The Awakening
Music/Lyrics: G.de Alvarenga Verse I “Let me go down to discover the path of my Illumination Let me go to lose the innocence about the Light and Darkness” Verse II An Angel sang those words as I read the book of my life my past lives I remembered and in tears I discovered the Truth Verse III The Lunar Body is cold and that is the journey of the fallen The Solar Body is warm and that is the Reason to Fall Bridge Purify my soul and my thoughts Let the fire burns transforming them into ashes Chorus Blind and Broken I return to the place Where the universe was born and God gave the breath of life to the Stars Verse IV The Excaliburn is broken I search the pieces of my soul the kingdom that I created was nothing but an Illusion Verse V The Mad King is living inside and he is trying to take the command of my mind Verse VI I waited for many centuries for the time to awake walking without direction slaved by myself... Verse VII But now I climb the stairs of wisdom to find the doors of my final Death and finally reborn from the shadows like a Phoenix now I close my wings and burn my soul Cause From the Ashes I will return...
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026
Music/Lyrics:G.de Alvarenga Verse I Hear the Call the ancient path once forgotten you are now invited to climb the stairs of wisdom Verse II “Decipher me or I will devour you” The Sphynx are saying the words of my Soul Bridge: “Separate now... Earth from Fire...” Inside me is...transforming... Emancipating? Your Hope was Rotten by your desires Revenge and hate where is my True Will? Verse III I am not a hero I am not a sinner I am just a lonely soul that cannot find the way back home Verse IV Give me a vision Give me a sign Give me a reason to believe that everything(here) is real Chorus It´s time to cross the Gates It´s time to find the Truth The Great Work of mankind is the creation of themselves By their own hands they need to conquer the emancipation of their Will to be their own God!
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026
Music/Lyrics: G.de Alvarenga Verse I A cold breeze invited my heart to poison my soul I embraced the darkness getting trapped in the chains of emotions Verse II And I believing be so smart Let my life be stolen by the ones who made the pact giving them my strength and my devotion Bridge Reborn from the Shadows I could see the fear and the pain from my mistakes Chorus I know Somehow this is the time to transcend Beyond those Lies I´ll be the one to be wise Verse III Give me back my peace Give me back my pride this hate I need to release a feeling to not be denied Verse IV I gave you the sweetest poison to cast the strongest spell But I am the one who is dying it´s time to forget this Hell Verse V The pain of Separation will always hurt ourselves We lose the sword we lose the stone could those feelings be forgotten? Verse VI Please let me die to find the Truth to find a new life! The law is fair, the law is kind is time to reap what you planted Verse VII And the Mourning from your heart will remember all the time Verse VIII What you wanted is what you lost cause you created A Puppet of Revenge Verse IX A Puppet of Revenge I becamed and now is the time to Reborn from the Shadows But to reach the Light first I need to embrace my own Darkness
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026
Music/Lyrics: G.de Alvarenga Verse I Promises were broken again empty words were said there´s no truth in your eyes! Verse II “You have my feelings you have my thoughts” there´s no sense to play with someone´s life Verse III Tell me why you played this dirty game? I´ll never be the same my heart has frozen again Verse IV For many times you promised love and now what remains is pain for you and me! Chorus Indecision there´s no end my scars are open how many times (it) will bleed? the elephant is laughing but I am crying for your Lies Verse III The rain is falling awaiting for no tomorrow As we said goodbye I looked your face one last time Verse IV I search answers for questions that I lost Castles of sand it´s the sea pulling down my dreams again Verse V Time and space are invisible walls you never believed you´ll never understand Verse VI The wound that you opened will be my only memory forever you lost the best I had to share! Verse VII Everytime a man falls is to fly higher... let my wings grow again... let the wounds heal... Verse VIII In the Sky I will be again... but I will reach further than you took me... “That was the last time you hurt me!”
