Disgusting
Am I the son, in or out of law? How many chances do I get before my head explodes? What's going on? What's going on? When I look into the mirror, there's another gun What's going on? What's going on? When I look into the mirror, there's another gun When I tell you I'll be fine I still want you by my side Please just try to read between the lines Where's my comfort in the undefined? Please just try to read between the lines I hate you If I'm your son, do you hear my call? Even if everything I touch will slowly turn to stone What's going on? What's going on? When I look into the mirror, there's another gun What's going on? What's going on? When I look into the mirror, there's another gun When I tell you I'll be fine I still want you by my side Please just try to read between the lines Where's my comfort in the undefined? Please just try to read between the lines What is the poison inside of me? The sickness in my head Put me to sleep while I find a cure for the sickness in my head We are the sons We are the daughters The generation of disorder We are the sons We are the daughters The generation of disorder Go! What is the poison inside of me? The sickness in my head When I tell you I'll be fine I still want you by my side Please just try to read between the lines Where's my comfort in the undefined? Please just try to read between the lines
Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 27, 2026
One life, one decision One life, one decision One life, one decision Make sure it ends with you still living 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, go! How does it feel at the bottom of the barrel? All your friends don't care, no your friends don't care at all How does it feel at the bottom of the barrel? All your friends don't care, no your friends don't care at all Rejected, rejected You're never gonna be the one respected Infected, infected This is the way that every life has ended You know, this life will swallow you whole You know, this life will swallow you whole If I could set the clocks back I wouldn't be headed for a body bag One life and one decision Make sure it ends with you still living Feel like I'm on the fast track to laying face down from a heart attack One life and one decision Make sure it ends with you still living Make sure it ends with you still living One life, one decision One life, one decision One life, one decision Make sure it ends with you still living You're never gonna touch the surface I sure hope it's worth it You can lie to everybody around you But you can't lie to the hole inside you You know, this life will swallow me whole You know, this life will swallow me whole If I could set the clocks back I wouldn't be headed for a body bag One life and one decision Make sure it ends with you still living Feel like I'm on the fast track to laying face down from a heart attack One life and one decision Make sure it ends with you still living Make sure it ends with you still living One life, one decision One life, one decision One life, one decision Make sure it ends with you still living If I could set the clocks back I wouldn't be headed for a body bag One life and one decision Make sure it ends with you still living Feel like I'm on the fast track to laying face down from a heart attack One life and one decision Make sure it ends with you still living Make sure it ends with you still living Make sure it ends with you still living Make sure it ends with you still living
Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 27, 2026
Woah-oah-oh-ohhhh-oh-oh Woah-oah-oh-oaahhhh Woah-oah-oh-ohhhh-oh-oh Woah-oah-oh-oaahhhh Life just sucks when all you know is the bottom It's not your choice, there's no escaping it Get up and run as far as you can Head to higher ground while there's a chance to live Don't run away, run away, runaway Don't run away, run away, runaway (Run!) Up on the mountain I see down below It's easy to lose yourself I know Can't hear what you're shouting, I'm deaf to your show It's easy to lose your self control Everybody gets high, everybody gets low Life can be such overdose Up on the mountain I see down below It's easy to lose yourself I know In the in between Life's so dark when everyday is a struggle Why go out and see the world on fire Don't let your mindset become what controls you Speak right now and make the choice to grow Don't run away, run away, run away Don't run away, run away (Run!) Up on the mountain I see down below It's easy to lose yourself I know Can't hear what you're shouting, I'm deaf to your show It's easy to lose your self control Everybody gets high, everybody gets low Life can be such overdose Up on the mountain I see down below It's easy to lose yourself I know In the in between (Oh!) (In the in between) I won't let pain get in my way I can't have silence claiming me We have strength in numbers, strength in numbers To get us through the day No compromises to be made This is a war we're gonna win We have strength in numbers, strength in numbers To get us through the day (Up on the mountain I see down below It's easy to lose yourself I know) Can't hear what you're shouting, I'm deaf to your show It's easy to lose your self control Everybody gets high, everybody gets low Life can be such overdose Up on the mountain I see down below It's easy to lose yourself I know In the in between Woah-oah-oh-ohhhh-oh-oh Woah-oah-oh-oaahhhh (In the in between) Woah-oah-oh-ohhhh-oh-oh Woah-oah-oh-oaahhhh (In the in between!)
Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 27, 2026
It's dark, it's cold My mind is not my home It's dark, it's cold My mind is not my home It makes me sick to know I have voices in my head I lost my mind before I knew what it meant to be sane Give me more time When did I cross the line? I want a reason I want an answer I want a reason someday I want a reason I want an answer I want a reason now I want a reason I want an answer I want a reason someday I want a reason I want an answer I want a reason now How am I standing here? How am I standing here? What is the message? What are the chances that I'll be living tomorrow? There is progression I'm still standing here (I'm still standing here) I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt (I'm still standing here) I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt (I'm still standing here) Sickness and business don't mix as well as you'd think Freedom and wisdom I need you to keep me clean Give me new life This noose is getting way too tight I want a reason I want an answer I want a reason someday I want a reason I want an answer I want a reason now I want a reason I want an answer I want a reason someday I want a reason I want an answer I want a reason now But I'm still standing here But I'm still standing here What is the message? What are the chances that I'll be living tomorrow? There is progression I'm still standing here (I'm still standing here) I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt (I'm still standing here) I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt (I'm still standing here) Relapse, relapsing Relapse, relapsing Detox, detoxing Detox, detoxing I've gotta be better than this What is the message? What are the chances that I'll be living tomorrow? There is progression I'm still standing here (I'm still standing here) I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt (I'm still standing here) I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt (I'm still standing here) Relapse, relapsing Relapse, relapsing Detox, detoxing Detox, detoxing I've gotta be better than this
Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 27, 2026
Pick up the pieces Fix my diseases Pick up the pieces Fix my diseases Go! I'm tied down to my bed Wanna get out but I can't commit Dead spirit, dead spirit Lethargic, lethargic Wake me Wake me up, get me out Shake me Shake me till my neck breaks Hit me Put your fist in my chest Give me CPR before I'm dead Pick up the pieces Fix my diseases Pick up the pieces Fix my disease Staring at the ground while I'm walking lately Haven't seen the sun in a week and it's killing me Depression has its grip, trying to keep me sick Medicated but still not thinking freely I haven't eaten in a week and it's killing me There's a darkness in my soul but I will never be controlled No, I'll never be controlled! Ignorance is, Ignorance is Ignorance is bliss, isn't it? Ignorance is, Ignorance is Ignorance is bliss, isn't it? When your house is empty They moved out, they moved on But you don't even notice 'Cause you're busy being dead in your room Wake me Wake me up, get me out Shake me Shake me till my neck breaks Hit me Put your fist in my chest Give me CPR before I'm dead Pick up the pieces Fix my diseases Pick up the pieces Fix my disease Staring at the ground while I'm walking lately Haven't seen the sun in a week and it's killing me Depression has its grip, trying to keep me sick Medicated but still not thinking freely I haven't eaten in a week and it's killing me There's a darkness in my soul but I will never be controlled Oh no, I'm not one of your demons Oh no, I'm not one of your demons Oh no, I'm not one of your demons Oh no, I'm not one of your demons No, I'm not one of your demons Ignorance is, Ignorance is Ignorance is bliss, isn't it? Ignorance is, Ignorance is Ignorance is bliss, isn't it?
Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 27, 2026
I found my vice I found my vice It lives in a bottle, and wants me to die I found my vice I found my vice It lives in a bottle, and wants me to die But I want to be alive! Go! God, I want to call You my Father I'm sick of drinking my life away I can't remember anything This isn't fun anymore My body's glued to the floor When did my King start living inside a glass bottle? I'm dying, I'm done lying to myself If I'm living, it's inside a hollow shell My stomach is bleeding But I'm still drinking A hole inside me is now more than a metaphor I guess a bottle can't save my life I guess a bottle can't tame my mind This is my reward, a barely beating heart But I still lie to myself, I always lie to myself My hands are in the air, and, God, I hope You're there Because I can't make it myself, I'll never make it myself Standing up just to fall back down Screaming nonsense to hear the sound It doesn't matter if nobody's around I'll hit the bottom just to feel the ground Substance therapy, never set me free Substance therapy, never set me free I guess a bottle can't save my life I guess a bottle can't tame my mind I guess a bottle can't save my life I guess a bottle can't tame my mind This is my reward, a barely beating heart But I still lie to myself, I always lie to myself My hands are in the air, and, God, I hope You're there Because I can't make it myself, I'll never make it myself I don't know about you, but I'm admitting now that I have a problem I have a problem I have a problem I have a problem I have a problem
Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 27, 2026
