Decalius
EP • 2022
Life gave you love and happiness And it gave me violence and hatred... I wish everything was different But there is no such thing for a monster like me... I wish having life in front of me To triturate it's smiling face with a hammer With all my hatred Life gave you everything And it turned it's back on me The world hugged you And they spat in my face This jealousy feels like broken glass inside my stomach I wish I have never existed I wish die I wish die... I wish having life in front of me To triturate it's smiling face with a hammer With all my hatred... Hated By Life Itself
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 26, 2025
My soul was filled with contempt Now all I feel is contempt... My heart was filled with vomit Now all I feel is disgust... These feelings of sadness have turned into hatred towards the World I have become in all the sordid pain I have received... In my entire In my entire life Life laughs at me while I'm all alone... Tied up with barbed wire... Forgotten and Broken... Fantasizing about blowing their heads off Would they feel pain? No... No... Would they feel my pain? No... No... So... Unfair...
Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 26, 2025
I would stab my eardrums Just to not hear their laughing Just to not hear their laugh I would rip my eyes out Just to not see their smiling And this horrible life In the end, I'll always be the lonely one Watching from the dark... Seeing their smiling hurts more Than the cut of a thousand knives I would give my life Just to dance on their lifeless bodies... In the end, I'll never know how it feels To be alive... It hurts more Than the cut of a thousand knives It hurts more Than the shot of a thousand guns
Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 26, 2025
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I'm nothing... A lonely nothing I don't belong here and I never did That's why I resign myself from life But why does it still hurt? Why? Why? Damn it Why? Why does it still hurt? Why? Why? Damn it Why did you enlighten the rest... and forgot about me...? Why? Why? I wonder... How is it that I failed... How is it that I failed? Even life has favorites And I'm not one of them That's truth But why does it still hurt? Why? Why? Why? Why? Damn it Why did you enlighten the rest... and forgot about me...? Why? I wonder why... Why does it still hurt...? Why? Why? I wonder... How is it that I failed? I hate you... I hate them... I hate life... And everything... And I hate myself
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025
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