Dead by April
Album • 2014
Innocent - like a fairytale It started with the blink of an eye Wonderful - it had to be from fate But the indifference made us say goodbye It has come to an end now It is time to say goodbye Beautiful nightmare Couldn't survive on the battlefield But now I'm starting to heal Beautiful nightmare Lucky that we reached the top As they say, "what goes up must come down" Happy? Couldn't be more wrong I gave us the benefit of the doubt It has come to an end now It is time to say goodbye Beautiful nightmare Couldn't survive on the battlefield But now I'm starting to heal Beautiful nightmare 'Cause it was worth it All along, despite the panic attacks It was worth it And even though it's wrong I just wanna go back I know it's bad for me Can't resist it I need it badly To exist and to live I clench my fist in the air And here I go, yeah Whoa-ohh Beautiful nightmare Beautiful nightmare It has come to an end now It is time to say goodbye Beautiful nightmare Couldn't survive on the battlefield But now I'm starting to heal Beautiful nightmare Beautiful nightmare Beautiful nightmare Beautiful nightmare Beautiful nightmare
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 21, 2026
Who are you to call me abnormal? Who are you to say ugly? If you only knew how much it hurts me, it hurts me I could ask have you seen yourself in the mirror? I'd rather keep my dignity Cause it is my right to feel happy, happy Does to pick on the weak gives you strength? Feeling self-confident with your friends? But just because you see me alone It doesn't mean that I've got no one to call on the phone Everyday, every second of my life Is a fight to survive Outnumbered, put against the wall It's about to get physical Who are you to call me abnormal? Who are you to say ugly? If you only knew how much it hurts me, it hurts me I could ask have you seen yourself in the mirror? I'd rather keep my dignity Cause it is my right to feel happy, happy I don't wanna be in this war But next time we meet down the corridor I'm prepared for the beating and then some more And you will not stop when I fall to the floor Your friends get in on the fight Even though I'm unconscious And I'm covered in blood Cannot defend myself I can't defend myself Who are you to call me abnormal? Who are you to say ugly? If you only knew how much it hurts me, it hurts me (I could ask) Have you seen yourself in the mirror? I'd rather keep my dignity Cause it is my right to feel happy, happy I hate you I've got blood in my eyes I hate you I've got ice in my veins Who are you to call me abnormal? Who are you to say ugly? If you only knew how much it hurts me, it hurts me I could ask have you seen yourself in the mirror? I'd rather keep my dignity Cause it is my right to feel happy, happy
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 21, 2026
Spit in my face Humiliate my dignity But I'm feeling great To me this is normality I try to think straight Is this really my worth? My heart gets in the way And it keeps saying it doesn't hurt Chaos! Blaming myself For the things that you call me For the ways you act And how sick is that? I try to think straight Of something else than rebirth My heart gets in the way And seriously it hurts! What you're going through It is real to you But your mind plus your heart makes two Look into my eyes What do you see? I'm someone who can show empathy When your mind's clouded by your heart It's not easy to see what's real n' what's not I give you my empathy Before you start judging Try hard to see the person I am I'm caring I'm humble and understanding I ask for your empathy To think of me as friendly To escape this reality I will need your empathy What you're going through It is real to you But you mind plus your heart makes two Look into my eyes What do you see? I'm someone who can show empathy When your mind's clouded by your heart It's not easy to see what's real n' what's not I give you my empathy My empathy I give you my empathy! Oh oh oh Look into my eyes What do you see? I'm someone who can show empathy When your mind's clouded by your heart It's not easy to see what's real n' what's not I give you my empathy My empathy I give you my empathy! Oh oh oh
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 21, 2026
I'll never forget Not what you did, not what you said What you put me through I'll never be trusting you again There's nothing you can say There's nothing It will bring me back you I am done with you, I am done with broken hearts You'll never be breaking mine again I am done with you, step into the new me You'll never be breaking mine again, again Breaking mine again, again Yeah, you made me weak You should see me now, I will never fall down again You cut me to pieces but I'm learning from my mistakes There's nothing I will keep from you There's nothing I can feel from you I am taking the knife from you I am done with you, I am done with broken hearts You'll never be breaking mine again I am done with you, step into the new me You'll never be breaking mine again, again Breaking mine again, again This is the last time. I'm leaving you It's the last time no stopping me This is the beginning of something new I'll never forget what you put me through You have made me, you have made me see Finally, finally I am done with you I am done with you, I am done with broken hearts You'll never be breaking mine again I am done with you, step into the new me You'll never be breaking mine again, again Breaking mine again, again
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 21, 2026
