Construcdead
Album • 2009
Don't dwell on promices that you can't keep A list so long Your marks don't mean a thing Devoid in all innocence Unripe fruits of despair Outside... my secure zone Sedated morning, anesthesia Detatchment of the libido Psychological spiritual vortex That I couldn't foresee Follow the erd marked comic I plot the scene... in search of A vague notion of thee Collides with my bitter half Between faith and despair Lays... uncertainty Sedated morning, anesthesia Detatchment of the libido Psychological spiritual vortex That I couldn't foresee Life An instant frail to touch Trapped the shallowness Tie the tide Flush away time The needile doesn't hurt me A flood of words in an instant Persistent not to hurt Inside... my secure zone Stop judging me Your not the one to judge me Stop judging me Your not the one to judge me
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Apr 26, 2025
My Haven... I've been living as a solitary man You can see the lines of my face Which tells you I've been neglected Touched by too many cold hands I guess I have always searched for a reason but never found one Or never interpret them right from the start I'm a genius of suffering I hold a great capacity for pain I see these lines filled with ink I see these lines and start to think... I abuse myself, I betrayed myself My Haven... I shortcut when alone Becomes bitter and filled with wrath I won't become your prey A picture of me slowly fades away I never get it right, let the walls surround you A miniature glass howl Equipped with full time neurosis I'm a genius of suffering I hold a great capacity for pain I see these lines filled with ink I see these lines and start to think... I abuse myself, I betrayed myself I better resurrect as a god I better collect ignorance I better reap what's mine I better kill what's mine I've been living as a solitary man You can see the lines of my face Which tells you I've been neglected Touched by too many cold hands I see these lines filled with ink I see these lines and start to think... I abuse myself, I betrayed myself
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 26, 2025
We strive for perfection, screams are in vain I need to ventilate my agony I beg I couldn't see, this fearsome illusion that feeds on me I see the ghost in me As I see in you We are two of a kind I swear Imaginary walls No one stops my fall In a constant motion relapse My last defence, privacy erased Detached but still percieved as one unit But I can't stay true No I can't stay true No I can't stay true to myself The flames that we lit will burn our instincts Deprive me of sanity I beg I couldn't see, this hydra that feeds on me Boiling of disttress, life means much less I spend my days searching totally speechless I see the truth in me As I see in you The sun will set I swear Consequence we pay I will clean my shame In a constant mode of release My trust derailed, horizon erased Detached but still percieved as one unit I burn for her I burn through eyes I seek the chance I will say nothing, because I'm false I will say nothing, except my cause I can't reach No one stops my fall In a constant motion relapse My last defence, privacy erased Detached but still percieved as one unit Consequence we pay I will clean my shame In a constant mode of release But I can't stay true No I can't stay true No I can't stay true to myself
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 26, 2025
How come I keep losing everything I try to hold on to Am I too weak or am I too blind to see the truth once again If I can't see past the hard surface Should I even waste my time Am I so lost that I can't see straight no more Do I keep fooling myself This is not meant for me to ever taste Do I really long for it so bad Or is it just a feeling I just can't believe it Am I too dumb to see it or do I even care Maybe time has made me numb I'm the fucking fooled one Who'll miss me when you're gone, it all feels so wrong But I'm weak for an empty whisper Hoping somehow you will fill an empty slot This is not meant for me to ever taste Do I really long for it so bad A goddess breaches through me She engulf me with her flames You'll just glance and I'm dust For all you know, dead and gone Dead and gone... A goddess inside me fills me up again You'll just glance and I'm dust A goddess beside me fills me up again You'll just glance and I'm dust Dead and gone Dead and gone
Submitted by Immortal — Apr 26, 2025
Read my palm you see in retrospect It's easy to confess basic instincts Blame my wickedness my prominent master Hanging by the rope vulnerable and frail A little colder than the average I turn around don't fucking face it This anger so divine I pierce through you and all I can say is broken promises Let me introduce some mire frustration The tighter the rope feels around my neck The more I feel alive, mauled you into my kind You've become, a real beauty disfigured I feel the need for you to tell me you've made it Cause this time you have changed Despite of my efforts my soul is bleeding Cause this time we are lost Whatever happened to us, cause this time we are lost Whatever happened to us I see right through this obvious dust I see it gathers Why can't you feel Right into this place intolerance ablaze I feel like I'm erased Cause we all count the days Until we fall into pieces A little colder than the average I turn around don't fucking face it This anger so divine I feel the need for you to tell me you've made it Cause this time you have changed Despite of my efforts my soul is bleeding Cause this time we are lost Whatever happened to us
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025
Abnormal senses fold away Equal making trapped inside Far from coldness far from slepless I cover my skin I'm trying to distance myself From the faces of liars That sits in front of me I believe this charade was played for me Seem to be... present here I still remain a threat I sit and wait for your final break Senseless thinking losing grip Feeding on my mental trip Destroy these changes Detach the frail, broken mirror Still in vain I'm trying to distance myself From the faces of liars That sits in front of me I believe this charade was played for me Seem to be... present here I still remain a threat I sit and wait for your final break Overwhelmed by hatred I sit and wait It's a matter of finding your weak point Abnormal senses fold away Equal making trapped inside I'm trying to distance myself From the faces of liars That sits in front of me I believe this charade was played for me Seem to be... present here I still remain a threat I sit and wait for your final break It's like a mental facade Drawn to conclusions But I fall behind No more will I sit and await Your final mistake
