Claustrophobic

"I never knew that such evil existed I always thought that the devil was a metaphor For profoundly immoral and malevolent happenings While many revelations seemed to surface tonight The one reality I can't seem to shake Is my discovery of how much blood the human body can hold" I hear the tear, from the penance of a knife He drinks a crimson filter made from loss of life I come home to find the one I adore Face down, lifeless on the floor Please God, give me fortitude For the courage I lack will stab me right in the back Lost love, give me solitude I give you one last goodbye as death selfishly claims you I fear I'm falling through the cracks of hell And now in unison the voices start to yell "Let us in, let us in, let us in" Bringing to surface every virtue and sin Let me die, let me die, let me fucking die Don't want to spend another second looking in his eye You feeling lucky? Just watch what I'll do Open this fucking door and let me kill you And now they're screaming "Let us in, let us in, let us in" Bringing to surface every virtue and sin Let me die, let me die, let me fucking die Don't want to spend another second looking in his eye I sit and stare as they pound on the door She's face down, lifeless on the floor I fear I'm falling through the cracks of hell And you're the only one I can tell Cold shrieks turn into humble cries She speaks unto the silent night I'm feeling apathetic, I'm feeling death I feel that this will be the night you take your last breath Open the door 'cause I'm ready to fight Only one of us will survive this night

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 20, 2026

The demon knocks and he screams my name "Open the door and meet your fate" The wood breaks and my heart does too An evil presence passes through me I'm losing all perception I lost my fucking mind I let the tears fall out And swallow what's left of my pride With a knife in my hand, my heart will be crossed With a knife in my hand, my heart will be crossed An evil heretic will find his life lost Your name on my wrist, I start to emboss Always and forever, my love will be dossed Fiend, you fiend, you took away from me My love, my life, my pride, you took away my everything Watch, as now you'll see the crimson flood Let's see you laugh with a mouth full of blood Laugh as you die, I'll laugh as you die Your blood, as it froths, it stings in my eye I thrust and I thrust but still you're not dead I can't stop the madness that dwells in my head With a knife in my hand, my heart will be crossed An evil heretic will find his life lost Your name on my wrist, I start to emboss Always and forever, my love will be dossed With a knife in my hand, my heart will be crossed An evil heretic will find his life lost Your name on my wrist, I start to emboss Always and forever, my love will be dossed Revenge tastes just like deficiency My perception acts with latency Who did I kill, who did I kill? Forgive myself? I never fucking will

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 20, 2026

"I see the moonlight hit her skin As if trying to shed light on her morbidity I pretend her eyes are fixated on me But they're fixated on nothing They're dull and lifeless just like the night itself But why does it feel like I've lost you long ago? Why does it feel like this stagnant emotion Has carried me forever?" Her pupils getting wider by the seconds Are getting duller as the reaper beckons her She lets it in; one last breath And holds it in, waiting for death Try to ignore the pain We'll never kiss again, we'll never kiss again Trying to hide my shame I tell her it's alright; it's just a bad night Choking as you start to cry, let me look you in your eyes Everything around me dies, so darling, rest your head The blood, it stings my eyes, and so I watch you die You deserve eternal peace, but death, it comes in threes First my love, then my pride, then my fucking self Try living life with your heart on a shelf I've killed my love and my pride, now I'll kill myself I've murdered all the fucking love that I felt Try to ignore the pain Try to ignore the pain We'll never kiss again, we'll never kiss again Trying to hide my shame I tell her it's alright; it's just a bad night Try to ignore the pain We'll never kiss again, we'll never kiss again Trying to hide my shame I tell her it's alright; it's just a bad night My love, my mind played tricks on me My eyes can't believe what they see My love, my love, don't make a sound My eyes, they say you're dead on the ground Try to ignore the pain We'll never kiss again, we'll never kiss again Trying to hide my shame I'll never see you again, 'cause I'm a very bad man

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 20, 2026

God above frowning down on me As  I try to hide her body where no one else can see Down  in the basement, where no one will know But they might tell from the sorrow I show Stitch a motherfucking mask on my face And  rid myself from the setting where this all took place My  love's supposed to be with me forever But I can't even remember all the skin that I've severed Pale  eyes solemnly staring at me Pale skin, turning green Blood dried to the sides of her lips Dependent lividity setting in on her hips I  can't live my life With her's lost in the basement I can't use my eyes After what they've seen "Turn around", what's that sound, who is watching me? I'll be protected by the devil watching over me All the guilt setting in, with an empty brain The lifelessness in her eyes will drive me insane Hell below has a spot for me For my kill, for my penance and my apathy Heaven above will reject my plea For forgiveness and sanity "Turn around", what's that sound, who is watching me? I'll be protected by the devil watching over me All the guilt setting in, with an empty brain The lifelessness in her eyes, I want to feel her pain It's really happening; here's your eternal bed It's really happening; my love, now rest your head It's really happening; here's your eternal bed It's really happening; forever fucking with my head "My knees become weak as I fall to the floor My acquiescence of finally putting her body to rest Has left me in utter turmoil Nobody is watching me, nobody is after me The only two presences in this room is myself and my guilt What would have been three has exited the room hastily Her soul has been disconnected from her body Much like my sanity"

