Undoing Ruin

And to reflect is to regret throwing it all away And apathy, my one way street, it took so much from me Separated by this divide I created through my fears And in your tears you tried to show blind eyes and tell deaf ears If we can make it through the landslide standing We'll lift each other up to see the bliss on the horizon Been looking in from the outside lately I've seen who I used to be and it's not me And we can keep healing And we can keep holding on I just want to take you where our time won't waste anymore Through the mountains on the water We'll stay engulfed in one another And when I can wake up to see the sunrise in your eyes Then we'll finally be free and I'll know I've made it home So let's go out west and bask in the overcast And walking through the rain we'll see the beauty in life again

Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 25, 2025

It's been a long night waiting to sleep the day away And it's been a long time coming along with me every step of the way Oh confinement binds you Nothing scares me, nothing thrills me I've fooled myself into believing That nothing ails me, nothing kills me And stagnant time is a breeding ground for regrets and wrongdoings And resolutions take their time That is if they even come at all Always seeking redemption Through the echoes I've listened and still came up missing These wounds will heal and nothing can stop me now

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 25, 2025

Gone are the days of evasion Existence is how you create it Whatever compels you to keep on, embrace it So long as the missing piece of the puzzle split down the middle We had better prepare ourselves for perpetual winter Why do we do this to ourselves? Continuous escape, a living hell Like those other lovers hidden under the covers It's so empty in the arms of another See what you've done? You're irresistible with your sordid stories The morbid glory of it all Remember when times were worth celebrating Pour the wine for fallen friends and foes Singing in unison My hell is a blank piece of paper staring back at me My hell is wasted potential haunting me

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 25, 2025

This moment marks the severing of senses Comatose distinctions The gathering of flies on an irrational mind filled with broken conviction I've seen how lies take form in your eyes Your suspicious ways followed a hollow gaze You fucking left me to rot But one day you'll see first hand how I've paid for your biggest mistake Sound the surrender Embraced in vain What will you gain from this? What will you lose? Secrets hidden behind your back Your silence, it serenades deceit Secrets hidden behind your back Your forever ideal fantasy Sound the surrender You have gained all you could from this Sound the surrender But you've lost the only one

Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 25, 2025

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Injected venom sucking the life from us Away for 80 days It's white noise, just white noise Staying awake for the music's sake They say they listen but never hear a thing Mass deception, illlusion, deception We say they listen to white noise Can this really be our time? Are we found to find the line? Disilusion me again Can we really be the only ones who see this charade? The meaning is fleeting All these egos competing, searching for an identity through series of misleading Disillusion me again

Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 25, 2025

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We are the expatriated, our fate cards have played us Neighbors displaced us We've seen that these demographics are targets shot down by the market I've felt the wrath of the greedy, now complete with more yellow monsters I've seen the needs of a city completely ignored, surrounded by vultures We are now the sons and the daughters expecting betrayal, neglecting our passions We know your plans don't include us That's why we've made our own destroyers of culture Insatiable, their appetite, the gluttons who consumed their way to the top

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Apr 25, 2025

My heart's been racing wiht my mind to the finish line Of these fevered times struck down again This turbulence has overcome tranquility Pounding the walls inside, these thought's I can't control And shooting through my veins these heightened senses overwhelming Confusion replaces clarity, a neurotic rearrangement You know the feeling When down feels up to its old tricks again so misleading When it hits like a ton of bricks to the chest Out of breath on the bathroom floor And I'll make light of this night and night of this day It's what I tell myself to sleep when I dream myself awake

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 25, 2025

After midnight's glow and morning's gloom has settled in it's self-inflicted sense of self-loating Waking up from the longest dream where we're all running away It's a sobering experience Still sinking, still spinning, still hanging by a thread I've been thinking I'll stop wasting the days away and make life worth living Controlling these demons and stopping sirens from screaming Lapsing in and out of this great escape A love-hate relationship, we're all stuck in our ways And as we drown every day We revel in our self-indulgence and wonder why we feel so trapped In our bodies, in our rooms, in our cities with our words

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 25, 2025

This decaying flesh is coming back to life Reanimate me, give me a chance And I'll be right here where the sun hits the sea Watching these waves wash the pain away And it will radiate so brilliantly that we can keep pushing on And get on with life cause we deserve it Now I know that the worst part is behind us Now onward and upward we take flight On bruised and battered wings we soar above our clouded thoughts Never looking back, we can regain a sense of balance that's been gone so long Give me a chance to reason with the odds, to pick myself back up Regain a sense of balance gone so long

Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 25, 2025