In Loving Memory
This track is instrumental.
(Death) Your whole life is leading up to this No place to hide There's no escaping this Go bury yourself into your Holy Book Admiring a God for which you desperately seek What the hell have we done to deserve this?! Living with a fear of not knowing what happens next. I don't want your apostle. I've had enough of the martyr. Its either die or pay the fine. In God we trust. Fuck that and fuck you. You stand there with pointed fingers. Preaching for me to be open to your fake beliefs. Don't you realize that life isn't based on 'make believe' I know you try to play God, if that's the case, I will be your devil. I don't want your apostle. I've had enough of the martyr. Its either die or pay the fine. I don't want your approval. I don't want to be saved. And this judgement is the crime. In the name of the Father, the son, and Holy Spirit. In the world of 'organized religion'... Your God is dead!!
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 26, 2025
So what makes a dream come true? Signing autographs? Or people wanting your picture? This is the dream I had in mind. Is this my fate? Or is this the end of the road? So what now? It feels like there's nothing left to say. So what now? It feels like I'm falling a part. Is this a part of 'God's Plan?' We're falling down. Well I've learned that I'm just waiting for a deadline. And I'm running out of time. This world has lost its will to live, and with each passing day.. so have I. We are falling down... Well I've learned that I'm just waiting for a deadline. And I'm running out of time. Or just running out of life.
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025
Naked, hopeless, innocent and violated This just wasn't your victim. But this was your child. This was your daughter, you sick fuck. If there is a hell? I hope it will come looking for you. Why do men think more with their dick And not with their fucking heart?! This type of thinking will bring nothing but trouble.. Just tell me one thing While you were fucking her Could you look into her eyes? Could you sense the fear? Did you feel anything at all, you sick fuck! If there is a hell? I hope it will come looking for you. Why do men think more with their dick And not with their fucking heart?! As you raped every ounce of love that a child has for their father. There is always a time and place for the punishment to fit the crime. There is only one way to stop this.. from ever happening again! It's time for 'Eye for an Eye' motherfucker!! Cut the fuckers dick off!!! If there is a hell? I hope you get what you deserve.
Submitted by Infernal Flame — Apr 26, 2025
Once upon a time down in Northside I was being held at gunpoint By a couple of young low lives Feeling like they were some badass street soldiers. As they pointed their weapon at me and my friends. They told us to give them the cash. Or kiss our asses goodbye with just one gun blast. I have never in my life been so terrified. I have never felt this alive. What was their motive? What was their need? To be willing to take a life for the fuckin' green. Feeling like they were some badass street soldiers. As they pointed their weapon at me and my friends. They told us to give them the cash. Or kiss our asses goodbye with just one gun blast. I have never in my life been so terrified. I have never felt this alive. Staring down the barrel of a gun My life could of been done. What was their motive? What was their need? To be willing to take a life for the fuckin' green. Never did I think this could happen to me. To be a dead motherfucker in the 5-1-3!!!
Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 26, 2025
I'm not alive. I'm not dead. I can't be alive not without you. I'm remembering everything and it hurts. All I wanted to do was to heal your wounds. I wanted you to see the beauty I see in you. But you were never willing to comprehend. You were never alone in this. I'm always willing to be. You were never alone in this. I was willing to be by your side. You always said, for the fight you'd be standing on the front lines. Where your heart is you'll find your treasure. Now it seems, I don't know, where your heart was at the whole time? You never had to be alone through this and you know it. I was always standing by your side. Let me in your arms. Let me be your first. Let me share your pain. Can you just let me in? I always wondered 'bout that look in your eyes, so cold with no emotion (It started from the moment when I entered your room) and your hands at your side. You can't hide from me ya know that I've been reading (Saw the roses which yet haven't bloomed) Your mind, and it's been telling me a story of an unhappy life. So full of pain and so full of regret, (I saw the gleam from the razor upon your wrist) You left a message on my pillow that said "Never forget me." I know you're so afraid of opening up, but I'm begging on my knees, can you just let me in? (You told me it was the definition of our love) It will never be over.
Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 26, 2025
The lies! Oh, the lies have shattered us all. I speak from my perspective. The lonely fears he bore have inspired me. These writings can only say so much. But it's still your fault. I have seen disaster. It all came down, and I have witnessed tragedy. To lose it all, to lose it all. And I can't take it anymore. I bear no comfort, and give no peace. What is it that he saw? Brought him to sacrifice. I forfeit all apprehension for you. To escape affliction from your existence. The lies! Oh, how the lies have shattered us all. Fabrication of the truth from the widow's mouth. Just to justify of being bereft of fucking life. Is there anything left in life that's worth dying for?! To die for...
Submitted by Immortal — Apr 26, 2025
Why must I keep everything on the inside? It leaves me nothing but a paralyzed heart. I don't know where to begin and I don't if there ever will be an end? I just wish to break free. I want to break free. From long nights of trying to be strong. Hoping that you'd be dead by dawn. Blinded by false emotions. True feelings will they ever show?! So I close my eyes and Finally understand you've been poison all along. So now I've got to leave you broken in the dust. 'Cause you're nothing that I want, and nothing that I need. Breathe in these lifeless days. Hatred is nothing but a memory. What is it that I feel today? Isn't it beautiful, I never thought that love would leave these scars. Just fuck off and die slow... Why must you try to tempt me? Would it be more easier for you To see my name carved into stone? Never again.
What is the fucking point in all of this? All I ever have are questions with no goddamn answers. Its boring to live, sad to laugh, and difficult to love. Disappointment has always been there for me. I have never held my breath for something good to come around. Let's just face it.. it doesn't matter how hard I try. Its never gonna end up the way I pictured it. Now you ask me.. What was my fucking point in all of this? I am just sick of it all. Goddamn me. For everything dies. All that we know, all that we see, all of those we love, all of its gone.
Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Apr 26, 2025
Today is what I'm not afraid of. Its tomorrow that scares the hell out of me. I can't begin to imagine a world without you. But my sweet darling, I have to. But my sweet darling, I have to let you go. You'll always be with me, but I'm sorry I'm not coming home. This is what you wanted, its what you wanted. And now I got to go, so I'm sorry I'm not coming home. You know what baby Did I ever tell you that you're the best thing in my life? So sorry that I turned out to be the worst thing in yours. Why can't you let go of my hand? Crack a smile for me, and give me one last thrill. Why can't you let go of my hand? We are life and we are death. We are love and we are hate. We are good and we are evil. We are just.. so perfect. It started with "I think I'm falling in love with you." It ends with "I'm sorry I'm over you." You'll always be with me, but I'm sorry I'm not coming home. This is what you wanted, it's what you wanted. And now I got to go, so I'm sorry I'm not coming home. I embrace our life. I embrace our death.
Submitted by Morgoth — Apr 26, 2025