The Invalid
It fades away from me When I taste my fame in the darkness Where no one could ever find my trace Deprivation of sensation Creation of no fear Wake me up, my dead dream You’ll bring me the peace I wanted The day of reprisal Makes me feel my heartbeat And I am alive to see The last daylight that fades away from me And I’ll take my pride for what I have achieved While feeling my soul has gone Fearless Senseless Heartless and careless We’re ready to fall Unable to love We’re ready to fall
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 06, 2026
I embrace your lies But I know what you hide Your faceless name in wonderland shifting all around But I always find you somewhere in my head that I can’t recall I believe in your primal deceit Cause’ I’m so used to this kind of torment that I’ve got to take and I have no choice All my life I’ve never wanted someone just like you Falling into fear And I can’t trust myself with you You’ve let me die And led my soul to your life It’s a never ending labyrinth and I am lost I bleed and plead Show me your truth at the end of this game So I won’t regret It’s hurting me, deserting me but I have no choice All my life I’ve never wanted someone just like you Falling into fear And I can’t trust myself with you This growing hate, feeling my fate Break me out of your route I believe in your primal deceit Cause’ I’m so used to this kind of torment that I’ve got to take and I have no choice All my life I’ve never wanted someone just like you Falling into fear And I can’t trust myself In my life I’d never try to escape from your lies Drowning in my tears And I slowly disappear in you Disappear in your lies
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 06, 2026
A crystal clear And surely sheer Sweet fixation The cryptic keys To your frozen feelings Concealed in calmness Unsealed by blackness You’re not alone Breathing soundlessly through regrets Yet consciously counting life Veering around Are you free from your fear? You’d softly sigh and say to me There’s no one behind They’re all in my mind The silent sin From within In your skin Surrounded by this Endless iciness Slowing down all my senses There you stand Misunderstand The way of our lives (that’s never ending) But I don’t mind For I am just your shadow figurine So far away We’ve fled away We’re Just like prey Encircled by this Restless relay race Shaking down our time that remains (all my pieces) No one behind There you stand Slowing down Silent sin From within In your skin I breathe Turning back when there is something wrong again That’s not a given choice to us So we soar to the air
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 06, 2026
Are you conscious, still there? Are you listening, still there? Confined me in this labyrinth of lore You’d decline me as I call your sacred name What is left inside of me? Why am I still here? I’ve fallen to the ground Where I was never meant to be (become like you) Lust and dust are all that remain In our brain of broken purpose In the end Think about who will take this dying land? Ill-omened Think about who would care for In the end Think about who will take this dying land? Ill-omened Think about who would care for No intention Guess who will die a hero’s death Comprehension Of what we’ve become
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 06, 2026
The silence has come along with me The time has stopped its heartbeat In my eyes, a darkened dream shatters I see the future painted in pain Go through my tainted past if you dare Step on the broken piece of me Destroy your mind and hope that you’ll bring me to the space of love Pretend you’re in my life We blend in the dark blue strife Stop telling me that you’re my only one In my life Reaching the end of night and I can’t hide There is no shade to disguise in Breaching the silent force binding my spirit Now I can hear the breath of the years You drained the rain that I was drowning in Stepped on my ground abandoned Destroy your mind and hope that you’ll bring me to the space of love Pretend you’re in my life We blend in the dark blue strife Stop telling me that you’re my only one Pretend you’re mine But I don’t belong to you Stop telling me that you’re my only one In my life
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 06, 2026
I saw you in the light And I knew I was right It’s time for me to take the action now Life is so unfair that you seem complete Your smile… I want it to deplete I’ll show them what you have done before Say then what I am looking for Payback for when you destroyed my last Belief in anyone I’ll show them how you could have made it through Say then what I have gave to you Can’t get away from your wicked past I will lay bare Slowly revealing what’s beneath I have been dreaming in the darkness Still breathing in cold, poisoned air
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 06, 2026
To find your fake name of fame You’re still out there Why can’t you stop being a runaway? Gained your self worthiness Through the emptiness Chasing your own tail that’s wagging for All the attention you surely deserve To be accepted, you strain every nerve You dream without color Don’t you feel so unsatisfied? Stop denying and defying for self-defense Can’t see what’s beyond the stage Where everyone’s perfectly in place They only say what they read on the page And you’re lost without one All the attention you surely deserve To be accepted, you strain every nerve Still something feels wrong when they call your name You dream without color Don’t you feel so unsatisfied? Stop denying and defying for self-defense Ignorance is what’s feeding you For now you’re feeling fine But can’t you see they would creep away When you’re dead to the world
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 06, 2026
This growing distance Without resistance So obscured by the shade of gray You’re gone You walked away from this life Just like a scar The memories remain And now I’m blind I can not escape From this space I’m sinking down Into somewhere deep inside Lost track of time In a pitch black hole No sense of my existence But something ingrown Not part of me Is filling me within This pain in the phantom limb These chains on the phantom heart Too faint, the smell of spirit Too far, the sound of your voice You’re not part of my life But you’re still part of me Aggravate this unfortunate fantasy Deactivate this anonymous body Accelerate this path of mortality Tessellate me into my memories
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 06, 2026
Too much time I’ve wasted This barely breathing life out of shape The ceiling’s falling down Every night when I close my eyes Bury me inside the concrete tomb Where I can’t hear the voices that aren’t there I’m steady enough I’m ready to go to the other side Just keep searching for the right ending And cease my heart distending It’s filled with toxication And it killed the last intention To keep on breathing and fighting Really I want no more Trial makes me paralyze In denial of my concession In self-destruction I feel no more pain I’m leading this life to where it in fact belongs Give me self control Outlive my obsession Misguide me into obscurity There I relive myself once again Let me out of this Prison’s my body Tears my soul apart I’m screaming inside out
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 06, 2026
I had a dream of the distant life kept somewhere deep in broken remembrance Finding my ways of how to escape From this unconsciousness endless emptiness As I open my eyes A broken piece of time falls unto me And I breathe again No matter how long I was asleep No matter where I have been I will break over damnation No matter how long I was asleep Now I’m ready to begin Taking over me Feels like I’m being born again to this world Smell of the air and those eyes looking down on me I had to look around and realize the time has stolen all I had in my past No matter how long I was asleep No matter where I have been I will break over damnation No matter how long I was asleep Now I’m ready to begin Taking over self consciousness No matter how far I’m behind I will never give it up To the time that’s never waiting Unfold the new life I deserve I have only one more chance (to begin)
Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 06, 2026