Shades of Sorrow

This track is instrumental.

Is this song not instrumental?

Chills down my spine Can you sense the storm coming? Chills down my spine I can't stop the storm coming The invisible enemy is creeping in Darkness steadily surrounding me Impending doom drawing near and near Powerless before this cycle of suffering Claustrophobic - walls closing in Weight on my chest - the air feels thing Distress - numb hands paralyzing Trapped in my mind, agonizing Dark clouds Follow every move Catastrophic storm that never pours Dark clouds Am I losing control? Am I going insane or my time has come? I'd rather die if life is living like this Jailed in this cocoon of anxiety and fear Life drained our of me every time I shed a tear Begging the day ends so the black cloud disappears Claustrophobic - walls closing in Weight on my chest - the air feels thing Distress - numb hands paralyzing Trapped in my mind, agonizing Dark clouds Follow every move Catastrophic storm that never pours Dark clouds Am I losing control? Am I going insane or my time has come? Will I survive today? Will I ever thrive again? Will the storm ever dissipate? Will I survive today? Dark clouds Follow every move Catastrophic storm that never pours Dark clouds Am I losing control? Am I going insane or my time has come?

Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 26, 2025

Like slow poison Apathy feeds on my darkness Numbs away the pain Silence echoes as my soul breaks Take over my veins Dissolve my agony Take over my veins Make me emotionally torpid Numb my senses Poisonous Apathy Falling in the pit The light of hope fades away My dazed eyes close I succumb in this sleep-like state Take over my brain Protect me from more pain Take over my brain Unable to feel, I won't hurt again Numb my senses Poisonous Apathy Stuck in between what was and what will be Detached, such pale life no longer excites me Can't connect with the bland world around me Half alive, my flesh stands as my soul drifts Numb my senses Poisonous Apathy Drifting away Drifting away Drifting away Poisonous Apathy

Wandering in a place that doesn't feel like home Inner disconnection, carving my existence alone A sickening society where my purpose won't belong Fabricated ideals, crumbling in a spiral of doom I am the outsider I am the outsider Being a bleeding heart in a numb world Being a bare soul in an invulnerable crowd Being a blaze in a soil grown cold I am the outsider Ego feeding from my uncertainties Telling me tales of unlovability Sharp sting of rejections cuts through my skin Solitude hollering - 'unworthy, unworthy' I am the outsider I am the outsider Like a bloom in a ground made of stone Like an embrace in a deceitful world Like deep waters in a shallow pond I am the outsider I face the demons you tame I dance in the shadows you fear I bathe in feelings you disguise I am the imperfections you hide I am the outsider I am the outsider I am the outsider

Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 26, 2025

Curled up in the corner of my fortress A refuge from this overwhelming world Thick stone walls which no harm can trespass Behind the curtains, I surrender to nothingness Paralyzed Afraid of what might never happen Paralyzed Feeling the pain of what never hurt me Paralyzed Afraid of losing what I don't have My fear of suffering got me suffering from all I fear Stronghold The walls that keel me safe, imprison me Stronghold Memories confine me in my misery Stronghold Until reality is a safe place to live Stronghold Bonded with fear, my only company Bonded with fear, I face another day Bonded with fear, my only company Shielded from failure, judgement, defeat Hurting from scenarios that don't exist Turning possibilities into dead-ends Dread sovereign before hope and faith Paralyzed Afraid of what might never happen Paralyzed Feeling the pain of what never hurt me Paralyzed Afraid of losing what I don't have My fear of suffering got me suffering from all I fear Stronghold The walls that keel me safe, imprison me Stronghold Memories confine me in my misery Stronghold Until reality is a safe place to live Stronghold Bonded with fear, my only company

Submitted by Nargaroth — Apr 26, 2025

This track is instrumental.

Is this song not instrumental?

Not a single soul can see The sorrow behind my smile, the reason behind my silence Not a single soul can see The depth of my pain, the depth of my torment Hush now One-sided assumptions Hush now Invisible, I wander around Hush now Tread a path of loneliness Hush now To come home to myself Drifting down in the pit I sing myself the lullaby for the forsaken Questioning my sanity I sing myself the lullaby for the forsaken Understanding denied The loyalty I need lies only within me Expectations are resentments in waiting On my own shoulders, I weep myself to sleep Hush now One-sided assumptions Hush now Invisible, I wander around Hush now Tread a path of loneliness Hush now To come home to myself Drifting down in the pit I sing myself the lullaby of the forsaken Questioning my sanity I sing myself the lullaby of the forsaken They can hear me but they can't read me Cause only I bare the weight of my grief So I give myself the compassion I seek Neglected, I'll soothe myself to sleep The Lullaby for the Forsaken The Lullaby for the Forsaken

Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025

Scattering seeds of disruption Sowing chaos, reaping control Instinctively destructive Echoes of their inner turmoil Malevolent behavior Mirroring their limitations Trapped inside frustration Victim of their own condition I despise your deeds I ignore your abuse I honor your wounds But to my boundaries you'll bow to Feeling from anguish Agents of Chaos Agents of Chaos Thriving in mayhem Agents of Chaos Agents of Chaos In my triumph you will starve! In my triumph you will starve! Drown in your Drown in your chaos! Scavenging madness Disguised cowardness Through chaos, the cross lines Mask their failure by shattering lives I celebrate I'm not in your skin I avenge by pitying your misery I despise your deeds I ignore your abuse I honor your wounds But to my boundaries you'll bow to Agents of Chaos Agents of Chaos In my triumph you will starve! In my triumph you will starve!

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 26, 2025

Ripping off blindfolds of shame Emerging from darkness, reality binds me Disturbingly watching my past How I was misused while being weak Enough! How much I failed myself How much I questioned myself Now I shall stand for myself Lift the blindfold Lift the blindfold Sacred circles of shelter now surround me Which, once broken, were exploited The blindfolds of illusion no longer cover me Nevermore scattered in the bottom of the pit Enough! How much I failed myself How much I questioned myself Now I shall stand for myself Lift the blindfold Lift the blindfold Won't bend my boundaries to their disrespect Won't bend my standards for what they expect No more values compromised No more rules to comply No more manipulation Lift the blindfold No more limits disobeyed No more nature tamed No more manipulation Lift the blindfold

Submitted by Finntroll — Apr 26, 2025

This track is instrumental.

Is this song not instrumental?