Coexistence

Locked up behind these walls Ages of trying to cope Behind December's walls Years and years of finding myself This was the longest journey I've ever made Days of wasting tears and no one cares Countless nights, drowning in worthless nightmares Ages of trying to cope Ages of not giving up hope Keeping alive the hope for a deeper sense For a better understanding of my world My destiny, my goals and myself climbing out of that endless misery No security, no confirmation of an end Alone in the masses Alone in the masses Alone in the masses Yeah! Is there anybody on my side? Please appear now I feel... I feel myself slowly crumbling. (Yeah!) And when the rain is coming I can feel myself melting into the ground Becoming the puppet I never meant to be I don't know how, I don't know why So sure I don't deserve this But there came an eastern wind that brought me forward Pushed me out of the sludge Formed my actual self, buried my inner demons Locked up December's walls. (Locked up) Behind December's walls The rain can't force me down anymore I'm strong enough to hold back the storms now. Seeing my visions clear like never before From that day I met you. For what you are, for what you saw in me Now I can see clearly all the wrong paths I took The prospect is perfect From the roof I see down the walls. (From the roof) I am bulletproof, bulletproof, bulletproof, bulletproof! And if the vultures are ever circling above me again You can be sure I won't let you go because i know You can still feel my passion Strengthened by the scars I've collected in the past I will move more heaven and earth to save this Because I am bulletproof Bulletproof!

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

Restless! We raise, we fall Restless! Restless! We raise, we fall What was that, where the hell have I gone through? What happened to me? Realize that I've lost control My body is paralyzed, my mind is blurred On the ground like a fallen leaf, fallen from the trembling tree Not living, just killing time I'm afraid to lose what was mine I feel so, I feel so restless! We raise, we fall What if this was my last breath? Foreign in my own body and mind It seems like I'm stranded on a dark cloud, where there's no place to hide Alone, alone in the dark, hoping for my sunrise Somebody must hear my inaudible cry for help Please show me the way out (What, what) (Please show me the way out!) I'm chasing the wind and try to catch the light How many hours will it still take? Staring up to the clouds above and listening to the same damn song over and over again I want to run away Run away from myself, because at any moment everything can change (everything can change) What is this, what was that? How many hours will it still take? (What, what) What is this, what was that? I want to run away from myself What is this, what was that? I assume it's the normal circle of despair after touching the sky And now it is falling down on me Was it worth it? (Was it worth it?) Was is it really worth it? What if I can't ever be free anymore? Let's go! (Oh!) I feel so, I feel so... Restless! We raise, we fall What if this was my last breath? Foreign in my own body and mind It seems like I'm stranded on a dark cloud, where there's no place to hide Alone, alone in the dark, hoping for my sunrise Somebody must hear my inaudible cry for help Please show me the way out Is this, is this the reality or just an illusion? Bite my tongue to see if I can still feel Time vanishes into oblivion, into a black hole Please help me out!

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

Face the truth, we are surrounded by lies This ship will sink, never sleep with closed eyes Don't follow those voices (follow those voices) A little closer to the ground Pieces are falling and they will never be found They will never be found My belief breaks into a thousand shards (Yeah) I will refuse to face defeat Nobody wants to face the truth The moment has come to turn the page They said (They said) you have to swallow your pride and learn to adapt But I'm unwilling to be one of those who just sits back in the dark Fuck! I'll take back what was mine (3x) Broken reality falls down on me, the world is my enemy Am I the only one who can see through the mask? I envy your calm, can't you see the hurricane? No time for reproaches, I warned you again and again Where do we want to belong to now? Write your name on your lifeboat and follow the lifeline Escape the squall for the last time We'd rather live (we'd rather live) one day in this selfish world as a wounded lion, than a hundred years as a controlled sheep Leave this shit behind, no time to sleep We climb this wall, no fears to fall We won't give this shit up till we reach the top I promise (I promise) it will be the brightest spot This is our target We never stop, we never forfeit, I can not abort it No exception to permit Just look into my eyes, they're reflecting your fear from the past few years But this is not the end No, this is not the end Believe me or not but this right here is not the end (Oh!) Take your place, it's time to move Give me a knife for those ropes Give me something to break these chains Give me the command to bring the ship back on course again Give me a knife for those ropes Give me something to break these chains Give me the command to bring the ship back on course again Back to zero Escape the fate, it's time to chose Take your place, it's time to move Back to zero Escape the fate, it's time to chose Rewind the past, you must approve Raise your fist, this is your last chance We won't turn away and turn back to grey And I'm sure someday the colours will visibly gleam again

