Idle

i have memories clouded by sorrow of a time in life when blood ran through my veins but these walls keep closing suffocating and now I'm trapped beneath the weight of my own loss in the company...of my misery i gasp for air, only to drown again unending waves of memories lifes only gift bestowed to me ...regret every moment marks a breaking of my heart now i'm left alone with this ghost that i've become for years i've built this monument of pain i must find a way to never feel again i made the mistake of wanting something real, and i saw it die i paid the price for thinking, it was true when it was all a lie

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 25, 2025

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i stare at rusted structures creation ignored abandoned left to die in these forsaken halls voices softly cry mourning inside so long now there's no way out every moment within an eternity i have never thought never pretended that i deserved more than this if you'd only ask i'd give it all back a forfeiture of life my life through existence i am falliing blurs of pale grey and blue shattered heart, pierced together so long i've played this game dead dreams the silent screams of hopes buried alive covered eyes unwilling to see the empty ruins of my life the lights have never worked here twisted cracks smirk through the plaster i believe they've always been here if you'r silent you can here my dying you probably think it sounds like breaking you think i'm still living

Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 25, 2025

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my youth is slipping away before i know i'll see darker days ive seen the truth and it runs with pain through my veins although i'm losing my grasp i still yearn for brighter times past i see my soul collapse as my mind sighs and my body cries stronger days have they been spent, a memory to fade? i cannot recall a time before my mental fall old age a time to reflect on unaccomplished goals slipping away i'll remember stronger days i've learned this world is a lie, it will never end till we all die i know this fact and ive learned to cope in my life without hope gathering all that is left the memories are all that is kept i've seen the future ahead so i'll try to be strong and forget whats been said

Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 25, 2025