This Present Darkness
In this present darkness I fall upon broken knees Crawl through weight depression haunted by and unborn ghost I'll never know your fears Never see me in your eyes Curse the one that stole your name from Me this is the monster that they create from second of your conception Minutes leading to death sentence will shackle me and turn eyes red I will constantly endure the pain of your creation How can I lie awake grace How can I lie awake my love Will stay dead in this present darkness I fall
Face I am nothing face Complete by sarcastic tastes What a waste I think I'd rather die Wanting never gaining I find myself pondering life Always situations I can never hide Crying tears of anger, hate Depressed I never know the me, never know what to do Slit pour out the life a bottle of the "vive" A desperate cry for something else to justify I'm in a daze caused by pain A failing force that wants to change Painting the white to grey Numb body shivering Blood dripping from the skin Painting the white to grey Plastic always drastic A vision of a psychopathic with a razor crawling through the attic I know somewhere out there someone cares Wanting me to get my head out of the clouds as they think it's time repair These scars will never clear I'll never be the same little one with hopes of one day maybe being sane I might have tried before...but I locked the door Now I need a reason to unlock it I'm in a daze caused by pain A failing force that wants to change Painting the white to grey Numb body shivering Blood dripping from the skin Painting the white to grey Cutting and popping I know I'm not the definition of your model I'm always dropping Lying and crying I rarely find the relevance in always competing or trying... I take dying I need to feel the shame in what it was that I did Cold In the back of a puppeteer bathroom floor is where I tried to die
Submitted by Finntroll — Apr 25, 2025
I always searched for an answer for my convictions A troubled mind at 15 demonic visions I saw you rape dand beaten Who the hell is this monster that surounds my brain I try to make some sense of this, try to break the mold Divination A power I wish I did not have now I wake with sweat and bood scars of you dad choke I wake from this nightmare to find it's the truth Tell me now father what did we do I'll never understand your actions...never speak to you Don't try and correct your mistakes never trust in you Fake fucker, fake father die.
Submitted by Immortal — Apr 25, 2025
Crawling back up from the floor now I look above me and there you are I see your smiling face so pure, its gold Reaching your hand out to touch mine Perhaps all I needed was your smile A nice compliment or two Where were you a few weeks ago? When I was wanting to die I felt so worthless But you saved me Watching me almost fall under You were with him I was with her Wanting each other more then life A kiss away from being perfect Cry out you're watching over me and I can't be with you All I wanted was to end me, now to be in love with two I hate my thoughts now I'll leave her alone to live in bliss Your my savior, my dream come true Why Trying to figure out a way I'll lick your wounds, I'll heal your sores I can never face my past Not together I felt so sick inside Death will come very soon I tear as we drift away Picture me dead would you cry
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 25, 2025
You are God's most beautiful creation From the moment i set my eyes upon you I knew i wanted to be near To feel your arms wrap around me And to share myself with you Would be nothing but ecstasy Knowing you will make me whole again(-L) Then she said No I cried out to help you My friend who does nothing I watched you high i watched you low Never falling to far I am glad to have been here To help you get through her I know i didn't fulfill, but i helped somehow I'll take your pain Create with me Chim was a way for you to breathe I hope it was enough To help you through this war called love Take our hand Before you leave One more time, reaching our dreams We feel incomplete I know one day You'll solve that mystery And make them feel The way you did me Lend a hand, AE To you my friend
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 25, 2025
I felt so alone You left feeling so empty and needing Can't see the glitter in you You called me all the time Hiding behind your lies materialistic Go away You don't know what it's like to be dead inside You called him a friend to help you get through it I see your true face now Well my tears are gone, I am happy now Thanks for making it clear Go away You don't know what it's like to be dead inside I am dead to you You take my heart and used it as a tool I wish that this would just go away You can't find love you can't cry tears And you won't be crying alone Who are you today...another face erased
Submitted by Immortal — Nov 08, 2025
Images still in my head of you dead. I wish I could take them away instead. I sit in my room alone and cry over my loss. Will anything ever be the same? I wish I could imagine you happy. A life of ecstasy that would be good enough to stop the pain that lingers. In my heart I know I would be content. It's your forced life. It's your forced life. It's your forced life. Doesn't it feel the same to you? Doesn't it feel the same to you? Doesn't it feel the same to you? Doesn't it feel the same to you? I sit and wonder while you ponder of pathetic items that bring you happiness. Those things that put a smile to your face are the things that kill me inside. I know deep down you have a good heart, but why am I never included in all of this? I take you in, rise you up, yet my soul stays untouched? It's your forced life. It's your forced life. It's your forced life. Doesn't it feel the same to you? Doesn't it feel the same to you? Doesn't it feel the same to you? Doesn't it feel the same to you? Nothing ever changes in your mind. Nothing ever changes in your mind. Nothing ever changes in your mind. Nothing ever changes in your mind. Nothing ever changes in your mind. Nothing ever changes in your mind. Nothing ever changes in your mind. Nothing ever changes in your mind. It's your forced life. It's your forced life. It's your forced life. Doesn't it feel the same today? Doesn't it feel the same today? Doesn't it feel the same today? Doesn't it feel the same today? Nothing ever changes! It's your forced life. It's your forced life. It's your forced life. Stick your hate to me. Stick your... I'll find a way to break free. Stick your hate to me. Stick your... I'll find a way to break free. Stick your hate to me. Stick your... I'll find a way to break free. Stick your hate to me. Stick your... I'll find a way to break free.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Nov 08, 2025
