Pass Out of Existence

My scabs are almost picked, slowly growing into this. Feelings I just can't let go. I am such a bore that you need that much more. Go back that way and see what you get from me then. Nothing at all! My dead hands rise! Why am I this way? Am I this way? Am I this way? Am I? Face my past, face my past, I can't let go. Face my past, face my past, I can't let go. Face my past, face my past, I can't let go. Face my past, face my past. I see them in the jel, laughing at me, it is hell. Nothing can stop this torture. Fake my way through life, call on me my wife. Went back that way and I saw just what I was worth. Nothing at all! My dead hands rise! Why am I this way? Am I this way? Am I this way? Am I? Face my past, face my past, I can't let go. Face my past, face my past, I can't let go. Face my past, face my past, I can't let go. Face my past, face my past. My scabs are almost picked, slowly growing into this. Feelings I just can't let go. I am such a bore that you need that much more. Go back that way and see what you get from me then. Why am I this way? Am I this way? Am I this way? Am I? Face my past, face my past, I can't let go. Face my past, face my past, I can't let go. Face my past, face my past, I can't let go. Face my past, face my past, I can't let go.

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 25, 2025

I felt so alone. I felt so alone. I felt so alone. I felt... You left, feeling so empty and needing. Can't see the glitter in you. You called me all the time. Hiding behind your lies materialistic. Go away! You don't know what it's like to be dead inside. You don't know what it's like to be dead inside. You called him a friend to help you get through it. I see your true face now. Well my tears are gone, I am happy now. Thanks for making it clear. Go away! You don't know what it's like to be dead inside. You don't know what it's like to be dead inside. I am dead to you! You take my heart and used it as a tool. I wish that this would just go away. You can't find love, you can't cry tears and you won't be crying alone Dead inside! Dead inside! Dead inside! Dead inside! Dead inside! Dead inside! Dead inside! Who are you today? Another face erased! Who are you today? Another face erased! Dead Inside! You don't know what it's like to be dead inside. You don't know what it's like to be dead inside. Dead Inside! Dead Inside! Dead Inside!

Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 25, 2025

Stay awake to decide! Are you coming back? Is this my sanity? I can't forgive! Oh is it the same to me? I can't take your place. I'll never see you, never flee from me. Severed. Severed. Severed. Severed. Lost lies in the house I bring. I can't fucking see. I can never pull yourself from me. I can't focus. Libertine my "said to be". I will never save you. Wait, today is not the same. Severed. Severed. Severed. Severed. Severed. Severed. Severed. Severed. Severed. Severed. Severed. Severed. Severed. Severed. Severed. Severed.

Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 25, 2025

I feel as if I have been dreaming. I am confused as to how I got here. One minute, I am heading down a path of destruction with no hopes but for death. Then there was you, you opened me to a different light. The path you lead me down was priceless. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I never let you be you. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I never let you be you. I have been puking with regret. I found myself again and although we were apart. I managed to move on, something was still missing. I made me sick, far too familiar. I needed you once again, maybe now I can change. Maybe now I can change. With one quick glance it was stripped from me. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I never let you be you. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I never let you be you. Maybe now I can secure my lumps. Maybe now I can secure my lumps. Maybe now I can secure my lumps. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed. I never let you be you. I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so ashamed. I was so, I was so, I was so ashamed.

Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 25, 2025

I'm that sick, I see it that way. I'd rather be dead then have you stay. You pretend that it's O.K. Right now it's my time to take. Feeding off my hate today. Feeding off the lives I waste. Now it's time to change my ways. Now it's time to erase my name. Can't see my face, you can't see my face now. Can't see my face, you can't see my face now. Can't see my face, you can't see my face now. Pass out of existence. Can't see my face, you can't see my face now. Can't see my face, you can't see my face now. Can't see my face, you can't see my face now. Pass out of existence. Gone. Disgusted by your presence now. I wonder what it would be like if you were down. Could you cope, could you really cope? Could you hope or would you sit and wait for me? Seeking for my placement now. Seeking for my placement now. Now it's time to change my ways. Now it's time to erase my name. Can't see my face, you can't see my face now. Can't see my face, you can't see my face now. Can't see my face, you can't see my face now. Pass out of existence. Can't see my face, you can't see my face now. Can't see my face, you can't see my face now. Can't see my face, you can't see my face now. Pass out of existence. When I close my eyes, I see myself dead. I know you want it this way, don't you? When I close my eyes, I see myself dead. Gone now.

