Caligula’s Horse
Album • 2015
Day on day and night is gentle kind We are not what we have left behind We stumble upward led by the blind I know, I know And still she carries on that perfect dance The world grows brighter here in my hands In her bright color, I understand She moves, she moves Guilty man been searching for a cause This empty room is filled with applause Better or worse, I'm not what I was I know, I know On your feet now Wake up, wake up And soon you'll see that All hope is not lost No, it's yours Oh, you have what you need in you Just let it grow You have what you need, it's yours Let it grow, oh You have what you need in you Just let it grow You have what you need, it's yours Let it grow Wake up, wake up Believe, all hope is not lost, not lost
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Feb 11, 2026
Take it all, I never needed any more Than days on days and gentle nights When nothing could stop me Keep it safe, taking secrets to the grave When I was the king just for that one day When nothing could stop me I feed my soul I force a smile, ignore the hole Wishing like hell that I was still God With nothing above me Read my eyes, weary lines Taking what's mine Just soil below and nothing above me Feed my soul (Feed my soul) Marigold (I'd rather starve than choke what's wearing me down) Give me heresy, we were never told the truth The world that spoke Calm these hands before they can reach your throat Give me eyes to see her never growing old; good news They hope you choke Take heart, it's all fool's gold Leave me there Pockets full of empty air Payin' my penance, curse this prayer Regret never touched me She will stay Dressed in choices that I made Head like a king, but crown like a gravestone Don't touch me Feed my soul (Feed my soul) Marigold (I'd rather starve than choke what's tearing me down) Give me heresy, we were never told the truth The world that spoke Calm these hands before they can reach your throat Give me eyes to see her never growing old; good news They hope you choke Take heart, it's all fool's gold With these hands I could change the world More than gold, more than I deserve (With these hands, I could change the world) I am a wealthy man, I am loved Tell me hope's not lost - soon you will see I can't take it with me when to nothing I fade Gone, borne by the choices I made I am a wealthy man, I am loved Tell me hope's not lost - soon you'll see I can't take it with me when to nothing I fade Gone, borne by the choices I made Wake up, wake up And soon you'll see That all hope is not lost Not gone...
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Feb 11, 2026
The stars will fade, the sun will rise But I'll remember you were my firelight The lucky ones, we were born We will not be here for long And I've been waitin' on a sign of life An "Everything is alright" Gone with the sun, voices as one And in the moment we will carry that light on This is for the ones who burned so short and so bright No, and I have never been so sure, you're firelight How could this all last when we burn so brightly? Friends, give me your hands, raise your voices with me And how could this all last when we burn so brightly? We'll escape like spark and shadow Knowing that the world will end, I will say "The stars will fade, the sun will rise" But I'll remember you were my firelight Oh, this is for the ones who burned so short and so bright No, and I have never been so sure, you're firelight Oh, this is for the ones who burned so short and so bright No, and I have never been so sure, you're firelight How could this all last when we burn so brightly? Friends, give me your hands, raise your voices with me How could this all last when we burn so brightly? Friends, give me your hands, raise your voices with me How could this all last when we burn so brightly? Friends, give me your hands and remember with me How could this all last when we burn so brightly? Friends, give me your hands and remember with me
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Feb 11, 2026
So she is running, still And I am held here, in her spark Earthquakes and easy pace Echoes that left their precious mark And oh, she smiles like an open grave Mercy, oh, won't you beckon me into you? Winter, my dragonfly Letting me drown here for a while Earthquakes and easy pace What I would give, just one more taste Shiver, winter My dragonfly Peace in porcelain, wild like wine Drink my fill of your precious purpose Let it fill my chest Sing that sorrow, the soul undressed Drink my fill of this fearless goddess The dragonfly Fierce, unbroken and crucified Eyes like truth - just like she's always known Oh, and she, she smiles like an open grave, oh Mercy, oh, won't you please beckon me into you? Winter, my dragonfly Letting me drown here for a while Earthquakes and easy pace What I would give, just one more taste Fire, feed me just a little longer Shapeless, breathing, carry me to light Let fire feed me just a little longer Shapeless, breathing, carry me to light Winter, my dragonfly Letting me drown here for a while Earthquakes and easy pace What I would give for her Holding on It's alright, alright now... And I never could find a grave that I wouldn't fall into I am grateful for the climb And I reach for the echoes you left, teaching me patience And I am better for the yearning - I'm not lost yet So she runs faster again, quietly hoping to Free herself into the breathing Stand in the warmth of that light, the spark that she gave to me I am ready, I am certain - I'm not lost yet She's willing to pour her all, fierce, defiant A voice I know - it's you... (But you'll never see me coming) But you'll never see me coming I come by cloak and dagger in her light I, the spark's long fight Fire, feed me, but you'll never see me coming I come by cloak and dagger in her light I, the spark's long fight Fire, feed me, but you'll never see me coming But you'll never see me coming But you'll never see me coming
