Breakdown of Sanity
Album • 2013
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The grey clouds obliterate the light blue sky They're approaching quickly The sloppy and filthy streets are The streets are reflecting Reflecting the human condition Everywhere I look I can only see narrow alleyways The bridges are burning No chance to heal the wounds, no time-out from the selfish world The cold environment is looking at me In hopes (fucking getting) of getting answers I close my eyes to stop the time, to forget all this misery Where am I? Where's the place where the roses still grow? I can't hear through these hazy words anymore Is this the reality or just my perception? Wait for a sign but you can't see me Through this blurred visibility But I can see you The fear in your face The fluttering eyelid But you can't hide You can't I perceive there is a way out This might be a solution that cures the world Can't you feel it? Can you really see it? So shout out, convince me Step up! So step up Step up You're the gunman I am just the bullet shot from your gun now Shot! I am just a bullet shot from your gun
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026
It is the darkest night, stars invisible The only thing I can feel is your cold fear Your shivering hands, controlling gaze Fearing the end, awaiting the consequences As long as you are walking this path (this path) In fact you don't have to fear the fog my friends And I see, you already know the other side You know the way out But the cruel end is etched in your thoughts Your fantasy, only able to envision the worst You dream of a hero Helping hand Brave guardian When you wake up you wish to wake up again Leaving this place is what you secretly hope for But in reality you can't run away In the end the past will catch you all up It's not the case that you weren't responsible Take a look at this world Drab and reeking Look at the dull seas Almost dead inside Look at the toxic sky We and the sun, no longer friends Now there's no more excuses for walking this path No more chances for the fucking blind All this is making you sad All this is making you scared You can't deny The hero is close, he can save you He's close to you, so close to you Reach out your hand, open your eyes What made you not change your mind for so long? That's right, the hero is you
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026
It's your turn right now, let me see your steps Let me feel your hesitation Nothing ventured, nothing gained We know the reproach to yourself All your reflections as an open secret All your mistakes as a success Your tears as the pitiful disport Your decisions make us win Follow the guide we gave you Don't look upward, there's nothing above you Your eyes aren't qualified Your memory is your future Can you remember your end? We, we are your faith and your fear We are your inspiration and your overload You're all equal This is your reality, your veiled sight You can never see You can put the blame on us You can put the blame on us "It's all about your personal interpretation of what you're looking at." I see you try to grow with your scars But you fail again and again You can put the blame on us This is what, this is what we expect This makes your life so much easier Just close your eyes, follow blindly In your deepest dreams you can see us In your lonely hours you can feel us In your lonely hours you can feel us (You can feel us, you can feel us) This prison was built for you You are not ready for the outside Maybe you will never be Maybe you will never see Nothing is more constant than change So why, why don't you change within? Positions won't change As long as you can't see the point Till then we will keep observing you... Sneering
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026
Today my awakening was different I'm dazzled by the hidden truth It woke me up With sharp screams, it shook me up Is it already too late Was this the last of our fights? Maybe just a dream It shines so fucking bright Tears roll out of my squinted eyes This is the cold fire burning down my little hope I get up, I walk down the street again But today I'm just the observer Now I am the seeing, watching all the zombies I am scared by, by their ashamed glances Their empty faces with these glossy eyes Trying to evade my assessment I see them dying within, lost on the way Not ready to pay I walk along No one holds me back No one blocks my path No one holds me back No one blocks my path No one holds me back No one blocks my path I can read their minds They have lost their goals Lost their dreams, lost their selves They don't know what they are searching for now Now they feel the consequences of their stiffened way of life Caged in their own prison of lies Focused on the fading things (fading things) Now the safety falls to dust (it falls to dust) What is the use of all the money now? Can you remember your decision, your decision? I watch 'em pay the price for being blind For being so narrow-minded The final question is: What if this was just a dream? Was it just a dream? You blind motherfuckers Was it just a dream? You blind motherfuckers
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026
I, I forget my own rules But I still know the end of the story What's happened to the world, what's happened to my life? There was a time I felt safe from the drossiness Safe from discomfort No enemies, no lies Where is my soul? Where are my ways, where is my heart? Over years it made me weak It made me weak (it made me unpredictable) Something came across my way It changed too many things inside me (inside me, inside) Inside me Over years it made me weak I saw your smile Everything around me seems to glow, but everything I touch goes out (goes out) I hold your hand, feel your breath, see your smile I took this gift from life Not knowing what awaits me Another step in an unknown direction How can I be sure, oh how can I be sure? Days go by, it seems to grow (it seems to grow) It feels still right where I am I can't see you anymore, feel you anymore These voices are pushing me They want me to fail (they want me to fail) I am falling Nothing to lose, nothing to win How could I be sure? Why so sure, why so sure?
