F.E.A.R.
Opened my eyes - where am I? Should be still at home, I fear they lied Had to give you away The pain is much too strong You will find me one day I hope I was not wrong Where's my dad and where are my toys? This terrifying silence makes me fear You are so different Could not live alone With all the time we spend Think you need a new home I don't care I don't care I turn around and see no one I don't know I don't know Is anybody calling me? I don't see I don't see No, I never ever see you I don't hear I don't hear I never ever listen to you Looking for my wheel chair, gotta move Cannot play with the same toys, I need a proof You and me, we are determined to suffer I always told you Life's a burden with no love and no hope Can't feel anything and lonely you will be Many things and they all bother me I only need that toy beside me here I tried my best Now I'm sick and tired This pain remains Please forgive me I feel that somewhere someone suffers Someone made for you? Together we might end it, end it I don't care I don't care I turn around and see no one I don't know I don't know Is anybody calling me? I don't see I don't see No, I never ever see you I don't hear I don't hear I never ever listen to you
Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 26, 2025
Please go away from me, leave me alone This place is not my home My chair is broken, my daddy makes it right I wish he'd be by my side My mom already left us that day I had this accident My daddy swore that he won't do the same Now I'm all alone and I'm waiting here for him Those people here will never understand And still I'm waiting for a sign to come The pain and sorrow won't go away No, please don't leave me all alone in this world I'm waiting for a sign to change my life No one ever knows it's like to be me No one ever feels the ache that I feel Did I scream too much? Was it too much work? Am I forgotten? And still I'm waiting for a sign to come The pain and sorrow won't go away No, please don't leave me all alone in this world I'm waiting for a sign to change my life
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 26, 2025
See me, feel me I am here for you Still you don't see me, don't hear me Though I am there for you No, I do not care And I do not see you No one ever has been there for me I just had my toy It was always beside me And loneliness I got used to You always said we'd have to suffer And I never knew what you meant I always noticed your changes As mom left you and me I could cry, I could scream I want my memories back Those memories you can't remember There must have been a time Where everything has been alright Why aren't there any memories left? I see you suffer Though you do not know my name So strange I seem to be invisible for you Please perceive someone willing to help No, I do not care and I do not know Anything good in my life Why did you say we have to suffer? Oh Daddy, please make it right This chapter is over And what is now to come? Somehow I feel a fear inside myself Something is going on I could cry, I could scream I want my memories back Those memories I can't remember There must have been a time Where everything has been alright Why aren't there any memories left? I see your misery and I feel compassion I'd like to know what hells you go through I want to touch your face I'd like to feel the pain that you feel
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025
No one will know the pain I feel All of my wounds they never will heal I'm just a child whose youth has been killed I am a slave to nightmares and fear I went to school that day again like any days before in my life since then I tried to learn, to help myself, to listen carefully what they say The bell has rang, looking forward to go then, could have found some new birds singing Instead of that I have met you - the black men, the shadows, the devil And in my dreams I still see the dark so clear And every night I try to sleep with fear Your icecold hands and your whiskeysmelling breath Those touching hands they have felt to me like death Pain and hate - it all feels the same to me This was my youth you destroyed Sorrow or joy - I never live my life again This was my innocence you killed You brought me here and destroyed my peace To this place that I see every night in my dreams You heard my cries, you enjoyed them well For this night I had to be your slave You hid your face, I never saw I never will and I'd never want to see it You let me go after raping me for that I lost everything I once called life Pain and hate - it all feels the same to me This was my youth you destroyed Sorrow or joy - I never live my life again This was my innocence you killed
Submitted by Finntroll — Apr 26, 2025
Those wounds inside me They hurt so deep, I can't tell Where is the love? Where is compassion? I never knew I cut myself again, to feel I'm still alive I do not see my blood, I feel a different pain Where is the savior in the night? Where are these arms to hold me tight? To end this fucking nightmare Where are those feelings I have lost? Where are those eyes that I can trust? To end this haunting nightmare Don't know the beginning How it came to all this But I seem to know the ending This chapter is over Can't you see that I'm alone? And I lived through much pain in my life Too much for one soul to take Pain... just pain! Where is the savior in the night? Where are these arms to hold me tight? To end this fucking nightmare Where are those feelings I have lost? Where are those eyes that I can trust? To end this haunting nightmare
Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 26, 2025
Somewhere at this frozen lake It happened and it was no fake The forest has witnessed the crime Alone you've been and so am I I feel what you have felt I know what you have known I look through your eyes now I feel the pain that you felt Alone in the night where the silence is tangible They brought you here With no sign and no hope left Then they spread your legs, it cannot be undone Didn't care that you cried Just the forest has listened Don't scream, don't cry My face is the last thing you see before you die What it takes to destroy a human heart It's a simple plan with no love and no regret No hope for the healing You won't see compassion in my eyes Cause I know what you feel, I felt it all before No hope for a savior Going back to this place where the trees are crying Some blood is still there And the source of sorrow I am touching the ground the smell of death around I imagine you And can't hold back the tears Don't scream, don't cry My face is the last thing you see before you die What it takes to destroy a human heart It's a simple plan with no love and no regret No hope for the healing You won't see compassion in my eyes Cause I know what you feel, I felt it all before No hope for a savior I scream for vengeance I save all my anger for you I destroy you as you have Destroyed her before And so it goes on and on Hate is producing hate There is no chance No, you can't break the circle The circle of pain and hate This will go on, on and on What it takes to destroy a human heart It's a simple plan with no love and no regret No hope for the healing You won't see compassion in my eyes Cause I know what you feel, I felt it all before No hope for a savior
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025
Loneliness haunting me and no one will heal me Dreaming of someone that I still do not know My life cut in pieces and no one around me See you in heaven if this place exists Waiting for my time to come I have touched your face in your darkest hour The fear of being alone is the key for my weakness I try to live without it but can't face my life I will come for you I will be with you to make you see You are my rising angel But I never got my wings to fly You will protect my world now But I never learned to dream your dreams You will change the world for me No, I never ever even changed myself You will be my rising angel No one ever taught me how to fly Still on my own still I'm all alone - Feel my heart pounding Might see you every day But still I do not know what's your face like Love is not a gift, it seems to be a curse - Still I don't know the meaning Somewhere there is someone That understands the same - find me, please find me When I touched your face that day I have seen your misery and your pain You are my rising angel But I never got my wings to fly You will protect my world now But I never learned to dream your dreams You will change the world for me No, I never ever even changed myself You will be my rising angel No one ever taught me how to fly Please take this chance - It's more than a short romance You changed my life Though you don't even know You are my rising angel But I never got my wings to fly You will protect my world now But I never learned to dream your dreams You will change the world for me No, I never ever even changed myself You will be my rising angel No one ever taught me how to fly
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 26, 2025
Please try to leave it all behind There is so much that you will find Finding my trust is so much harder than it seems I touched your face. I touched your heart And 1 knew it from the start Starting a new life with you, oh with you This is now the best time of my life I fear that this cannot last Deep in my heart I'm afraid you'll hurt me, too No one, nobody ever trusted me And needed me like you do now I told you all the hells I have gone through And I do not know if you're strong enough They always say life's a gift, not a burden We should be grateful for all things we have in life But take a closer look Then you will find a different answer Maybe it's the point that I found love finally It took some time to convince you That my love for you is true True love is something that I never have felt I do accept the way you are Though I know there are some scars Scars of my pain that I have felt all my life This is now the best time of my life I fear that this cannot last Deep in my heart I'm afraid you'll hurt me, too No one, nobody ever trusted me And needed me like you do now I told you all the hells I have gone through And I do not know if you're strong enough They always say life's a gift, not a burden We should be grateful for all things we have in life But take a closer look Then you will find a different answer Maybe it's the point that I found love finally I would give my life away for you my love For such a long time I need you There is still so much for us to come Look into my eyes There is no disguise They always say life's a gift, not a burden We should be grateful for all things we have in life But take a closer look Then you will find a different answer Maybe it's the point that I found love finally
Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 26, 2025
This track is instrumental.