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026
Music/Lyrics:G. de Alvarenga Verse I They sold their Lies to you and you grew up believing that you should be a gentleman suffocating all your feelings Verse II How many times this kindness confused you? Tell me for how long will you allow they fucking with you? Bridge Set me free!!! I was born to live among sounds and not inside the Empty Silence Chorus Let me be myself... Unleash this hate and stop blaming yourself! Make this prison break! This is the breaking point cause I don´t want to lose myself! Verse III And now you live closed inside your shell you´re so afraid to see what´s around you Verse IV I am not a martyr and what´s inside is disappearing This is what you´ve got with your indifference Verse V I tried so hard... to give my love to you... to heal this coldness but everything will always be the same... I have no more regrets! “...The moments we shared will not come back this is the End for you cause I´m fucking tired, this feeling will Die!!!...”
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026
Music/Lyrics:G.de Alvarenga Verse I Like shadows they live inside your mind They drain your life, showing your fears you feel you are alone Verse II An evil desire gained strength within yourself now you are tortured by visions that aren´t real Bridge Slaved by this thoughts I can´t breath anymore I am alone as I scream “why I can´t live in peace?” Chorus: Think about what you feel think about what is Real don´t let illusions destroy your life and dreams Illusions aren´t Real!!! “Don´t let illusions destroy your life and dreams Illusions aren´t real!!!”
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026
Music/Lyrics by G.de Alvarenga “Now is the time to embrace...The Darkness...inside...” Verse I Remove the Veil that silently blinds you awake from Darkness to see the Light shining Verse II To fly in the highest Sky You need to walk in the deepest Hell You acted like a fool to drink the wine of wisdom Chorus Death waits to give you a new life Pain, Fear now will cover your way Verse III There´s a hidden path inside your soul There´s a chance to search the meaning of your Truth The meaning of your truth is nothing but to Fight! Verse IV Cause now is the time to awake Cause now is the time to rise I see a sleeping giant in his mother´s womb awaiting to be Born! Verse V Painful is the walking of those who are alone Unsteady is the life of those who are awake Verse VI You will feel the pain more painful as the madness embraces your mind The loneliness is your guide you feel weak and small The awakening has just begun...
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026
Music/Lyrics: G.de Alvarenga Verse I An Angel came to me in my dreams and showed me the end of innocence With Tears in her eyes and despair in her soul she sang about the violation of her life Verse II That made me travel with no return into a trip deep inside her mind a room full of mirrors pointed the way to understand the silly condition of mankind Bridge The Human´s desires will make us fall in earth again And we will see all their pain... and their mistakes (that bleeds your heart!) Chorus Violated Angel beat your wings to the sky Banished from Paradise we are but our hope will make us endure all this pain Verse III A child is crying... her scar are opened A Melody was born as she asked for my help She is lost she wants just to be happy but she is trapped in the Cage made by the ghost(s) of her past Verse IV So many misunderstoods we faced and yet it´s still Legendary No one can take that away from us but I know I´m not what you need for your life... Verse V All I can do is to help those who suffer like you Your eyes will be the symbol of hope and kindness cause what we shared will never be in vain You´ll be forever my Violated Angel...
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026
Music/Lyrics: G.de Alvarenga Verse I Visions of pain my heart beats tigh I awake in panic once again and the food sinks in the toilet Verse II I imagine the cursed moment when a song met a soccer´s ball the Nightmare I had is real and my dreams are lost Bridge Eyes full of Envy lament their cursed existence they would not allow the joy and the love of those who have nothing Chorus Under a tree dreams were forged by the dance of lonely sufferers But this peace was soft and kind (so) minds of Shadows made their trap Hopeless I can only regret for The things I could not realize (It´s cold inside) Verse III I can´t stop blame myself cause the problems of an entire life came to astonish my mind sick my body and destroying my heart Verse IV My actions were out of control this disease made even more weak Possessed by my pride and this sense of perfection I got no chance to react Verse V Nothing can ease my pain Behold the Illusions of my mind(that hurts me inside!) Verse VI Reborn from the Shadows to find the peace inside your mind Reborn from the Shadows to let this Mourning disappear Verse VII There´s no more stars in your eyes there´s no more life and now we lose ourselves Time sure will make us regret deep inside Verse VIII I can hear her voice sadly singing about her life All the problems she have and I will never be able to help Verse IX “Please forgive my selfish actions please forgive my failures” how I wanted to say those words but I am a slave of my pride I can hear she screaming so lost in the dark: “Please save me from this Cage” Verse X Wake me Lord of Dreams wake me to reality! cause I don´t want to live in my own Nightmare... Verse XI I am the one who created all this pain for my life and I am the one who embraced the sorrow allowing the hate to be the chains of revenge Verse X Frustration comes for those who stop to think and don´t react it´s time to start the transformation Verse XI Cold is the wind that is blowing in my heart but I need to embrace all this darkness to see the Path of Light Verse XII Now I want to face my Fears I have nothing else to lose The Puppet will command the Strings! I couldn´t realize...”Dam”ned !