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 20, 2026

Lie down with me one more time I'm not okay and I'm not fine I miss the feel of your body on mine I miss my hands running down your spine Love has fooled me again And this time it's far worse than it's ever been Four hours feel like years Red eyes, soaked in tears With red eyes I swallow my pride I kiss you softly goodbye Laid with you once, now I'll lay you to rest The best I can in your bloody white dress I never pictured this in my head I see the white as it fades into red I see you lying, so I rest my head Upon your body that's cold and dead Too blind to see through what would happen next Too distracted by the fix to understand the debt Oh my God, I'm my own disaster Breathing in, choking on the pain that I've studied in length But I never thought I'd feel its sting There's no hiding my sins No vision to peace and death There's no holding this in Eternal regret Laid with you once now I'll lay you to rest The best I can in your bloody white dress I never pictured this in my head I see the white as it fades into red I see you lying, so I rest my head Upon your body that's cold and dead My hands, they tremble as they wipe off the blood That has dried to the surface of your cold white flesh I want to close my eyes and put you to rest But the guilt that's on my conscience is stained all over your dress Withdraw my misery From all the pain and sorrow all of this is causing me I won't forget you I loved you once and I love you still I always have and I always will Laid with you once now I'll rest my head Upon the surface of where you have bled I loved you once and I love you still I always have and I always will Laid with you once now I'll rest my head Upon your body that's cold and dead Laid with you once now I'll lay you to rest The best I can in your bloody white dress I never pictured this in my head I see the white as it fades into red I see you lying, so I rest my head Upon your body that's cold and dead Upon your body that's cold and dead

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 20, 2026

It was a dark, cold night when I saw her face I swear to God, I thought she'd left this place She had a deathwish from the moment she was born But I see her right in front of me and now I'm torn She's not like I remember at all The way she carries herself; I've never felt so small I notice now, she starts to sway left to right Just like the way she left the fucking world that night What am I supposed to do When I see a ghost in front of me? I guess it's true That I'm just fucked up in the head 'Cause I see in front of me someone that's supposed to be dead I see in front of me Somebody that's supposed to be dead I see in front of me Somebody that's supposed to be dead Then I feel the cold in my head as it suffocates Peripherals are blurred and my pupils dilate My lungs constricted and my knees are weak I feel a morbid presence as it touches my cheek White Lady, please spare me Let the light in my eyes leave swiftly Oh spirit, I feel it For the love of fucking God, release it Feel something, feel something I try to scream but instead, there's nothing I'm sorry, I'm sorry I have to let you go

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 20, 2026

Do you believe in love that has died? She beckons me, but what do I find? "Jump, my love, I swear that you'll fly Meet me at the top of the sky Jump, my darling, don't look down You're a long way from the ground" What am I waiting for? One more step off this ledge and I'm closer to you What am I thinking for? Every second on this ledge is a second without you One step closer to sanity One death closer to empathy One jump closer, so no one catch me One decision closer to altruistic demise I'm gonna jump for the reason above To be with the one that I love "Altitude overwhelms me As solitude and euphoria fill what's left of my heart My eyes set out on the horizon But my ears are set out on obeying the beckoning Of the beguiling voice ringing inside of my ears It rings until I cannot feel fear anymore" ("Jump my love") "Jump my love, it'll all be over with one more step ("Jump my love") No more pain, no more agony ("Jump my love") No more living the immense guilt That you have inflicted upon yourself ("Jump my love") Jump my love, I swear that you'll die" "Jump my love, I swear that you'll fly Meet me at the top of the sky" Right before I fall from the edge They pull me back from the ledge

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 20, 2026

Chin to my knees, wrists interlocked I'm rocking back and forth, I'm trapped in my thoughts They hit me just like the cognizance Of how I killed my lover and I have no defense Chin to my knees, wrists interlocked I'm rocking back and forth, I'm trapped in my thoughts Lurking like a venomous snake, they grasp onto my throat Somehow with bloodshot eyes, it feels like I've been left afloat So someone fix me, make me new with clay and mud Anti-tremor medication surging through my blood Claustrophobic, I am so sick I have manic depressive symptoms of a schizophrenic Need a medic, I'm emphatic Of how I need to rid this memory from my head Claustrophobic, I am so sick I have manic depressive symptoms of a schizophrenic Need a medic, I'm emphatic Of how I need to rid this memory from my head The pain and hatred Will always be something I remember forever And ever and after Everybody’s screaming, they're sounding the alarms They take away sharp objects so I can't cut my arms They tell me that I'm impulsive 'cause I'm a fucking mess I shut my eyes and picture her body in that bloody dress "Are you okay?", what do you say? "Thank you, doctor, for the pills that you gave me today" Voices like the walls, in my head, in the halls The doctors and delusions, I can't even think at all The pain and hatred Will always be something I The pain and hatred Will always be something I remember forever And ever and after Voices like the walls, in my head, in the halls The doctors and delusions, I can't even think at all They're closing in on me now and I can't breathe I want to be alone but they'll never, ever leave Voices like the walls, in my head, in the halls The doctors and delusions, I can't even think at all They're closing in on me now and I can't fucking breathe I want to be alone but they'll never, ever leave

