Rain Gates
To hold and feel Beyond what’s real Reject the light, shield out the sun The sun that kills the dark Obsessed with all that never was My deterioration ever grew Born, and addiction to despair Why can’t I feel ok? I search my past in desperate hope to find my roots of pain I realize it every time my, perception is the birth of my hate that I feel for this world and every breathing being So how can one be happy knowing joy is an illusion of the mind If joy is born from suffering than pain is all that’s real I bеg to fate to send my way a figure that can hеal But every time I open up I am met with disgust What I speak is foreign to the one who stares directly through me I dreamt a thousand ways to end it all Can never bring myself to fall Step down, I gaze at the ground And contemplate what could have been I’ve always felt this way since yesterday Of flirting with the unknown place, I’ll meet with open embrace Until then I’m trapped inside This life, burning inside How could I succumb to what destroys me evermore Dismal thoughts manifest the brain A product of a project, chemically controlled The recognition of my assembly leaves me disturbed Programmed instinctual emotions I am nothing but a pulse To hold and feel Beyond what’s real Reject the light, shield out the sun And never let it… Inside Lights glow where you can’t see them In deep water they allure me Please guide me there To the city beneath the lake I will wait for you forever I won’t let you go Please don’t join me for solace I will come to you The rain will come and flood tomorrow The rain will wash away the sorrow It’s a feeling from you to me that brings me home again At peace again Once again it comes The goes then comes The cycle enslaves me Burning Loveless Fading My sun within the dark Obsessed with all that never was My deterioration grew endless Lost, the aptitude to feel Why can’t I feel a thing?
Submitted by NecroLord — Jun 25, 2026
This is where it begins In the golden home made of brick Where you’ll always be I thought by now you’d run away Off to an unknown distant place Where you’d be free You’re trapped inside the yellow house Your silenced voice would come to sound Where the rain gates heal Screams stuck in the walls No sound will ever escape this place No one will ever know You are the flood I see from the window Nobody seems to know The sun will drown for you The flood Take the bones to the shed you built With your hands and your guilt and all that you hate There’s a murderer (in here) And I’ll love him forever Dreams were raped, character set ablaze In this room where I’d stay and swallow the flames I am dead (in here) And now we wait Wait Erase who I am (who am I?) I’m the hate that birthed this family I don’t know the reasons why you are the way you are but I know for myself (Is this your life?) How don’t you know? (Don’t you know?) I’m the face of all that you never were Hand on the neck, belt choke, burn the skin Just please don’t leave me alone Is this your life? (Hold me) It seems I’ll never go Always in your arms In your hands, the source of love glows Under your eyes, I feel ok The clouds call me home The roof waves to the hilltop I see my shadow drowning And falling from the leaves I found you at the gates Where have you been? I see the morning after Next to me, inevitably I call out in the rain: Take me I thought by now you’d run away Off to an unknown distant place Where you’d be free You’re trapped inside the yellow house Your silenced voice would come to sound Where the rain gates heal Hate is all I am, it’s from the pain you gave Hate is all I am, it’s from the pain you gave to me The final moment comes to tell With one last breath in the golden home This is where you’ll always be You are the flood
Submitted by NecroLord — Jun 25, 2026
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