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

The sun sets, reality becomes tactile The taste of life is killing the smile Shake your numb reality, but never give up no matter how hard it will be (Yeah!) There is no way to escape, there is no shortcut (Shortcut!) All of sudden everything changes And from now on every breath feels so strange A stab in the back without warning Fall asleep and hope all is forgotten in the morning I'm paralyzed (Paralyzed!) I close my eyes and try to set the time back (time back) I just want to fall into a deep sleep Wake up and realize that everything was just a nightmare Somebody take this away from me These cursed ups and downs This mental pressure, sometimes hope drowns How long does it still take Till the chains around my neck break? (Yeah!) Broken mirrors I can't see the reality clearly Millions of sharp pieces are starring at me Please, I can't bear to see you fall again (But I know you'll never give up!) But I know you'll never give up Never, never, never... I just want to fall into a deep sleep Wake up and realize that everything was just a nightmare Somebody take this away from me Take this away from me...

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

Living day by day with remorse But I try to push it to the back of my mind My hands are shaking, I can't resist no more, I can't fight back Brick by brick, step by step, stick by stick Look at me, what have I become? From time to time I feel like everything in me is dead Do you know what it's like to sleep forever Endless thoughts, blinded by drugs, numb the pain, it never stops I say it's the last time And cross my fingers behind my back (for myself) No regrets for a long time And all my habits, my habits will come back (will come back!) Lift my glas to the end of the past Back to the start because time runs too fast Forcing myself to breathe I see myself but it's not really me My enemy is me Lie to myself, hope everyday again that I lose my selfproduced pain I try to leave this cage inside and refuse to listen to the voice in my head Got to lose my craving (for more!) I need to get out of this Forever bound, forever in chains (Forever bound!) I have to live forever with this shadow on my face It was never gone and I guess it will never go away I can't decide which way to take to find my bliss There's no light I can follow, no god I can believe in Please help me out of this (What, what) I take my last hit before I get sick Please help me out of this I say it's the last time And cross my fingers behind my back (for myself) No regrets for a long time And all my habits, my habits will come back (will come back!) Tear me down and let me drown Tomorrow (I promise) I'll break up But only tomorrow I don't want to chase the dark clouds anymore (anymore!) Break free I try to escape from this cage and turn the next page I walked these cold streets all by myself, so the last steps I'll cope under my own steam No dreams at night only daydreams (Oh!) I tried to hide it from the ones I love but I can't pretend anymore (anymore!) I can't hide anymore Break, Break free

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

Hey you! I know that you hear me, I know that you feel me, no chance to set you free I know that you fear me and that you can't see me (can't see me!) I know all your diary stories and all your dirty secrets that you can't hide I know that you know me, but you can't tell anyone (anyone!) You can't locate me anymore The idea of innocence is ridiculous, just steer away from these recurring thoughts You are a liar, you are a masquerader Maybe you can mislead your environment Maybe you can convince your friends and enemies Just smile and go away, just cry and hate yourself But you can never deceive me (never deceive me!) Fuck! I can feel that you are trying to deny my existence When you're fighting against your ego and your misgivings There is no one who could help you, no one who would believe you When we would appear together, enrage united Forgetting what's right or wrong, what's laudable or vile Too many stories untold (Yeah!) Too many facts unrecognized (Oh!) It's already enough Never try to deceive me It's already enough Never try to deceive me Never try to deceive me And now you can feel me clearly Never try to deceive me Now you can learn to accept my terrifying antic (Fuck you!) This is truly the end, this is cruelly the truth But I do as I always did, because you are I, and I am you We're coming from the depths We're coming from the depths We're coming from the depths

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

Breathe in, breathe out without a sound Keep breathing, day in day out (Yeah!) Speak up, shout out, somebody will hear you No matter what, I'm going through - with or without you Sometimes this world resembles a dead garden without blooms A park full of barren trees or like a song without melody A laugh without a sound and sleep without dreams Shadows without sun or a sky without any shining stars (This world is) This world is a fire without heat Can you hear the clock? (Yeah!) A life without dreams You won't find another world other than this one A life without dreams (Oh!) You consume what they urge you to Guided by the masses Brainwash, no ifs, no buts Everything makes sense to you It leaves deep scars behind But no matter what Keep breathing, day in day out Speak up, shout out, somebody will hear you No matter what, I'm going through - with or without you Everything is a delusion I step outside, close the door and even at this time I feel boxed in (I feel boxed in) Everything is a delusion, trust in nothing Escape as long as you can (Escape as long, as you can!) The fire without heat, the life without dreams

