Sick
I found my vice I found my vice It lives in a bottle, and wants me to die I found my vice I found my vice It lives in a bottle, and wants me to die But I want to be alive! Go! God, I want to call You my Father I'm sick of drinking my life away I can't remember anything This isn't fun anymore My body's glued to the floor When did my King start living inside a glass bottle? I'm dying, I'm done lying to myself If I'm living, it's inside a hollow shell My stomach is bleeding But I'm still drinking A hole inside me is now more than a metaphor I guess a bottle can't save my life I guess a bottle can't tame my mind This is my reward, a barely beating heart But I still lie to myself, I always lie to myself My hands are in the air, and, God, I hope You're there Because I can't make it myself, I'll never make it myself Standing up just to fall back down Screaming nonsense to hear the sound It doesn't matter if nobody's around I'll hit the bottom just to feel the ground Substance therapy, never set me free Substance therapy, never set me free I guess a bottle can't save my life I guess a bottle can't tame my mind I guess a bottle can't save my life I guess a bottle can't tame my mind This is my reward, a barely beating heart But I still lie to myself, I always lie to myself My hands are in the air, and, God, I hope You're there Because I can't make it myself, I'll never make it myself I don't know about you, but I'm admitting now that I have a problem I have a problem I have a problem I have a problem I have a problem
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 27, 2026
Go be the voice of God Go live the life putting death to shame Go be the voice of God Go live the life putting death to shame I wasn't force fed what I think And I don't care if you think I'm brainwashed for what I believe But it sure wasn't from people reminding me That I'm still a failure every Sunday morning It's my fault, it's always my fault Every time I have a problem that can't be solved It's my fault, it's always my fault Every time I have a problem that can't be solved Go be the voice of God Go live the life putting death to shame Go be the voice of God Go live the life putting death to shame Tell me I've made progress All I want is to make you proud Are the lungs in my chest still working Because sometimes I want to shout where's my savior now? Life and death is all perspective Life and death is all perspective Let's go! Just don't give up, it's not worth it Life and death is a matter of perspective Give in, you know it's your purpose Even if you know you'll never deserve it Go be the voice of God Go live the life putting death to shame Go be the voice of God Go live the life putting death to shame Tell me I've made progress All I want is to make you proud Are the lungs in my chest still working Because sometimes I want to shout where's my savior now? Tell me I've made progress All I want is to make you proud Are the lungs in my chest still working Because sometimes I want to shout where's my savior now? God where are you, God where are you now? There's no substance, nothing's real anymore But I'm still swinging, fighting like never before Go be the voice of God Go live the life putting death to shame Go be the voice of God Go live the life putting death to shame Go be the voice of God Go live the life putting death to shame Go be the voice of God Go live the life putting death to shame
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 27, 2026
When did it get so hard to listen? When did my ears go numb? Maybe if thinking followed speaking I'd understand my native tongue Pick your poison Call your burdens Pick your poison Ignore your purpose We don't want to live if we have to give up our comfort (Whoa-oh) The problem isn't you, it's trusting in one another (Whoa-oh) Why don't we think the same When our opinions change? I know what I want, and I want no one This is the same old song and dance Crying out, give me another chance It's pretty hard for me to learn my lesson When I push the limits until I'm barely breathing Pick your poison Call your burdens Pick your poison Ignore your purpose I'm not useless, I'm not useless We don't want to live if we have to give up our comfort (Whoa-oh) The problem isn't you, it's trusting in one another (Whoa-oh) Why don't we think the same When our opinions change? I know what I want, and I want no one I'm not useless I'm just the king of excuses
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 27, 2026
1, 2, 3, 4! I'm in love with the end of my rope Ripping apart what I'll never sow I'm alive somewhere deep in my soul But it's a light that refuses to glow Stay in the boat, stay in the boat And keep your voices down Stay in the boat, stay in the boat Stay in the boat, keep your voices down Our words will outlast our minds Our scars will outlast our lives Our words will outlast our minds Our scars will outlast our lives We're all alone in the end of it all Screaming out for the pain to stop Forgive me, forget me I swear I'm not worth your time Keep your eyes peeled, keep your ears peeled For the end of the world Keep your eyes peeled, keep your ears peeled For the end of the world Our words will outlast our minds Our scars will outlast our lives Our words will outlast our minds Our scars will outlast our lives Set my tongue on fire Set my tongue on fire Set my tongue on fire Set my tongue on fire Set me on fire
Submitted by NecroGod — Feb 27, 2026