Burden of Grief
Album • 2000
I am the butcher of mankind I'm the horror of your dreams In my mind the horror lives Killing - hunting - pleasure By sacrificial suicide put to death But fletched back by lower creatures Saw the lower world of might and immortality Submissive to my only king Daylight is same as torture Only dark night is my time Searching for people with their joy of life Hate - rage - desire Pregnant woman, beautiful face In my mind, my work of art begins to prosper Conversation - take her to my home Getting to my home, I begin my art By smashing her to pieces I hope the portal to the infinite world gets opened Feeling pain and getting satisfaction I wish to leave my mortal frame How can I complete my work Help me to get out of here I am the butcher of mankind I'm the horror of your dreams In my mind the horror lives Killing - hunting - pleasure In my mind the pieces of death begin To flow together with my earlier works In rage I try to release my thoughts And I complete my perverse hall of death My art: divided brains, mangled bowels It's unique, but something is missing I know the missing element My pain is the way to infinity Climbing to the top of my work Praying tribute to him - I complete my work A flesh from hell into my heart I am smashed to pieces
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 26, 2025
Bastard, I know you well You are, what I create Born by an evil spell Forgotten pain, rising in me Galleries of untaimed lust Blinded by my blackened mind No one, I could trust I feel nothing, except hatred Nightmares almost every day I lost control of my soul Trying to forget my lie I invite him, HELPLESS-INSANE I remind my past and see The dying face killed by myself The people I murdered appear In my dreams and fantasies Visions from an inexact time Showing the revenge of my mysterious shape Madness surround my thoughts every day The resurrection of my avenger has begun Der Tod ist kein furchbares Geheimnis Er ist dir und mir wohlbekannt Er birgt keine undergr?hen Geheimnisse Die den Schlaf eines guten Menschen st? k?en Wende dein Antlitz nicht von im ab F? ihn night, denn er ist nicht dein Herr Auch wenn er immer schneller die entgegeneilt Nicht dein Herr, sondern ein Diener deines Sch?rs Der den Tod genauso erschaffen hat wie dich Und Er, dein Gott, ist das einzige Geheimnis Lying in my bed I hear a noise After that a terrifying voice Realising pain night in my heart Darkness all around me, see his threatening, red eyes Fresh blood runs over my shivering skin I seize the knife with power from my heart I try to reach him but how can that be Nothing's there but I hold the real Knife in my hand Bastard, oh my god, you are so real Your energy and power I can feel Agony and pain you mean to me Your hate is like my hate, you are Always like me I slowly recover my consciousness And the knife, it is the blade I used I murdered him with this weapon years ago Threatening red eyes, he is real again Creators dark servant is coming nearer His glittering eyes catch my soul His burning hand embraces my heart He's taking me to hell, I get what I deserve
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Apr 26, 2025
In a world of pain and lies I found no concept, no sense My mind, always black and dark Fear is what I feel Voices - from the other side Voices - freezing the blood in my veins Uncounted years have passed by I'm afraid of all my emotions On grey walls, the eyes of death Looking at me, showing only pain Flying through the times of endless visions But I won't die Journey through my thoughts will never end But I won't die As I reach the end I see a light But I won't die Bleeding me, but it attracts my soul I will never die This is my last dream The deliverance from the torments Flying to the other side Into a new dimension Voices - from the other side Voices - freezing the blood in my veins The light begins to fade away The light that gave me new hope Crying, screaming, I long the light to return But complete darkness fills my soul I begin to understand the voices And I must die Whispering my fate into my ear And I must die I become one with the darkness And I must die I gain my end, I am free
Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 26, 2025
The kingdoms of darkness are marked by mankind Nature can be the mirror of all our evil thoughts Insanity and murder expressed by thunderstorms Lightnings in the dark accompanied by cold rain Forests of fear in dark night The black clouds in front of the moon Stormy winds are blowing through the trees Knots break like crushing bones Howling wolves in the dark Their glittering eyes like diamonds Announcing the dark, dead laughter Appearing at midnight The kingdoms of darkness are marked by mankind Nature can be the mirror of all our evil thoughts I swear that I'm a good man But dark visions sometimes haunt my mind Darkness lives in the best of us But in the worst the darkness already reigns Mentally deranged by torments of hell My insanity grows with every torture Pain in my life until the death fuck you in your fucking c**t The lake of no escape With its dark, infinite depth The mist around the lake It is all over the near swamp Imprisoned in the infinite depth You cannot get away from it Darkness all around you then You're lost but still alive In our darkest dreams the past of nature Is to create pictures of the black, dead visions Most people give a home to the darkness But some already give to it a kingdom