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 20, 2026

Free me from the dark in my head 'Cause it's preventing me from seeing red I can't tell who I am anymore Somebody tell me 'cause I'm not so sure Emptiness is the victim of pain Killing me loudly like the sorrow and pain I'm feeling darkness, I'm feeling death I taste the blood from our last kiss on my breath Was it the pain in my eyes That lead me to this misery? Was it the look of your death From your head down to your feet? Or was it something I did That made me regret the life that I've lived? And tell me, please, do you hate me too? Do you hate me for the things that I do? I see a face in the distance, of who I'm trying to be It was the lust of a vixen that took control over me And now I feel all the blackness, it washes all over me See the light in the darkness, of who I'm not supposed to be Fuck Thank you, mother, for the pain that you inflicted For hiding all my sanity and making me a victim I've tried it all before but it doesn't seem to help The fact that I'm alone makes me hate my fucking self I see a face in the distance, of who I'm trying to be It was the lust of a vixen that took control over me And now I feel all the blackness, it washes all over me See the light in the darkness, of who I'm not supposed to How could she let me bear this fucking disease? How could she be so suffocating? I feel her presence, it lingers within It dwells inside me, closer than I've ever been "My mind cannot even begin to fathom the abhorrent information That was disclosed this dreadful night My lover is not my lover and therefore I am not myself My sanity is elsewhere, my hope is failing And the trust of my own kin is non-existent Why I was not debriefed on this deception Is beyond my wildest imagination I throw myself to the mercy of fate Live or die, it is no longer my choice"

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 20, 2026

Forsaken, I'm broken My  desire to take away these demons in my mind I'm  calling for your name But I can only catch a silhouette of your smile I've told you many times before I've  always had the answers for The  pain and suffering The lies you told, the pain I'm in I  told you I would take you there Away from all your frights and fears Forget your misery But the seasons change so rapidly I'm  taking one last look At your picture, slowly fading in the fire I'm staring at your name But there's a silence that looms inside of me, at your grave It's like I just forgot to breathe It sucks the life right out of me I've lost before but now I'm sure You aren't the girl I thought you were Two years have passed and all I see Your shadow always haunting me Forget my misery 'Cause my feelings change so rapidly I've contemplated this before You took my hand and said, "No more" You took my eyes so I can't see You filled my lungs, so now I breathe The dust and death beside your grave As if it wasn't enough to save Your life so many times I've contemplated this before You took my hand and said, "No more" You took my eyes so I can't see You filled my lungs, so now I breathe The dust and death beside your grave As if it wasn't enough to save Your life so many times So you stabbed me in the back and I had to watch you die

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 20, 2026

I wake up and I'm sitting upon the edge of a chair with no light to shine My  eyes adjust to the darkness and feel for a sign My  arms are locked in close and I can't feel a thing I clench my jaw till my face starts to sting (Decisions, decisions, you've got one more to make) (Just  one more life for you to selfishly take) I'm  just an empty host, watch as I fall (I fall) She's just a vixen, conning me to end it all Take  me, leave me out to dry Be my aggressor, tell me not to cry Heaven turn me into a thrall Give me the courage to end it all Time  begins to haunt me as I focus on, the depths of the click The clock hands wrap around my neck To show me all, the pain I inflict Please tell me if you lived Would you say that it's true? Would you still love me as the mother Or the lover I once knew? She's just too real to me She's just a fucking dream She rests, inside of my mouth And makes me bite my tongue, the blood comes rushing out Draining, draining, the blood drains away Dying, dying, I'm dying today Feeling, feeling, I'm feeling alive Devil, devil, I give you my life Take me, leave me out to dry Be my aggressor, tell me not to cry Heaven turn me into a thrall Give me the courage to end it all Take me, leave me out to dry Be my aggressor, tell me not to cry Heaven turn me into a thrall Give me the courage to end it all (Darkness overtakes the room) (No sight, no sound, nobody) (As I perspire I feel the cold chill of sweat slide down my body slicing me like a frozen blade) (The room, although enclosed gains the presence of a frigid wind nearing me) (It's grim, it's deathly, it's beautiful) (My tongue rests between my teeth as I hesitate to lock my jaw shut) (The frigid presence wraps around me like motherly apathy) (Clench your jaw shut, it will all be over soon) (No more pain, no more agony) (No more living with the immense guilt, that I have inflicted on you) (Do it my son, I swear that you'll die)

Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 20, 2026