After years of endless torture You try to come back Likeness of an unwanted child grow Simplified case of defamation Left her bleeding Thrown out the window Try to compete the good one I'll never understand I'll never understand I'll never understand What the fuck did we ever do? To make you hate Remain scars of an unwanted child lost Justified, inebriate Left me bleeding thrown out the window Try to compete to be the good one I'll never understand I'll never understand I'll never understand Twenty years of mind rape Brings forth my hate Twenty years of mind rape Brings forth my hate Twenty years of mind rape Brings forth my hate Twenty years of mind rape Brings forth my hate Oh Motherfucker My hate, derived from you Oh Motherfucker My hate, derived from you My hate, derived from you
Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 06, 2026
Fall into my hole, I keep seeking. Is there anything left to consume now? I wish I were happy living in, living in your perfect world. You were never understanding enough. You were never supportive of me. Now I run away from you. Now I hide all this pain. Now I run away from you. Now I hide all this pain. Can you taste my tears on you? Now where do I see myself? Stagnation from my own selfish thoughts Should I work to achieve my goals or should I work to leave you be or should I work to keep you home? You were never understanding enough. You were never supportive of me. Now I run away from you. Now I hide all this pain. Now I run away from you. Now I hide all this pain. Can you taste my tears on you? May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise... May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise to kill... Vice Grip. Vice Grip. Vice Grip. Vice Grip.
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Nov 08, 2025
No lyrics have been submitted for this track yet.
One more time, I feel my life slip through my finger tips, I cry My eyes bleed with pain Pain you never understood how I felt You always shunned my damned existing fate You ran away from, me He thought he could not run away Told him pain denies soul Save your life Refuse to see Refuse to see Refuse to see He'll refuse to see How my life is really going It's time to worship but he doesn't care Oh at one time he did After six hundred years it's getting old This goddamn trial is done Oh, you thought you could run and hide You thought you could rise up Motherfucker you were wrong Refuse to see Refuse to see Refuse to see Refuse to see Led to believe that I could gain your respect You've never felt the need Except at one time His hands red with blood Crucified a martyr for my sins It didn't work My soul will soon die like his Oh, one more day has gone by No one mourns his passing The final shot went right through His pain gone Crucified all his ways So many days filled with pain Crucified all his sorrow Refused to see
Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 06, 2026
I thought I knew you My dream had come true Look back, don't crack Your stares are empty now I am still here I won't crack It's all coming back My thoughts of the fading you Reach through, make you Mold myself for two I cry for the bleeding whore Loss of feeling now I take the pain So it's all right now I'm still a justified hole in your eyes A pupil, never a master A crumble of dirt to the land Take the blood right out of my hands as you realize it's your blood Blood Blood, blood, blood, blood My eyes see no ones empty face I see a second coming of the land I was born with the fear of love You made that fear a dream Godless See me reaching for the sun Try forever to Reach the sky Empty Can't find you I am still here It's all coming back My thoughts of the fading you Reach through, make you Mold myself for two I cry for the bleeding whore Failure
Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 06, 2026
I am the one who breaks all This misery you call your life I am the one to carry you To an altar of joy Follow me flee from this Expect nothing but the best I will hide all your pain Escape to the unknown with Silence The way I will keep Silence From letting you flee You are the one who changed me To a quivering mess You are the one who stopped me From doing all I can Now's your time Let me in Let me in your functioning mind I will hide all your pain Escape to the unknown with Silence The way I will keep Silence From letting you flee I feel your stench So warm I'm home Let me stay And feel you more I come All over now where do I go from here Leave me behind Never again bitch, don't even try Silence your mouths, you whore
Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 06, 2026
Oh it's opening time Down on Fascination Street So let's cut the conversation And get out for a bit Because I feel it all fading and paling And I'm begging To drag you down with me To kick the last nail in Yeah! I like you in that Like I like you to scream But if you open your mouth Then I can't be responsible For quite what goes in Or to care what comes out So just pull on your hair Just pull on your pout And let's move to the beat Like we know that it's over If you slip going under Slip over my shoulder So just pull on your face Just pull on your feet And let's hit opening time Down on Fascination Street So pull on your hair Pull on your pout Cut the conversation Just open your mouth Pull on your face Pull on your feet And let's hit opening time Down on Fascination Street
Submitted by The Void — Nov 08, 2025
No lyrics have been submitted for this track yet.