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 26, 2025
Reflections of dark shadows The wintermoon is shining nebulous Through the grey clouds upon the high mountains Their shadows lie dark over the lake New dreams begin to rise in me I think I'm the only one under the deep sky Calm winds stroke my hair Suddenly outlines of black shapes appear of the horizon They move slowly towards the old dark ruins Up on one of the high mountains They march to the rhythm of the night Along deep caverns Deep in my mind I wish to return and be grateful To feel the infinity of the deep sky I sense the forces that burn deep within me I am now forever one with myself The light of the moon of decayed ruins The shapes begin to build a circle Around the gloomy ruins And stillness surrounds the sky around me My heart begins to pound faster and faster They look to the bright sky And blazes appear as the old man Rises his arms towards the sky A duet of thoughts in my mind I feel the presence of God And natures truthful solitude comes over me I close my eyes...and dream
Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 26, 2025
Originally performed by Iron Maiden) Walking through the city, looking oh so pretty, I've just got to find my way. See the ladies flashing. All there legs and lashes. I've just got to find my way. Well you see me crawling through the bushes with it open wide. What you seeing girl? Can't you believe that feeling, can't you believe it, Can't you believe your eyes? It's the real thing girl. Got me feeling myself and reeling around, Got me talking but feel like walking around. Got me feeling myself and reeling a... Got me talking but nothing's with me... Got me feeling myself and reeling around.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Nov 14, 2025
My guest for the gods Began while my beauty Was taken away from the earth And my heart is fulfilled with grave poetry Screams haunt my sleep Every night the same nightmares appear Although the wine of Bacchus Drugs my brain at night The moon is shining over the grave When the mistress of the dead appears in my mind While it seems that the devil, the dark lord Is getting me tonight Always I see (feel) my beauty's face With tears in her eyes and I feel the icy kiss On my lips, at the last breath Comes out of her mouth The poisoned wine on her breasts Her dead lips on mine Before the grave I fall on my knees And the stormy sky embraces my body Rain fevours my face While I see the glittering blade in my hand Dark angels whisper haunting requiems As I feel the cold blade strinking my body I think my nightmares wouldn't end I'm beaten, I'm close to death Pain - punish me if you can Where is the god I searched for For seconds I scream in pain But together we will clung in bloody heaven
Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 26, 2025
I can see the light behind the shadow walls See the faces of another unknown world I can feel that my heart is pounding slow Feel the fear reinforcing my agony Lost in a sea of nithingness The force is around and the force is inside I reach the light and the light reaches me As the heart in me stops pounding In the name of my blood I curse my life Darkness, wild and unturned colours burst within I spread my twilight wings and fly away And I feel the infinity of my sense I see a long cave, the light is far away I am everywhere, around and inside I am the one who never wanted to be I will reborn before I die The gate - your portal to life It seems like I can't reach it I'm eternal, I'm delightful, I'm supreme Illusions which speak of endless nights come true In the name of my blood I curse my life Darkness, wild and unturned colours burst within I spread my twilight wings and fly away And I feel the infinity of my sense
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025
Never thought I would be the one Who dreams of you night and day You chained me against my will And I can no longer resist You know you are the only one Whom I love, you ignore me There is silence in my heart When I stay without you But you left me in my room Days of anguish begin for me And I, I got no reason To live without you I can't live without you You're walking alone Without noticing me But I hope the day will come When you will stay by my side When I leave you without hope When you turn your face away Your laughter still burns in me And I feel frustration
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Apr 26, 2025
The life is unscrutable No one knows the sense of this existence I, I hate my own life Of much obscurity and immense infinity I search for sense in my life But the search will never end Beautiful death takes my life Come to me and set me free Life what is life, time what is time Death what is death, to live is to die For a part of the human race Is death the only chance To reach deliverance What does it really mean? Paradise of what men tell Or is it really hell Time after time I think about What is life and what is death
Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 26, 2025
This track is instrumental.
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