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

The frames are blank and the flowers are fucking dead Uh, fuck! I'm drowning in thoughts, the time has come once again Oh, yeah, oh Overslept the whole day, still lying on my bed and weltering back and forth Thousands of thoughts whiz around in my head It's hard to explain what's still growing in me Just look into my eyes for the last time The time has come for me to rise Just look into my eyes Just look into my eyes for the last time My mind was covered by shadows Dark forces have pulled me away for too long The half life I followed on this railroad line But my train has left the station for a long time (Oh) I just wanted to wake up from this nightmare But there was no way to turn the page Issues, fear of love, paranoia, jealousy At some point I just wanted to run, to run away But you, you didn't want to face what we have become Can you see what you've done to me and to yourself? Dead slowly I can recognize myself I can recognize myself in the mirror again Tonight I try to forget The frames are blank and the flowers are fucking dead It's my life, now I take it back I was waiting for the problems to solve themselves Too weak to resist the fight against you and myself The more I've searched the less I've found This is the last time that you drag me back down (Yeah) Fragments of dreams Half asleep, nothing's what it seems (Nothing) You let me down (Nothing) You let me drown I'm never looking back again, you got that? Oh! Yeah! I was waiting for the problems to solve themselves Too weak to resist the fight against you and myself The more I've searched the less I've found This is the last time that you drag me back down The more I've searched The more I've searched, the less I've found This is the last time This is the last time, I'm never looking back again I was just a mask with a crooked smile You tried to control me for quite a while I was on the ropes for too long Nothing left but a bitter taste on my tongue Yeah! But now I know how to hide the scars The time has come for me to rise again

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

Free fall! Free fall into a deep sleep With a box of photos on my knees Into a world without time and space It's hard for me to cope with when I'm awake All my life I was cutting corners I always felt like a useless stoner Every step I took was in slow motion Heal the past, let go of what was Live the present, accept what it is Dream of the future, have faith in what will be But time heals nothing unless you move along with it I try to breast the waves in the ocean (Oh!) Everything that happen in my head is real The moon is my spotlight and now you can see how I feel Time flies, the time arrives (Oh!) No moment to waste, no memory to repress No place to hide, no lie to deny Always searching for the faults and imperfections A gilded cage I can't escape Hoping for an insight I will probably never find The clock is ticking (Oh!) Time is the wave upon the shore It takes some things away but it brings other things Set the anchor in the bay Heal the past, let go of what was Live the present, accept what it is Dream of the future, have faith in what will be But time heals nothing unless you move along with it The sound of the moving water makes everything fade away but I must wake up My eyes slowly adjust to darkness Now I know a clean surface will rise The sun shines through the dark clouds (Oh!)

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

"A few people laughed, a few people cried. Most people were silent. I remembered the line from the Hindu scripture, the Bhagavad-Gita; Vishnu is trying to persuade the Prince that he should do his duty, and to impress him, takes on his multi-armed form and says, 'Now I am become Death, the destroyer of worlds.' I suppose we all thought that, one way or another." "Why is it that countries which we call strong are so powerful in creating wars, but are so weak in bringing peace?" "We have the power to make this the best generation of mankind in the history of the world - or to make it the last." "Our task is to look at the structure of why we're failing as human beings. And I say all of us. And if you don't have faith in the people - What do you have faith in?"

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026

I step into a world A world I have never seen before Where the haunt is bagged and love is the core (love is the core) Warm lights surrounding my unfrozen mind Time is standing still for a blink of an eye I'm no longer a slave of the human kind (Yeah!) My deepest fears seem to have lapsed My enemies, antagonists, already collapsed Now it feels like the biggest fight has been won in this life But who's able to follow me over the edge of the knife? Imaginary land (Oh!) please be real, I don't want to leave you anymore So please be sealed Keep that burning door locked forever I need to save the new essence Let me breathe in the smell of hope until my disappearance This is the new freedom called peace Pick up the trail and follow me Follow me away from the worlds disease Follow me (Follow me!) This is the place for those who don't give up The final destination beyond selfishness and every spiteful act I see your laughing face Your laughing face full of salvation But wait (But wait), there is something more (Something more!) Suddenly I'm in a fight against the question Like a spike in my mind, unable to ignore Searching for a reason For a reason I can't find What am I even looking for? (What am I even looking for?) What am I even looking for? (What am I even looking for?) Only one black thought and my knees are shaking I can feel my heartbeat, hear my heart scream The gloomy sounds of a tremor makes me breathless Like a wicked hand, it's on my neck Trying to suppress; to suppress my peace of mind The lights turn green and I watch reality thrive What the hell is happening? This place can't break I need to stay, but I can't hide Billows of smoke breaking through the ground Billows of smoke (Yeah!) I'm falling but I don't want to be crawling out of my skin The sad reality is catching up with me (Yeah!) This is the awakening This is the awakening This is the awakening

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 21, 2026