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026
Music/Lyrics: G.de Alvarenga Verse I As I look a ship that sank behind me The wind and the sea were dancing a deadly waltz Verse II My memory betrays me... are we inside the ship? You were the wind and I was the sea together we danced in a storm of emotions This should last forever... but now just pain remains! Verse III I am so confused with all those visions Phantasmagoria now is the captain in the ship of my life Verse IV Behind reality I removed the veil The lessons from my past are saying to carry on Verse V There´s just one thing that I can´t forget like a lighthouse they are guiding me inside my darkness but I cannot reach the fairy eyes cause... Chorus Pride now is poisoning my soul and the antidote is gone There´s an empty space inside the book of my Life We wrote the pages of our destiny together but now it seems that only remains the Path of Separation Verse VI Separated by the bad intentions of a brainless traitor No... I still can´t believe that my worst Nightmare... became a reality! Verse VII Please Forgive my Wicked Mind... but I guess that time it was right!
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026
Music/Lyrics: G.de Alvarenga Verse I I still can´t understand how things could changed so fast the emptiness takes care of my soul one heart cries in this endless night Verse II I can be defeated but I never stopped to fight...until the end Everything I do reminds me that everything is over Verse III There´s nothing I can do no one is near now “you´re my pain, you´re my gain” again I will watch the stars shining in the sky... Chorus Alone I can´t find a way there´s nothing to believe shadows are calling me to enter in darkness Please give me a reason to fight a reason to live, a way to forget this pain! Verse IV Can you feel this pain? are you lost again? hear this melody made by a dead poet Verse V You´re Alone don´t fear it anymore another night will come but stars never stop to shine
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026
Music/Lyrics: G.de Alvarenga Lord of Dreams: Verse I Deep inside we search to find an answer You conquered the Light to let the Shadows remove your wings Verse II You rise to fall you fall to rise to learn about the divine secrets that lies within your heart Bridge Raise now from the Ashes of your soul and forget about God You know the Path that you shall walk follow your true desire Chorus Cross the Gate to see the Light of the Morning Star Fight For Freedom to discover what are you meant to do This is the quest of your heart: Unlock the secrets inside! Never forget The laws of Thelema “Self-realization by only your own efforts” Awake now your True Will and never fear what lies ahead! Verse III Inside this world of dreams you woke up to reality and you achieved the Right to choose Verse IV To forget this endless pain and to cross the doors of wisdom The Truth lies where your heart belongs it´s the only way to break this prison Verse V Blind and broken you will try to walk and (will try) to understand that the human life is the test to enjoy the divine death Verse VI The Rhythm is your Reason and the Melody ... your Emotions Together now they are combined to create your True Will! your True Will... “Eritis sicut dii scientes bonum et malum!” Verse VII “Let me be myself!” “The cold wind is blowing in your heart cross now the gate to understand your pain You need to confront the pain from your past to heal your wicked mind and make this hate disappear Open your eyes to the visions and look inside your soul under the tree of regrets you will understand why did you received the gift of Premonitions... The wind is cold...inside...your soul...”
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026