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 25, 2025

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Late night comes, are you home? No you're not, you're out with urge to satisfy yourself. It's your vicious plot. Looking back, I realize that it's my fault. I'm not around, so your love comes to a halt. You have no remorse in you. It's the only thing you know. You destroy me every time, you little cunt. I never wanted this. Gave myself, gave myself to you to get paid back with lies. I never wanted this. Gave myself, gave myself to you to get paid back with lies. Every time I trust you, I lose in the end. Every time I trust you, I lose in the end. Every time I trust you, I lose in the end. I feel disgust, I feel disgust in myself. Every time I trust you, I lose in the end. Every time I trust you, I lose in the end. Every time I trust you, I lose in the end. I feel disgust, I feel disgust in myself. I love how you can call me and pretend you're innocent. While I'm out here trying to better myself. You're a pig when it comes to my emotions. You drown me in your wake because you have no devotion. You have no remorse in you. It's the only thing you know. You destroy me every time, you little cunt. I never wanted this. Gave myself, gave myself to you to get paid back with lies. I never wanted this. Gave myself, gave myself to you to get paid back with lies. Every time I trust you, I lose in the end. Every time I trust you, I lose in the end. Every time I trust you, I lose in the end. Every time I trust you, I lose in the end. I never wanted this. Gave myself, gave myself to you to get paid back with lies. I never wanted this. Gave myself, gave myself to you to get paid back with lies.

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 25, 2025

Face, I am nothing face, complete by sarcastic tastes. What a waste I think I'd rather die. Wanting, never gaining, I find myself pondering life. Always situations I can never hide. Crying tears of anger, hate. Depressed I never know the me, never know what to do. Slit pour out the life a bottle of the "vive". A desperate cry for something else to justify. I'm in a daze, caused by pain. A failing force that wants to change. Painting the white to grey. Painting the white to grey. Numb body shivering. Blood dripping from the skin. Painting the white to grey. Painting the white to grey. Plastic, always drastic. A vision of a psychopathic with a razor crawling through the attic. I know somewhere out there someone cares. Wanting me to get my head out of the clouds as they think it's time repair. These scars will never clear. I'll never be the same little one with hopes of one day maybe being sane. I might have tried before, but I locked the door. Now I need a reason to unlock it. I'm in a daze, caused by pain. A failing force that wants to change. Painting the white to grey. Painting the white to grey. Numb body shivering. Blood dripping from the skin. Painting the white to grey. Painting the white to... Cutting and popping. I know I'm not the definition of your model, I'm always dropping. Lying and crying. I rarely find the relevance in always competing or trying. I take dying. I need to feel the shame in what it was that I did. I need to feel the shame in what it was that I did. Painting the white to grey. Painting the white to grey. In the back of a puppeteer bathroom floor is where I tried to die. Painting the white to grey. Painting the white to grey. Painting the white to grey.

Submitted by The Void — Apr 25, 2025

Fall into my hole, I keep seeking. Is there anything left to consume now? I wish I were happy living in, living in your perfect world. You were never understanding enough. You were never supportive of me. Now I run away from you. Now I hide all this pain. Now I run away from you. Now I hide all this pain. Can you taste my tears on you? Now where do I see myself? Stagnation from my own selfish thoughts Should I work to achieve my goals or should I work to leave you be or should I work to keep you home? You were never understanding enough. You were never supportive of me. Now I run away from you. Now I hide all this pain. Now I run away from you. Now I hide all this pain. Can you taste my tears on you? May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise... May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise to kill me. May guns rise to kill... Vice Grip. Vice Grip. Vice Grip. Vice Grip.

Submitted by Infernal Flame — Nov 08, 2025

Pull up your car, you're home from the night on the town. Could not find anyone to go home with to show off your insecurity. So you put your "I love you face" back on. When you are this way you think you are God. But the people around you are destroyed. Coming home getting off by killing who you love. I hope you end up in a body bag. Walk up to your room to be with your lover. Although they don't share your desire. That night, frustrated and intoxicated. You need to leech onto another. When you are this way you think you are God. But the people around you are destroyed. Coming home getting off by killing who you love. I hope you end up in a body bag. When you are this way you think you are God. But the people around you are destroyed. Coming home getting off by killing who you love. I hope you end up in a body bag. Pretend you are the king. One day this will all come back to you. One day your child will be a man. One day your child will be a man. Pretend you are the king. Pretend you are the king. Pull up your car, you're home from the night on the town. Could not find anyone to go home with to show off your insecurity. So you put your "I love you face" back on. When you are this way you think you are God. But the people around you are destroyed. Coming home getting off by killing who you love. I hope you end up in a body bag. When you are this way you think you are God. But the people around you are destroyed. Coming home getting off by killing who you love. I hope you end up in a body bag.

Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 25, 2025

Crawling back up from the floor now. I look above me and there you are. I see your smiling face so pure, it's gold. Reaching your hand out to touch mine. Perhaps all I needed was your smile. A nice compliment or two. Where were you a few weeks ago, when I was wanting to die. I felt so worthless, but you saved me. Watching me almost fall under. You were with him, I was with her. Wanting each other more than life. A kiss away from being perfect. Cry out you're watching over me and I can't be with you. All I wanted was to end me, now to be in love with two. I hate my thoughts now. I'll leave her alone to live in bliss. You're my savior, my dream come true. Why? Trying to figure out a way. I'll lick your wounds, I'll heal your sores. I can never face my past. Not together I felt so sick inside. Death will come very soon. I tear as we drift away. Death will come very soon. I tear as we drift away. Picture me. Picture me. Picture me. Picture me dead, would you cry? Would you cry, would you?

Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 25, 2025

Images still in my head of you dead. I wish I could take them away instead. I sit in my room alone and cry over my loss. Will anything ever be the same? I wish I could imagine you happy. A life of ecstasy that would be good enough to stop the pain that lingers. In my heart I know I would be content. It's your forced life. It's your forced life. It's your forced life. Doesn't it feel the same to you? Doesn't it feel the same to you? Doesn't it feel the same to you? Doesn't it feel the same to you? I sit and wonder while you ponder of pathetic items that bring you happiness. Those things that put a smile to your face are the things that kill me inside. I know deep down you have a good heart, but why am I never included in all of this? I take you in, rise you up, yet my soul stays untouched? It's your forced life. It's your forced life. It's your forced life. Doesn't it feel the same to you? Doesn't it feel the same to you? Doesn't it feel the same to you? Doesn't it feel the same to you? Nothing ever changes in your mind. Nothing ever changes in your mind. Nothing ever changes in your mind. Nothing ever changes in your mind. Nothing ever changes in your mind. Nothing ever changes in your mind. Nothing ever changes in your mind. Nothing ever changes in your mind. It's your forced life. It's your forced life. It's your forced life. Doesn't it feel the same today? Doesn't it feel the same today? Doesn't it feel the same today? Doesn't it feel the same today? Nothing ever changes! It's your forced life. It's your forced life. It's your forced life. Stick your hate to me. Stick your... I'll find a way to break free. Stick your hate to me. Stick your... I'll find a way to break free. Stick your hate to me. Stick your... I'll find a way to break free. Stick your hate to me. Stick your... I'll find a way to break free.

Submitted by Morgoth — Apr 25, 2025

A slave to my thoughts daily. I finally lost my craving. Need this to end real soon. you come then you go away. No way I can make it through this. Can you feel my heart fade away? Do you remember what it was like when you told me "no"? Do you remember what it was like when you told me "no"? Do you remember what it was like when you told me "no"? Do you remember what it was like when you told me "no"? Feeling I can't figure me out, I'd try but I'm not allowed. Where do I go from here now? Feeling I can't figure me out, I'd try but I'm not allowed. Where do I go from here now? My friends can't explain this to me. When I see you, I don't see me. I feel I'll never gain. Your affection is a must to me. But reflections of past life won't let me be. Right now all hope is lost. Right now all hope is lost. Do you remember what it was like when you told me "no"? Do you remember what it was like when you told me "no"? Do you remember what it was like when you told me "no"? Do you remember what it was like... Feeling I can't figure me out, I'd try but I'm not allowed. Where do I go from here now? Feeling I can't figure me out, I'd try but I'm not allowed. Where do I go from here now? Save some for me. Save some for me. There's still blood for nine. There's still blood for nine. There's still blood for nine. There's still blood for nine. Save some for me. There's still blood for nine. There's still blood for nine. There's still blood for nine. Do you remember what it was like when you told me "no"? Do you remember what it was like when you told me "no"? Do you remember what it was like when you told me "no"? Do you remember what it was like... Feeling I can't figure me out, I'd try but I'm not allowed. Where do I go from here now? Feeling I can't figure me out, I'd try but I'm not allowed. Where do I go from here now?

Submitted by The Void — Apr 25, 2025

Jade. Jade. Jade. Face black, another shadow of innocence tainted. Gave back all the lights and glitter. Wrong track again and again it stings. Wish you all could feel like this. 12 is for the reason of regret. 9 is for the pain that I'm caused. Will strife ever cease someday? Fuck this mind that is made to hate. Complete the task of humility. Restrained from who they want me to be. That's what they want me to be. That is not quite good enough for me. Fuck you and your thoughts of me. Fuck you and your thoughts of me. Fuck you, how can I not be me? Fuck you I will never let you take me. I will never be that good, little one. I can never see what is so good about life. I can never change just who I am, just what it is I think I am doing. My hands fell down now, I know I failed. You were not there to pick up the waste of this pathetic tale. Maybe I should just end all this right here. Would you like that, would you like that? Maybe you could cope knowing that you all have succeeded. I am staying here to betray all of you. I am staying here to betray all of you. Never failing me again. Never failing me again. Never fail! Cut a little, it bleeds slowly. Cut a little, it bleeds slowly. Cut a little, it bleeds slowly. It bleeds can you see it ooze? Cut a little, it bleeds slowly. Cut a little, it bleeds slowly. Cut a little, it bleeds slowly. It bleeds slowly can you see it ooze? I'm going to save me. I'm going to save me. I'm going to save me. I'm going to save me. My eyes turn the color jade. My eyes turn the color jade. My eyes turn the color jade. My eyes turn the color jade. I look at everyone around me. I am so sick of this place. Anyone and anything makes me sick. I just want to end it all. I return to my room, walls white with black shades. Oh how would red look? The reasons are not for your ears. The feelings are not for your heart. I circle in tears. Wishing, hoping, dreaming. Can I find a way out besides this? I need it, I want to be where you are. I miss you!

Submitted by Finntroll — Apr 25, 2025