Diary of Dreams
Album • 1996
Monuments of grace Discharge my credits The future is my past Take a risk - survive Fortunate belief Enter - communicate Contrasts - black and white Disgusting beauty Roses dying Just in secrecy Children crying Their flowers bloom Innocence rejected Virginal deceit Secret Hidden You dare to speak Whispers gentle Your voice So weak Learn to hate Learn to fake Learn to feel Learn to heal
Submitted by The Void — Feb 26, 2026
And have you seen Through the curtain of my life? Get down to the rescue For my shelter, mental incest Archaic disciples Offer their support But who the fuck am I to dare to accept? So take your victimized lies Take your generous disguise Skeptic privilege of mine To the conquest of an angel To the defeat of a beast Glued to senses Attached to all I need And continuous monologues of insanity Blood in floods Rushing, longing Urging to believe Give me strength Give me idols Give my dreams a rest Reality accepted, or not?
Submitted by The Void — Feb 26, 2026
Autumn leaves are falling A kingdom left behind Aimless steps in silence My crutches fall I crawl along this path A stare - possessed I cannot remain conscious I sink to the ground Have you crowned me To kill a king ? Or did you just need A fool to blame ? Why have you disguised me ? I urge to bare Your wisdom slaved To my debility You abused my senses In case of need You made me depend On stranger's hands A kingdom falls A king, a fool to blame And how could you dare betray me - To astray - in paradise
Submitted by The Void — Feb 26, 2026
O'angels come to guide me in my sacred land Thine holy glance enlights my chamber Stranger worlds in fractal thoughts A gentle thrill I'm crowned with thorns Who will remember this ? Quiet doms of whispering circling in my head Collapsing mental boundries Draconic lips of mine And angels still corrupting with a silent word of wisdom O'angels find their sacred land In my debility they bloom Kill my flesh Kill my skin Cure my sore Cure my belief A wince, just to regret To wear a willow A wince, just to regret self - sacrifice To wear the willow- lost within And grieve for what I've lost - a mournful eye My thirst for life embodies prayers at night I sentence myself - a wilful execution Disclaiming innocence indeed O'angel find their sacred land in mine What they have never dared to be O'angel find their sacred land in mine Where they can be what they greed O'angel find their sacred land in mine For they can still make me believe O'angel find their sacred land in mine For they have crowned me ...... ......Crowned with thorns
Submitted by The Void — Feb 26, 2026
Immortal hatred longing For what I've done to you A shattered dream of greed Confess of a faded bloom Reminded day by day The scars just cannot heal Still unforgiven guilt Am I a child within your hands ? Tear my heart out, let me fall Keep my faith enclosed in walls Like a child within your hands Close my eyes and let me fall Into oblivion I urge For you I dare to feel regret A sacrifice I cannot fear How can I cure what you protect ? Immortal hatred longing For what I've done for you A shattered dream of need Moments without truth A mournful sacrifice The scars will never heal
Submitted by The Void — Feb 26, 2026
Crucified in my mortal chamber Begging eyes deceive my strength Stumbling feet into horizons Tear - stained cheeks taint my soul In cold deceit In captive secrecy still waiting For the truth that I can't find A stranger's words in cryptic silence My paradise in cold deceit While my sympathy is dying I loose belief of who I am Victims fatefully united Imploring now in seclusion Have you seen through my disguise ? In cold deceit Have you felt my shattered eyes ? In cold deceit
Submitted by The Void — Feb 26, 2026
Enemies adorned by childish innocence Dictators rule Granted words you offer I urge to spread wings of decay Bridges fall to split the nation Walls enrise for better days to please Draining ditch - water from my eyes Retaliate A veil of mystery I feel Blindfold in obscurity In the shade of a tree I cannot remain here My sweetest passion My sweet, sweet revenge My sweetest passion My sweet retaliation Hammering on my fragile ideals In a cage of manic patience Drawn into a growing chaos My intentions seem to fail My state of mind an inferno This mind, which cannot comprehend A torment to my conscience My objectives lost in frozen shades Engraved The scars of time Yet never healed But still, the spark of hope does never rest My sweetest passion My sweet, sweet revenge My sweetest passion My sweet retaliation
Submitted by The Void — Feb 26, 2026
Just give me nails To be my burden Crucified emotions struggle to survive And the truth, she has not heard for long Cold and bare, but sacred ? Who has the guts to spread such lies A picture of a willow - with a widow in black A child ton bear - in blooming beauty For she gave birth to dust Roses covered by a layer of snow Freezing wind surrounding What you call holy feet Just a child without a wooden cross Afflicted hands towards heaven How could you dare deny ? How can you blame a widow For detesting who you are ? Bare of sore - touch naked boundaries And empty hands - a widow's life
Submitted by The Void — Feb 26, 2026
And the place was burning Where once my cradle stood Memories still yearning For what my childhood took In peaceful shelter I may rest Just instincts of salvation O'deviate from the within But hate I may not feel A nations decay within my eyes Imploring still in vague seclusion A tear from a child's eye- obeying still But fate just ties together What's my flesh ? And what my skin ? What my privilege ? And what a sin ? Have I come to stay What I can never be ? Have I come to beg For a new identity ? ....to blame... O' I have tried to fly But I did not have wings I have tried to speak But I did not know how Like a new-born child I have tried to trust Reaching out But my cradle burning A nations decay within my eyes Imploring still in vague seclusion A tear from a child's eye- obeying still But fate just ties together Just memories today Yes, I exist, but do I also live ? I must deviate from the within But hate I may not feel
Submitted by The Void — Feb 26, 2026
Raindrops fall to cleanse my soul The song of whales tear me apart My eyes still stray along this shore A seagulls' plaint adoring mine My tongue too weak to speak a word O' was I born to be misunderstood Fingers touch, but do not feel O' tired seem my restless eyes So tired is my smile In my endless depth of guilt A cripple of my fear And the needle serves me well Memories now wash ashore I feel remains of sympathy Imagine the ability To gather roses in winter.... Somebody Something Welcomed me On the other side Dank and gentle Moist and soft Almost like lone The needle serves me well But whom have I to blame ? Just the cripple of my fear Just call my disguise The needle serves me well The needle serves me well But whom have I to blame ? So tired is my smile Was I born to astray In my endless depth of guilt ? Just a cripple of my fear Just call my disguise Just almost like love And the needle serves me well....
Submitted by The Void — Feb 26, 2026
I would be crying tears of laughter If I could see me smile again I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is my horizon I still believe my eyes, but all I see is my blindness I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is my horizon I still believe my ears, but all I hear is lasting silence Like a disciple of a witness I judge upon my sacred eye Still I found the origin In what's left of me inside Can I call this my burden Or is this just my dream to fly? I would be crying tears of laughter If I could see me smile again Weaker, weaker every day I forgot my urge to fly away And is my life as bare as it is? Cold and lonely enough? Have you achieved what you were longing for? Sad enough this cannot be undone I drop my eyes and shiver as I see The reflection in the mirror of me Have you given up, my friend? Forgiveness be mine I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is my horizon Can I call this my burden Or is this just my dream to fly? I would be crying tears of laughter If I could see me smile again
Submitted by The Void — Feb 26, 2026
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