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026
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I was falling for a long time Almost everything I knew became more fucking worthless So many promises, so much energy All I want is silence All I want is peace All I want is you No more reason for searching For what I always expected from life (No more reason for searching) New direction, new fuckin' rules You caught me on my way to my new life I think it's time to act selfishly You, yeah you caught me on my way to my new life To my new life Memories of a time before distrust and pain Perhaps a dream, perhaps a trap But not this time, it's too different My pulse is slowing, is slowing down My eyes are closed now And I create And I create a picture in my head A picture of the time I draw it with my mind It's colourful and bright It's no longer waiting, from today it's arriving This time I can see the sky The first time I don't look back (What the fuck) No more walls, no more lies I can breathe until after the sundown My glowing heart just awakened Perfection within reach My sad memories You make them look like fading dust I am the air I am the ground, nothing can burn me down Nothing can burn me down Nothing I really missed this feeling Now I don't fear myself anymore Open mind, open ways My future turns to light Hope has come to find me My real destination This is the control I was waiting for It makes me unbreakable I remember who I am What I was, what I've become
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026
It was a long way, it took a long time to find a safety like this It took a long time to find a safety like this I was almost giving up all my hope But in the end the picture in my head surpassed my expectations Expectations My expectations A world so perfect, a world so fucking flawless The search has an end I don't need anything else other than this place A place where I belong Nothing is grey, even the dark clouds Above me shine bright The ocean so deep, my spirit above (my spirit above) No more questions, only answers I take a deep breath, close my eyes A deep breath, close my eyes Reach out my hand and try to stop the time To feel the perfection for longer The warm, pleasant sunbeams on my face The sand between my toes and the breeze in my hair No one can take this moment away from me Away from me Away from me (away from me) Away from me (away from me) Away from me Please, oh please don't take me away from this place Please don't wake me up Please don't wake me up Please don't wake me up from the place where I belong Where I belong
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026
Looking back on my footsteps on the cold ground Feeling like fleeing They say the path I took should be my fate But I wanna take my lazy steps on my own Day by day, second by second, I set the course anew Walking through the frames of my life Looking for the moments I'll remember with a smile Tripping over lies and hate Envy and vanity I wish I could change the order of proceedings No chance at all No chance at all I build a time machine I will reverse my mistakes, pain - fade away Fade away Fade away All these sources of noise are whispering and screaming Tempting and frightening in the middle of my head, beyond my heart They try to change my mind into something bad Fighting against them for years But in the end I still decide on my own Fearing the mistakes Fearing the responsibility To myself and to my beloved, to my beloved Walking through the frames of my life Looking for the moments I'll remember with a smile Tripping over lies and hate Envy and vanity I wish I could change the order of proceedings These photos, can't overlook (can't overlook) The flashlights, they are surrounding me Observing all my movements But finally it's me who's crying for my perfect sincerity Crying for my salvation Crying for the respect for myself So where is the golden means of all decisions? I don't even know If there is a right way I could choose I go down on my knees, I'm yelling at the ground In the hope of finding some new answers Thousands of questions Only one life for finding answers One question for thousands of lives For thousands of lives Breathing slowly Despite this I never stopped believing in Waiting for the point I can see it clearly
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026
The feathers are loose now but the reddened wrists will be visible forever I was standing on the edge I've lost almost my spirit, my path Something died inside me I didn't recognize myself When I was looking in the mirror Something has grown inside me What have I become? I acted too late I should have seen it But I've gone blind more and more I've just heard this ticking in my head I will never feel safe anymore, nowhere Nothing will ever gonna be the same again, nothing Nothing will ever gonna be the same again, nowhere I will never feel safe anymore, nothing Nothing will ever gonna be the same again, nowhere I will never feel safe anymore, nothing The surface won't be reg-rinded anymore Now I've to conceal my scars which I'm trying to heal I felt to cry, I cried to feel What a waste, what a disappointment All the things you never appreciated Like a leech on my neck, you took my energy (my energy) The wings are broken The roses are black The wings are broken The roses are black The pictures remind only of days of lightness No one can change it No one to blame Just forgive, just forget (just forgive, just forget) In spite of all this I refuse to give up I refuse to give up, I won't give up In spite of all this I refuse to give up (I won't give up) I refuse to give up (I won't give up, I won't give up)
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026
I hope there is an end of this story, fuck Everywhere I go, every time I sleep I go around in the circle Again and again, on my way To a better life, with a free heart A carefree mind It's joining me through time and distance Like my fucking shadow Invisible scars, caused by myself So deep, deep inside me I played with the fire in my heart It has finally caught me They told me It's time for change The beauty enticed me To risk so many mistakes Why not, why not? The signs were clear The clouds were here Who knows? who knows? Maybe they're still right Maybe there will be rain again Maybe I can forget, to forget the sadness Just another aberration? Just a delusion? So here we go, so here we go Round 3, and I'm doubtful again The shadow of the past so dark Making my life look empty I hope there is an end of this story Every night I dream of the love I lived twice Every morning I wake up with memories of things that never happened Alone in the crowd, maybe already forgotten I see the time is working against me I guess I can't stop this Because it's stronger than me Impossible to learn the lesson As long as my heart won't listen As long as my heart won't listen The circle holds me back, I am strapped down Waiting for the day I can break through The moment I can catch up all the love Waiting for the day You aren't just a dream, no! (Ready? Go!)
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026
Another sleepless night Time stands still Minutes seem like hours Hours like days I take a deep breath Open my eyes and clench my hand into a fist All these nightmares, they hunt me for real Running away is futile Standing still is fatal Running away is futile Standing still is fatal Was it our fault? We knew we could fail Can't distinguish between sweat and blood anymore Was it our fault? We knew we could fail I feel numb from drinking our tears But when I remember your smile I know I have to face, to face all this fear All this fear I enter your room Close the door, smell your perfume It hurts like an open sore Which will bleed forever Forever Was it me, that ended our dreams? Somebody please cut me out of this twisted picture I'm floating in memories They feel like fractures reflecting on everything Since you disappeared If there's one moment you can choose your fate Why didn't we grow in love Instead of ending up in a fucking fight? Oh god, why? Tell me why? I feel numb from drinking our tears But when I remember your smile I know I have to face, to face all this fear All this fear I enter your room Close the door, smell your perfume It hurts like an open sore Which will bleed forever You took the keys, started the car Drove into nowhere, with my heart Now it all falls apart Now it all falls apart Now it all falls apart Now it all falls apart I enter your room Close the door Whisper your name Another sleepless night Time stands still Minutes seem like hours Hours like days In a time when less is more Where too much is never enough There is always hope for the future The future can be read from the past The past foreshadows the present And the present hasn't been written yet It, it was our fault We knew we could fail It, it was our fault We knew we could fail
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026
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