Goodbye... My Love...
(<em>Instrumental</em>)
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Jun 22, 2026
I remain awake for days living in the dismal darkness that dwells only in my room I don't eat or sleep spending my days just thinking about you I thought things would get easier but it feels like forever since you held me close in the comfort of your love I long for those nights spent in your arms but now you're gone and I feel nothing numb to it all because I've felt it all before...
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Jun 22, 2026
I stare at this picture for hours I remember that night we spent hours, laughing in the parking lot exchanging hugs and laughter after I left, you couldn't let go of my hand now it's all over what we had, died it was never real to you or so it seems that's what you said to me it's all over and I'm left alone no thoughts escape my mind I'm left broken once again...
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Jun 22, 2026
It's crazy to think about... looking back to the times we'd laugh and cry the nights we spent in each others arms it's crazy to think after all we've been through that it really meant nothing to you sorry... it's my fault I caught it all a little fast... as I stare within this dark room a pale light reaches through, the fabrics of my curtains that have stretched across my window it's luminescent glow, blinds me as it intertwines with my vision like your eyes once did pale like your skin, blue like your eyes blinded by the emotions you'd show deceived by all your affection and words but your true feelings you had kept inside you felt nothing at all for me blade to my skin pills down my throat now I'll sleep forever you left me so alone in this void you created all for me I knew you was leaving but I couldn't accept it until you finally told me I didn't want to know you were leaving I didn't want to feel all alone once again...
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Jun 22, 2026
I'm alone in this room sitting down, staring at the ceiling for only a tear to be caught in my open palm that same palm that was once held I'll paint the sky I'll make it rain into the sink drowning in all empty feelings soon enough there'll be nothing left of me get a little deeper, go to sleep never wake up again on that day my heart got crushed I swore I'd isolate myself hide it all off all my feelings, all my love since that day I got replaced living in an empty bed wishing it could be occupied with another but deep down I know that'll never happen not again not ever again...
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Jun 22, 2026
I sink into a thousand dreams and think of you I stared behind this frozen window and watched you disappear gradually and slowly a part of me died that day that same part I spent years trying to find and now you're gone and I'm on my own will you be there when I'm gone? or will I never know? I guess it doesn't matter you don't love me anyway as much as it hurts I wish you all the happiness even if that's without me I'm sorry I wasn't enough for your love... goodbye my love...
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Jun 22, 2026
I'm here, sitting on the shower floor my eyes lost in each fragment as my blood escapes from my arms I once longed to see you now the longing is gone and my heart is dead and our dreams vanished just like that... vanished in a moment... love, or what I thought was love that never really existed, did it? fully focused on shutting me out it was all about you while I was left rotting in my bed with bleeding arms this isn't about what we could have been it's about the feelings you brung and the trust you killed and now that I feel nothing I'll dream every memory away maybe that way you'll finally see how much it hurt when you shut me out all the lovebombing, all the silence and for what? and while I'm gone with sad tears staining my heart I abandoned my hope... from losing myself and you abandoned me... just to hurt me more I'll never be the same..
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Jun 22, 2026
days of apathy fills my eyes fills my lungs I reach out for the sun as I once did for you and as each day passes I sit upon my bed stare within the empty space that you've left behind a single raindrop presses against my cheek like every tear pressed against my cheek it's all over now... now I'm left with only faint memories I'm left with no escape no way to contain my thoughts you left me with no warmth inside love has died and grief has come to take what was left of my heart I've swallowed some pills and overused my meds blade to my wrist and fall asleep I've left my final letter beside me "I wish you all the happiness even if that's without me..." "and with no brighter days I've let darkness take me away" "before you finish reading; just remember if I never wake up again ...please remember I once loved you..."
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Jun 22, 2026
days have become restless and nights seem to have no end so I spend each minute staring at photographs of us so many memories they hold I remember those days of endless happiness as you'd hold me close when our time was simpler before you left me with no warmth left inside you left with your replacement for me I miss those days I've not really felt anything since other than longing and despair maybe soon my time will come until then I'll live with every waking moment thinking about you I used to breathe for you now I wake and there's no reason to breathe now that you're gone the stars are dead no more sunrises left I reached my end when I was left alone
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Jun 22, 2026
After I lay down to sleep I'm met with apparitions ones that haunt me both in my sleep, and in the day your words cut deeper than the lacerations on my body I remember when you'd rest your head against my thighs and told me how you were so in love I guess I was once in love too but not anymore it still hurts but not the way you'd think does it ever hit you? that sudden moment of realisation... that with everything we've been through how it all means nothing because I do... all the time no friendship, no love we'd been through so much only to come out as nothing ...but strangers with lots of beautiful memories...
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Jun 22, 2026
I miss the days spent in another's arms days where I'd be so happy and full of joy and like everything it had to come to an end my happiness, my joy my sleep died soon after all the happiness in the world feels so far out of reach I guess I may never know what that's like again to be held in the arms of another
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Jun 22, 2026
When I lay my head down to sleep after I close my eyes I always wonder if it will be the final time and since I've been dreaming it would be for years tonight I'll make my dreams come true I'll take my medicine at once and overdose in my sleep.. all my belongings you can keep or throw away like you've done before my only last wish is that you see my body and cry with your hand over your mouth you'll be the first to find me and the last to care..
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Jun 22, 2026
I once watched the stars with you before it all fell apart those nights you held me close feels so far from my reach I felt it too that moment our spark lost all it's light I thought we could have made it but once again I was wrong our brightest moments snuffed out by the clouds that filled our hearts as I wait for you one last time my final letters are written and this time I know what's to be done no more holding back no more mistakes you were once the only light in my life and now we must part ways and live my life away from you goodbye... my love...
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Jun 22, 2026