now there's nothing left of me! You did this to me! Blood falls like rain, Will you scream again? Through all this pain, I will bleed again. Fuck you! Now there's no more... No more words! Inhuman, I have become! Inhuman, now there's nothing left! Inhuman, I have become! Inhuman, now there's nothing left of me! You did this to me! You did this to me! :::Guest Vocals by Wayne Static of Static-X:::
Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 26, 2025
All alone, abandoned upon the floor, Still inhaling the stink of you. Took away a loss that cannot repair, Still you live your life without a care. Sadist! Rapist! Inside I feel the hate that burns, She couldn't make a sound! This pain is real, like a worm it turns, As her world came crashing down! I will rip out your fucking heart, I will draw a line through you. I'll repay the loss of innocence, A drop of blood for every one of you! Sadist! Rapist! Inside I feel the hate that burns, She couldn't make a sound! This pain is real, like a worm it turns, As her world came crashing down! Inside I feel the hate that burns, She couldn't make a sound! This pain is real, like a worm it turns, As her world came crashing down! Inside I feel the hate burn all for you! The stain of humanity!
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Apr 26, 2025
Apologetic absolution revolves on an axis of hate, Referencing to the end of a age where darkness seeks out the light, And folds away the truth of a better tomorrow. There is no call. There is no sign. The only freedom left lies behind the eyes in the womb. There is nothing! There is only this! The seed has taken over, The lies are getting colder. Bullets replace the word and the visions make me sober. Raise your hands in praise and forgive the fallen idol. Put the child to its death and perpetuate the cycle. Everyday I feel the same, Even when I numb the pain. I can't escape from this complacency. Everything I've felt is wrong, All sign of hope is gone. I can't escape from this complacency. Waken ties of culture and sever lines of structure, Find release in certainty and devour all the mortar. Terror for freedom! Freedom from terror! Everyday I feel the same, Even when I numb the pain. I can't escape from this complacency. Everything I've felt is wrong, All sign of hope is gone. I can't escape from this complacency. I will not break! The seed has taken over, The lies are getting colder. Bullets replace the word and the visions make me sober. Terror for freedom! Freedom from terror! Everyday I feel the same, Even when I numb the pain. I can't escape from this complacency. Everything I've felt is wrong, All sign of hope is gone. I can't escape from this complacency. :::Guest Guitar Solos by: Virus of Dope Michael Angelo Batio of Holland, Nitro Corey Beaulieu of Trivium:::
Submitted by Finntroll — Apr 26, 2025
This is relentless Your poor men forming in the streets To live This is monumental Your children dying in the streets For why? This is a eulogy The silent screaming from me Eulogy The only way we can never care This is relentless We journey in a world of disbelief In lies This is fucking hopeless Killing the poets broken dreams For why? This is a eulogy The silent screaming from me Eulogy The only way we can never care The march of blind destruction No longer will they sleep Our own annihilation What we sowed, we shall reap We shall reap This is relentless Destroy the world with selfish greed This is fucking useless In our own hole that we create For why? This is a eulogy The silent screaming from me Eulogy The only way we can never care
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Feb 11, 2026
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