No, I just refuse to believe my eyes In front of me, something I can't recognize You stood beside me all my life The heart machines are ticking I can hear the life support pumping The line between life and death doesn't come any clearer than this Covered with an oxygen mask, these words will be his last With the energy he's got left, he turns to me and says: I cannot stand by you 'til the end of the world Like I said I would do No, I won't be able to help you carry the weight of the world My time has come Silent as a butterfly, I'll be flying beside you, watching above you Silent as a butterfly All of a sudden, I've lost my strength Isn't it scary how things can change? It made an instant, just like that Whenever I had questions, you always had the answers You taught me about life and the importance of being yourself And to highly value honesty, how not to lose grip of reality With both your feet on the ground I cannot stand by you 'til the end of the world Like I said I would do No, I won't be able to help you carry the weight of the world My time has come Silent as a butterfly, I'll be flying beside you, watching above you Silent as a butterfly You weren't supposed to see me like this And I'm sorry (sorry!) I must leave, It's my time But I will see you soon I cannot stand by you 'til the end of the world Like I said I would do No, I won't be able to help you carry the weight of the world My time has come Silent as a butterfly, I'll be flying beside you, watching above you Silent as a butterfly
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 21, 2026
I want it to be much more Than a fading distant memory of the two of us I keep our picture by the bed We're greyed out bit I'll not give up on us, no I won't I turn to the sky wondering where you are Wondering where you are I wonder if we look up on the same star Same star Maybe we're done maybe not It does not change how I feel about us Won't give up hope You're more beautiful than any diamond found in this world And damn I miss you so bad I turn to the sky wondering where you are Wondering where you are I wonder if we look up on the same star Same star
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 21, 2026
Trust the words I say I'm willing to go the distance But I'm a little bit fragile I'm just saying let's take this slow Don't get me wrong Let 'em know Write it in magazines, in the papers Put it all over the news, let 'em hear it I wanna let the world know How I feel, how I feel, how I feel Cause I'm living my dreams to the fullest Forever you and me Nothing can intervene I wanna let the world know How I feel, how I feel, how I feel Been waiting for this moment But there's no need to rush it One step at a time We must be careful not to loose it If I'm defined completely by my actions I'll prove myself but I ask a little patience Cause I am not a perfect human being But I know one thing I'm right about this feeling Today, today I wanna let the world know Today, today Today, today I wanna let the world know Today, today I wanna let the world know how I feel, yeah
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 21, 2026
Staying within your comfort zone May feel saved, but it can have you fooled It's treacherous It's deceiving You will not achieve peace of mind if you don't leave the past behind No, no, no, no, no Make up with it once and for all, and never ever again you'll fall No, no, no, no, no Beating around the bush is pointless You need to bring down the walls you've built up Surrounding you Surrounding you You will not achieve peace of mind if you don't leave the past behind No, no, no, no, no Make up with it once and for all, and never ever again you'll fall No, no, no, no, no You need to dig deep You need to work hard We don't have much time Why don't make out the best of it? Yeah You will not achieve peace of mind if you don't leave the past behind No, no, no, no, no Make up with it once and for all, and never ever again you'll fall No, no, no, no, no
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 21, 2026
Sometimes you run Too scared to take To take the fight But hey, it's okay I'm human too I know what it's like Awakening feelings Buried in the past, like dirt, like dirt, like dirt It's like running barefoot on ice It's cold and it's piercing Again and again, you slip, you slip, you slip I'm running barefoot on ice Freeze frame right here, right now Stop the clock and the hands of time Take a moment breathe in breathe out Everything is gonna be just fine Freeze frame right here right now Freeze frame right here right now Sometimes it's hard, to turn your feelings Into words! Bringing old memories back to life That you've killed, you've killed, you've killed Disintegrates you from inside, don't need no sympathy All If I manage to stay alive, alive, alive I'll walk out of this with pride Freeze frame right here, right now Stop the clock and the hands of time Take a moment breathe in breathe out Everything is gonna be just fine From 10 years of silence, I'm now breaking new ground From a closed space of vacuum, I'm now starting to breathe Take nothing for granted, That's what I have learned That's what I have learned, That's what I have learned Take a moment breathe in, breathe out Everything's gonna be just fine Freeze frame right here, right now Stop the clock and the hands of time Take a moment breathe in breathe out Everything is gonna be just fine Freeze frame right here right now Freeze frame right here right now
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 21, 2026
At night I'm thinking of sweet revenge I'm breathing faster, faster I feel the anger, anger I'm redefining the meaning of evil Inside I'm bleeding, bleeding From all the beating, beating Let them pay Let them pay for the things that they've done Let them suffer for infinity times infinity Watch closely and you'll see it in my face The battle scars, battle scars The bloody tears, the bloody tears Too many years of built up suppressed hate It has taken its toll on me Let them pay Let them pay for the things that they've done Let them suffer for infinity times infinity Don't speak your mind If the words that come out is condescending Don't even open your mouth If there's only bad intentions It's taking its toll on me It has to stop Ask not for forgiveness Cause you will pay You will pay for the things that you've did You will pay for infinity times infinity Let them pay Let them pay for the things that they've done Let them suffer for infinity times infinity