Out in the cold among this faceless little crowd One light shines for evermore Just in the time that my world was falling down My universe starts to live Life always cancelled every plan that I have made But now this plan grows and grows Don't care what you see Don't care what you might hear It's all about what you feel inside I was drowning Drowning in this river of my pain But now I my doubts are blown away There was no reason to live There was no reason to die I have been lost and alone but then I found you Go with me all the way it's so true My heart is leading the way There is the chance it will stay And I know that I won't never ever live in my past This will rise, this will fall, this will last Each time you think it can't get worse than it is From somewhere conies a helping hand Don't think that much, don't regret, just live your life From out of nowhere joy arise I was drowning Drowning in this river of my pain But now I never let you go There was no reason to live There was no reason to die I have been lost and alone but then I found you Go with me all the way it's so true My heart is leading the way There is the chance it will stay And I know that I won't never ever live in my past This will rise, this will fall, this will last Just a little touch of heaven Just a little less pain - it was not in vain There was no reason to live There was no reason to die I have been lost and alone but then I found you Go with me all the way it's so true My heart is leading the way There is the chance it will stay And I know that I won't never ever live in my past This will rise, this will fall, this will last Looking back on this cold day when I found you Not alone I will go all the way My heart leads and I will follow What I discovered then it is simply so pure This will rise, this will fall, this will last And I won't never ever live in my past
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025
I walk this lonely road While the rain is pouring down on me The same rain like this fatal day I came from the doctor My first way then like this way now It leads to you But this time I won't come up to you You won't let me in He said to me that I'd be positive My blood is filled with this deadly virus And now our lives go down the drain I nearly go insane You were my fortress, you were my life You left me then with tears in your eyes And still it cuts just like a knife To see my love and life, it dies I picked you up when you were feeling down No one was beside you You were left all on your own I have accepted you the way you've been So what about our plans? Your father's right! My life with you - a dream until then My love has been my savior Nothing of this dream remains Please don't leave me I always believed in what we called forever In good times and in bad times? Though it has been short until now Those were the best days of my life You were my fortress, you were my life You left me then with tears in your eyes And still it cuts like a knife To see my love and life, it dies I never prayed but now I pray to you I never wept but now I cry to you Don't take the last breath out of me Don't break what's almost broken I am so afraid I have nothing left Fulfil my last wish And let me die in your arms Do you remember our holidays? When we dreamed of three children A house at the lake and 2 big dogs? What is left of this dream? Still I dream this dream with you Will you dream this again when I'm gone? I never betrayed you I always spoke the truth to you Had no explanation It's still my voice that you are hearing Where is your trust now? These are still my eyes that you see They never betrayed you They never told you lies I never prayed but now I pray to you I never wept but now I cry to you Don't take the last breath out of me Don't break what's almost broken I am so afraid I have nothing left Fulfil my last wish And let me die in your arms If I die I'll die with you Don't leave me, please don't leave me I am nothing without you No, nothing without you I can't take this pain anymore I do not want to leave you now, all alone I die for one last moment of happiness Fulfil my last wish And let me die in your arms I wanna die in your arms Let me feel your embrace for one last time
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 26, 2025
There are the last days of your life This is the silence and the darkness Forever you and me - This was everything we could see We swore at the altar - We never let each other down I never break my promise If you will die I'll die with you Feel my pain as I lay dying in your arms - I will never ever let you die alone The strength in me as growing stronger With your love - My heart won't ever let this dream die now Can't live my life without you I never ponder I never doubt But why the hell is this our destiny? No, my love, I will never leave you alone I only need your love Feel my pain as I lay dying in your arms - I will never ever let you die alone The strength in me as growing stronger With your love - My heart won't ever let this dream die now
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 26, 2025
The traffic light in my life It turned to red I have been told that I have to suffer Now it seems he was right Oh my eyes full of tears Still hear your voice in my ears A tragic end of what was right I feel the pain that you felt You felt alone but I hope that you always knew I never lost my faith in you Oh my eyes full of tears Still hear your voice in my ears I am lost without you I can't find my way I will drown without you In this sea of fear I can't live without you Your love was my rebirth My father's words have reached me Yes, Dad, you were right I am lost without you I can't find my way I will drown without you In this sea of fear To live is to suffer!
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 26, 2025