Acedia

An interfering link connects with the unstable My scattered eye is used to fake the worst I am giving in to a plastic cash return Working the daydream until my muscles burn While falling through measures It's sucking me in Raising doubt, all sense bleeding empty It's hard to begin, to break out I am dying while trying I am so close to get a life like all others Fall back on regret, will I ever be myself again After building my kingdom nevercome Watch a life collapse for things not to come The helpless try to compensate this life The visionary life to himself Not to others, not to others Rise to fall But who has proven life to be alright?

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 26, 2025

While bending to a rusty throne I feed a beaten creature Bygone a forgotten dream Bound to aborted passions Can't you see? Who's pointing the speachless... The mirror reflects a mess – and I fear it is me All decisions are born from a tired call When the lonely screams out these loveless words I thought there must be something But I chose to go Leaving words unspoken I devote myself to nothing Nothing I chose to choose but nothing Consequent but empty I Forgot to speak the truth Hearing the sirens preaching Can't you see? I'm pointing the heartless This mirror reflects a mess – and I fear it is me... There is no hope for me The price of owning mysilf is too high And a privilege of a life overdose speaks to others

Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 26, 2025

We grew up in fences Drinking light from arid sun rays Before I saw the sitting brawling Cutting faces to flowers Why is everything so blithe and delighted? Why is everything so full of light? I have the strangest feeling... Inside these neon gardens Nothing's the same Is the same anymore Inside these neon gardens I ask you what might have gone wrong They have tried to blinden me But my eyes have seen dark long before They have tried to random me But their lies have called me before But we grow without chances Adjusting time beyond these climes I know I saw the thinker He is the soil of the life that grows in me Don't hold me down

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 26, 2025

Demise has attracted a lifelong appeal to ease The itch of the loving No compromise steady enough to conceal the truth My paltry dependence from you I know I have been tricked again It is you they call a snake of june Because nothing of what you say is true You will see that someday soon A splitted tounge will speak to you My try to escape From a world that I thought I knew Have drowned in their laughter Revealing my weakness to bury my love for good Has denied self-forgiveness It was all in your eyes The trust of faith, all hope and wise I chose the apple, believed your lies Felt the poison and closed my eyes... My eyes...

Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 26, 2025

Preachers, priests and nuns Listen to their iron tongues Parents who dare to care Welcome a new nightmare All of us are in Now let this nightmare For all of us begin Reloading Columbine The trigger pulls the sin For someone out there Death is close to win The frantic bullet ride They are just some ghosts They are like ghosts in a machine Teachers, school and guns Better lock up your sons This teenage hate they share Brought up this cruel affair Save me, save our souls I am no ghost

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 26, 2025

Step 1, step 2 We're shaking hands, don't like you too Step 3, step 4 Our egos call, now I want more Hands on your rifles Were facing cash on fragile ground For bloody sake Now my skills are worth, the bills unbound My triffle has come here a long way, stranger I wonder if you got it close But all I can show, as a weak man, stranger Is that I just got killed for the pose Step 5, step 6 Let's play the game, I know your tricks Step 7, step 8 I'm falling back, it's not too late Again has proven Who washes hands in others blood It's you and me The one who looses cannot see 10 Steps to Nausea 10 Steps, it makes me sick Give in to something – give in to nothing

Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 26, 2025

So mad you talk about this world Gaining lots of respect But what does really happen? How come you find so many words But then act like what was said is forgotten You smile like the one who was made For all souls to save... oh so brave How come that you know what goes wrong But then you join the league Of those who converse The shining god that you pretend to be Is lost in reality So sad inside my head It's always there, in times I'm not aware Let's make it fine today, is what you say But you just stay in your reserve No more will I believe your words

Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 26, 2025

I was so close, so close to know resistance Out of my daymares it's proving my persistance So why are you... are you asking me? I am out of line and out of time I feel this way for so long I know I am ruined I am lonely and upset but... Who has given you the right What has blinded your sight I know I'm desperate But I have no regret, so... Who has given you the right What has blinded your sight Underneath my burdens I guess you understand Underneath these burdens I know that you would bend So why are you... are you asking me? Are you aware that I am tired Empty... worn out... lifeless inside

Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 26, 2025

I have come here craving, resisting my reliance And still I am falling, escaping the asylum Oh, I wish that some day I will stand up in silence and peace Without affecting my lifestyle "I feel so isolated and disconnected from the happy" It's all that I want, it's all that I need All you unfullfilled, you've been living illusions To all you unfulfilled, where are your solutions? All my life affecting to knowing and sensing Without the triumph of owning yourself I feel proceeded, there's got to be more than this I feel so lost, when there's no one Who can teach me the value of life To all you unfulfilled I came here to say but nothing To all you unfulfilled I came here to show but nothing

Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 26, 2025

You brought it up Your face reminds me of my better days That never caught up to me There were the nights, I chose to search a life That should fulfill all of my empty needs Hey you, hey! Are we going the same way? Hey you, hey! Are we sharing the same day? Out of the damp and gloomy days I sing and dance myself away While everything falls apart I'll arrange another start You brought it up This city reminds me of a poisened will For excessive redemptions Those were the days, I chose to live a life beyond The things that seem to be forever Is there no one to share this feeling I gues my shadow remain kneeling

Submitted by Finntroll — Apr 26, 2025

All mental poison Comes in many hundred different ways But instead of searching I am better off without the prayer's days Myself heretic, I have chosen not to know it all Myself heretic, I am different but i know my call Myself heretic, I know my place and chose to be Myself heretic, I'd rather die than lie to me I am asking you if you have seen it all Have proven this world to be divine And I am glad, that for you a kingdom shines And that you believe in signs This is myself heretic

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Apr 26, 2025