Submitted by Immortal — Apr 26, 2025
I gravitate toward pure evil manic side Here's no balance in this crystal palace The compliment accepted I tear your words apart Let me fall astray I will sin again Self inflicted pain No exit No exit A dominance divine There is now way out There is now way out I see the crack in you, you seam noxious creature My eccentric manic depression I will share it with you, you stand beside and wait Time will tell if you Self inflicted pain No exit No exit A dominance divine A share of a single lie Equals into a million eyes Relive the life I hide And I can't face it no more And I can't face it no more I gravitate toward pure evil manic side Here's no balance in this crystal palace The compliment accepted I tear your words apart Let me fall astray I will sin again Self inflicted pain No exit No exit A dominance divine A share of a single lie Equals into a million eyes Relive the life I hide And I can't face it no more And I can't face it no more
Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 26, 2025
My lucidity, it's getting wide open but I can't see You seem transfixed... in the light The strobe lightning pushes you back A face so dead emotionless A virtuous standing tall I beg for you stop Paranoid to the vain I virtualised a perfect meat of destruction of me I'm so frail, frozen in time With my razor blade, I cut the sorrow from within This elocation is set to complete A face so dead emotionless A virtuous standing tall I beg for you stop Convulsing on the ground my conspiracy seems grand Corrosive locks, that keeps you inside A psychodrama with no lead role I sense you pretty farewell, that suits me fine For a split second, I'm screaming for stop My lucidity, it's getting wide open but I can't see You seem transfixed... in the light The strobe lightning pushes you back A face so dead emotionless A virtuous standing tall I beg for you stop Paranoid to the vain Insane... Paranoid to the vain Insane...
Submitted by Warbringer — Apr 26, 2025
Loneliness my new found friend I kneel beside her Confronting my revelations Mutual understanding I swear I obey Infamous regrets I hear her say Wide awake I step on you ground and I beg That we are entwined in a lifelong existence I'm weak, thou I thought I was strong My mindset was gone You're here now, I can see you through the glass We search for contact, but just barely connect And feel like a coward Meaningless, I fear for this They stand before me Degenerated human shells Crippled revolution I feed on my lie Numerous failures I see the eye Wide awake I step on you ground and I beg That we are entwined in a lifelong existence I'm weak, thou I thought I was strong My mindset was gone You're here now, I can see you through the glass We search for contact, but just barely connect Battered or bruised, the difference seems so narrow Tortured or haunted, I'm still afraid to break through All I got is patience That slowly feeds of me You're here now, I can see you through the glass We search for contact, but just barely connect
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 26, 2025
Honey so sweet, drips from my fngers A pale white preacher, know who I am Play the game in grey... Human debris failing to see I feel it closing in I can taste what you feel inside me I can feel this rage growing Layer upon layer, dims the light here The ninth evolution they pointed me there Impersonate the weak, to free the frail In solitude I find my strength I will pray for the day When the wheel start to grind you down A spiritual shift Of epic proportions Fall down to earth Scattered ground A lifelong curse Of major dimensions Turn me insane Degeneration of pain A decade too late, forced from my freedom A sign of our time, showed in neon Play the foul again I will search for the lights When regrets starts to pin you down I can taste what you feel inside me I can feel this rage growing Honey so sweet, drips from my fngers A pale white preacher, know who I am Play the game in grey... Human debris failing to see I feel it closing in A spiritual shift Of epic proportions Fall down to earth Scattered ground A lifelong curse Of major dimensions Turn me insane Degeneration of pain
Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 26, 2025
Blame me for what it's worth Blame me Blame me for my loss Drain me before the cross I'm losing my faith I grown distant and complex through the years But I just sit and wait Through stained glass I see my true nature The one that walks... beside me Blame me for what... he has done Drain me from a mental cause Drain me, set me free Drain me bury me dead I'm silenced forever I pity myself My lungs of ivory naked and obscure A few rules I obey A crippled monster, determined to fail The one that walks... beside me Blame me for what... he has done They seem to obey But take no notice of soulless portraits This burning of visions makes me insecure I'm so desperate... I fit the frame The end of false prophets A freak in a leash I'm so desperate... I fit the frame Save me from the edge Save me Save me from my curse Release my thirst This burning of visions makes me insecure I'm so desperate... I fit the frame The end of false prophets A freak in a leash I'm so desperate... I fit the frame You tear away my karma and leave me to die I'm so desperate... I fit the frame A web of deception A freak in a leash I'm so desperate... I fit the frame
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Apr 26, 2025
An old habit I can't believe That I've destroyed myself again Incorporated into trauma Mindless into endless echo The scars I wear the face I tear The path I took will seal my fate I... resurrect myself Into a whole person The next day... The other day... A new vision expressionless Crank up a smile paranoid My face is paper reach to touch I'm human waste A touch of gray introspective See into a new dimension I feel... suspended in the air The scars I wear the face I tear The path I took will seal my fate I... resurrect myself Into a whole person The next day... The other day... I see your silhouette Repercussions I pay I, in ravenous insane An old habit I can't believe That I've destroyed myself again Incorporated into trauma Mindless into endless echo Hollow questions I bleed another day I... resurrect myself Into a whole person The next day... Will there be another day
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