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 21, 2026
I've been thinking about taking the easy way out Used, beaten, disposed, it's tempting I've been told it's too selfish Gotta fight til the finish, thank you but it's not helping Feel uncared for, dead and empty Getting tired of feeling so lonely But I am going to change my tomorrow I'll be on top of the world by tomorrow Got the strength, I can do it, not just saying I'll prove it I'll prove it I'll prove it Watching my rear view mirror and what it is reflecting? It's an image that's broken It is time for a change now, step up and be brave now How damn hard can it be? Feel uncared for, dead and empty Getting tired of feeling so lonely But I am going to change my tomorrow I'll be on top of the world by tomorrow Got the strength, I can do it, not just saying I'll prove it I'll prove it I'll prove it I'm flying away now I'm touching the sky now, yeah On top of the world now and I'm never going back A change for the better Seeing brighter colors now On top of the world now and I'm never going back Feel uncared for, dead and empty Getting tired of feeling so lonely But I am going to change my tomorrow I'll be on top of the world by tomorrow Got the strength, I can do it, not just saying I'll prove it I'll prove it I'll prove it
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 21, 2026
I've been questioning myself the wrong way My insecurity made me wanna feel pain I'd put a knife to my wrist and a part of my story is Used to swallow them pills tried to ease the pain In the fact the truth is, I did again and again Hold on, hold on let me take the pain away Hold on, hold on there's no need to feel afraid Cause I'm here now I'll protect you Tell me what's wrong What did they do to you? to you, to you, to you What did they do to you? to you, to you, to you Been approaching my inner self the wrong way My self esteem was so low I only felt hate My own worst enemy, but part of my story is Two years of battling I'm feeling better than ever I'll stay like this forever Hold on, hold on let me take the pain away Hold on, hold on there's no need to feel afraid Cause I'm here now I'll protect you Tell me what's wrong What did they do to you? to you, to you, to you What did they do to you? to you, to you, to you Fear not, I'll never leave your side (Until the end I'll be here) Take my word for it, it's the truth Come here It's ok, it's alright (It's ok, it's alright) Let me hold you close Hold on, hold on let me take the pain away Hold on, hold on there's no need to feel afraid Cause I'm here now I'll protect you Tell me what's wrong What did they do to you? to you, to you, to you What did they do to you? to you, to you, to you
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 21, 2026
I walk on my own to think it over I can't believe this is real It all seems so clear All seems so right I can't put on words how I feel In time you'll see What you mean to me Everyday I think of you There's nothing here in the world That can replace you,no There's nothing here in the world I can face without you,no I'm lost in your eyes You dream me away from here Far away, where I can feel no pain With you i feel safe I know you keep me out of harms way In time you'll see What you mean to me Everyday I think of you There's nothing here in the world That can replace you,no There's nothing here in the world I can face without you Anytime you doubt with us Makes you wanna run away You think of what we have If it feels like everything goes there away I'll be standing here There's nothing here in the world That can replace you There's nothing here in the world That can replace you,no There's nothing here in the world I can face without you Nothing in this world can replace you There is nothing There is nothing There is nothing
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 21, 2026
Since you've been away I've had the time to start realize Then when we meet again I'll be the first to apologize Now when I hear people say Be careful what you wish for I know what they mean I know what they mean Don't leave I'm struggling hard without you Cause I need you, need you, need you Cause I need you, need you, need you Don't go I simply cannot live without you Cause I need you, need you, need you Cause I need you, need you, need you Need you, need you Living with regret It's a pain with no mercy Think that I'd rather be dead Than to live a life so empty Now people ask me saying Don't you know about karma? I know what they mean I know what they mean but Don't leave I'm struggling hard without you Cause I need you, need you, need you Cause I need you, need you, need you Don't go I simply can not live without you Cause I need you, need you, need you Cause I need you, need you, need you Cause I need you, need you, need you Cause I need you, need you, need you Thank you for the memories Thank you for the memories Thank you for the memories Thank you for the memories Thank you for the memories Yeah Thank you for the memories Thank you for the memories Don't leave I'm struggling hard without you Cause I need you, need you, need you Cause I need you, need you, need you Don't go I simply can not live without you Cause I need you, need you, need you Cause I need you, need you, need you Thank you for the memories Thank you for the memories Thank you for the memories Thank you for the memories Thank you for the memories Yeah Thank you for the memories Thank you for the memories
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Feb 21, 2026
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