The Book of Suffering: Tome I

I am in the bathroom Cowering, quivering, shaking Within my stomach begins an eruption I am surviving The bluish liquid spills forth from my mouth the toxic cleanser Tastes so fine perhaps I'll have to make another Windshield, washer, cocktail Retracing the events which lead me here To this psych ward I'm not convinced But everyone is so confident That I'm right where I belong That bitch, that cunt, that whore Did she think I'm an idiot (yes, she did) That I wouldn't find out A replacement, a clone of perfection Had snuck in and took shape A snake. a fiend once friendly How could that be faked? My own flesh and blood repelled me Altered and strangled Cast me out That's when I picked up the knife I shushed her quiet then stabbed her quickly 19 times I kept my five-year-old son My precious for last The blade was slippery his sister's blood was everywhere I made quite the mess you see That's when it hit me The realization of what I've done Searching frantically I couldn't locate the apparatus To plant it straight into my heart, I began to panic Then shaking, sobbing, I discovered my liquid hold Rest eternal alongside my own The father, daughter and the son Never apart eternity all together With none to oppose I wish I were fucking dead I should be fucking dead I'm a monster I'm a beast I'm the one who killed his own But yet somehow I am still free

Submitted by The Void — Apr 23, 2025

I'm waiting immobilized in Erickson, sitting bolt upright with eyes wide open His voice swirling, echoing, making promises without end At 6:55 the 1170 to Winnipeg Left the cold dark damp bench behind at last At first I did not notice him lurking quietly, the enemy The Lord prepared me for this The blade unsheathed, plunged mechanically upon his extraterrestrial façade I could not stop until the creature was destroyed After all it was going to devour us all Attempting to stop me, he fought, begged and bellowed The other passengers did not understand me, they could not see The obscene animal, the sacrilegious putrid being Was plotting murder, there was no other way out Barricaded I then took of its head To show them how wrong they were Then I tasted a little piece A morsel of his lying flesh His ear nose and tongue I place in my pocket They are mine now To savor

Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 23, 2025

Yes daddy, please daddy Bring us home another toy for us Bring us home another slave Sadly I'm incapable of satisfying you, my love I will have to accept the truth of our situation I have failed you I can't contain you So now I hae decided to let you go out and play Find us another slut Tied up in the basement she waits Bound and gagged that's where she'll stay Until our hunger returns Creeping up and seeking to fright Then we'll sneak downstairs where a single bulb reveals her feint glow Nodding back out from the noxious Halothane she's ingested Once again, and again, and again, and again The perfect dose will knock them out A bit too much will kill them cold so much more fun with the living A slow heartbeat is always better than none Don't let her think she'll ever escape Hope allows them to put up such a fight Tie her down, beak her will, leave her with absolutely nothing I've set up the video camera now spread her legs and grab the rod And plunge it deep inside of her, and don't stop until you see blood Ram that hole, her stinking cunt Just like that, yes that's right Don't stop now deeper still, she's still awake I love it when she screams Look at what we've done, we've spoiled another one Broken our new toy

Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 23, 2025

I finally found the one, a perfect victim His pale skin is flawless, I shake with excitement He is mine now I lured him back with me sly, smile filled with white teeth Guaranteed ecstasy, trapped him inside my lair That's when I hit him and he blacked out Perfect the time has now arrived This video will make me a superstar at last The years I have waited will come back ten fold Tie the cocksucker down, test the lighting isn't too bright No second takes, here I must get everything just right Turn on, the stereo and dive the ice pick inside him Repeatedly Stab the flesh, rip it up, slash it raw Fuck the gouged out bloody, slanted sockets until I cum I have discovered What heaven feels like Oh what a mess I am left with I dismember and then catalogue every part His left foot, check His left hand, check His right foot, check His right hand, check His torso, check And his head, check Placed in boxes marked with bloody red heart Time to clean up Slowly I soak up his dark blood The next day, I leave my place, pack up everything I own Plan a safe getaway and hide whilst the frenzy unfolds Smiling I watch My name becomes common tongue, my face is everywhere No, I do not regret a single fucking thing I'm now closer to becoming a God

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 23, 2025