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Feb 11, 2026
The hole we filled with the world we built And you know damn well it won't save us So hold it till the world stands still But you know damn well it won't save us We nailed it shut A world to rot And we beg from the bones of the soil to scream back "No, you can't save us!" "It won't be us!" It repeats it again like you breathe old rust Be the weight to the rope Be the wolf to the lamb But it won't do a good goddamn You can't save us The road lay long We were too far gone Did we burn that bridge? Am I just sleeping? Still breathing Carry gold to dust It repeats it again like you breathe old rust Be the change, be the hope Be the mind to the man Be the world to the flame But it won't do a good goddamn thing, this waiting I will face it with my arms open I feel these eyes on me Drink in this sweet surrender (Comfort me) I feed this desperate hunger I swallow all I'd hoped for So fuck your prayer for rain Pray for rust It won't save us I feel these hands on me Welcome this weight Surrender (Comfort me) I am your rope, your burden The windowless room The water So fuck your prayer for rain Pray for rust (Damn this waiting) (It can't save us) I feel these eyes on me Drink in this sweet surrender (Comfort me) I feed this desperate hunger I swallow all I'd hoped for So fuck your prayer for rain I feel these hands on me Welcome this weight, surrender (Comfort me) I am your rope, your burden The windowless room The water So fuck your prayer for rain Pray for rust
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Feb 11, 2026
Let them shout I am free as any man A moment's worth a world I will not run, you hear me? Let them fly I am free as any man A moment's worth a world I will not run Powerless to fly, I pay it no mind That weight's just coins for my eyes But I'll be dancing on my grave when dead men are not slaves I pay no mind - this time I Feel that rain As we elevate, wash it away (Never turn tail) Feel that rain Even gods were made with feet of clay (Feet of clay) (I am free as any man) And I will not run And I will not run So keep your long goodbye, I pay them no mind I have been dust a long time I was born into that flame the day they took my name I pay no mind, I feel that rain Effortlessly, I turn my eyes And pay no mind to the darkened skies I won't take flight when the rest turn tail 'Cause I know this moment's mine What empty hands can't claim is buried all the same I pay no mind, I'll find my freedom in the moment I Feel that rain As we elevate, wash it away (Never turn tail) Feel that rain Even gods were made with feet of clay Even gods and their feet of clay Stand and stare as it washes away Even gods and their feet of clay Unbind these hands I was stronger, stronger than A time when we all fought like there was no light Fought like our very flesh and bone could never falter Feel that rain As we elevate, wash it away - never turn tail Let them shout I am free as any man A moment's worth a world I will not run, you hear me? Let them fly I am free as any man Feel that rain As we elevate, wash it away (Never turn tail) Feel that rain Even gods were made with feet of clay Feel that rain As we elevate, wash it away (Never turn tail) Feel that rain Even gods were made with feet of clay I will not run I will not run
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Feb 11, 2026
Sisters, moment and all Ageless, fair Lover, life is the fall All for her The youngest will never forget, floating by the edge How fragile we are, just watching petals fall This delicate blossom is strong - stronger than she knows We're watching petals fall Daughter of the mountain Gently rises now Mother to us all "This is my choice, father," she said She is the reason why we fall so soft And never regret when we fought and we lost Like petals that fall don't blame the ground She is the reason why we fall so soft The beauty we found - this is the cost And life is the fall - don't blame the ground Waves to wind in waiting Tender skin-to-skin Linger, little soul Daughter of the mountain Just one day in bloom Mother to us all She is the reason why we fall so soft And never regret when we fought and we lost Like petals that fall don't blame the ground She is the reason why we fall so soft The beauty we found - this is the cost And life is the fall - don't blame the ground With love by her side Found her voice Brave now, secrets confide Make your choice She stays in the place in-between pure and fleeting We gave up our stone to love a moment gone To float here, where water meets soul, love was given choice There was only ever one She is the reason why we fall so soft And never regret when we fought and we lost And petals that fall don't blame the ground She is the reason why we fall so soft The beauty we found - this is the cost And life is the fall - don't blame the ground
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Feb 11, 2026
Through undergrowth she crawls Weary feet, both hers and mine Patience never fails Still waiting on that hand of time She's taught to understand Never learned to comprehend Patiently she leads me Catch me weightless by her side She breathes life to the heart of me All of the worlds she's seen Begging her please, oh, please Let me breathe Where there's love, I'll feed it It was all I needed In her hands I'm healing Where there's love I'll be Nestled in her skin I fade to fragile in her hands Let me stay a while I see clearer through her eyes She breathes life to the heart of me Where there's love, I'll feed it It was all I needed In her hands I'm healing Where there's love I'll be
Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Feb 11, 2026
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