Sitting alone in my basement again Staring at the screen thinking what comes next I've been at this for days but the nights are worse The key's in my head but my mind is cursed Where's the moment of divine intervention Where's the moment of divine inspiration I'm saying, I'm yelling I'm screaming this at myself One more song Give me one more song To free my head, I need sound alone One more song Give me one more song To be content in this life unknown Patience is no longer a virtue I have I try to find emotion from my broken past Tossing and turning is what got me here Maybe sleep deprivation has kept my conscience clear Where's the moment with an ounce of salvation Where's the moment where I feel re-creation I'm saying, I'm yelling I'm screaming this at myself One more song Give me one more song To free my head, I need sound alone One more song Give me one more song To be content in this life unknown Please understand me I'm breathing, not living I wanna know if my soul's worth saving Please understand me I'm breathing, not living I wanna know if my soul's worth saving I wanna know if my soul's worth saving One more song Give me one more song To free my head, I need sound alone One more song Give me one more song To be content in this life unknown
Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 27, 2026
Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh-oh Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh-oh Ah! If there's a problem then go and fix it It's such a simple phrase but I can't grasp it I lay awake at night With the fear of dying if I close my eyes What's the point of existence With this incurable sickness Just show me the door Give me a place to rest What I would give to sleep my life away I'd never feel alone again And yet it's still the same when I'm dreaming Cause at the end of the day it's just me in my own head It's just me in my own head It's just me in my own head I may never know Just how deep the rabbit hole goes Medication won't solve it But I guess it's a solution till I find the true culprit What's the point of existence With this incurable sickness Just show me the door Give me a place to rest What I would give to sleep my life away I'd never feel alone again And yet it's still the same when I'm dreaming Cause at the end of the day it's just me in my own head It's just me in my own head It's just me in my own head It's just me It's just me It's just me What I would give to sleep my life away I'd never feel alone again And yet it's still the same when I'm dreaming, it's just me It's just me What I would give to sleep my life away I'd never feel alone again And yet it's still the same when I'm dreaming Cause at the end of the day it's just me in my own head It's just me in my own head It's just me in my own head It's just me in my own head At the end of the day it's just me
Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 27, 2026
Go ahead and keep it, go ahead and keep it Go ahead and keep your American dream Go ahead and keep it, go ahead and keep it Go ahead and keep your American dream Can you go the distance? I don't wanna see Can you make a future, without maturity I'm doing fine as far as I can see So go ahead and keep your American dream I wanna live my life to the fullest Make the most out of being young And when I'm laying down on my deathbed I'll be proud of every story told Go ahead and keep it, go ahead and keep it Go ahead and keep your American dream Have you had the same mentality since you were just a kid? Can you ever face reality growing up so quick? It's either hard at work, or hardly working at all (At all) It's either hard at work, or hardly working at all (At all) I don't wanna purchase what you're selling Please will you accept my written apology Listen close to the words I say When I'm old and I'm deaf you'll still be hearing me I have one life to live, and I want true happiness I have one life to live, and I want true happiness Go ahead and keep it, go ahead and keep it Go ahead and keep your American dream Have you had the same mentality since you were just a kid? Can you ever face reality growing up so quick? It's either hard at work, or hardly working at all (At all) It's either hard at work, or hardly working at all (At all) Go ahead and keep it, go ahead and keep it Go ahead and keep your American dream Go ahead and keep it, go ahead and keep it Go ahead and keep your American dream Yeah, yeah! Go ahead and keep your American dream Go ahead and keep it, go ahead and keep it Go ahead and keep your American dream Go ahead and keep it, go ahead and keep it Go ahead and keep your American dream Have you had the same mentality since you were just a kid? Can you ever face reality growing up so quick? It's either hard at work, or hardly working at all (At all) It's either hard at work, or hardly working at all (At all) Go ahead and keep it, I will never need it Go ahead and keep it, I will never need it Go ahead and keep it, I will never need it Go ahead and keep your American dream
Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 27, 2026
1, 2, 3, 4! Pick it up! Pick it up, yeah! Oh! This is not the way life is supposed to be lived You're a joke! You're a sick, sick joke! The way you claim to love it just makes me sick You're a joke! You're a sick, sick joke! Stay sheltered off in your prison I'm gonna make my own decisions I'll shout the truth at the top of my lungs I'll never live like you I'll never live like you! I'll never live like you! You started a war, now! This is a war, now! You started a war, now! So you're getting a war! Yeah! Will you ever wrap your head around this Will you ever wrap your head around this Sin does not define us Sin will not control us Sin does not define us Sin will never control us Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Sin does not define us Sin will never control us
Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 27, 2026
Remember the time you said "Son, it'll be alright"? Remember the time you said "Son, it will be just fine"? Well, I'm waiting for the day that my mind says it's had enough And I pray that day comes soon so I can finally feel loved I just wanna feel loved I just wanna feel loved Remember the time I said "God, I'm ready to die"? Remember the time I said "God, just take my life"? Remember that time that I cried every single night? And every thought about myself was out of spite Sick joke, sick joke, that's all I'll ever be to anyone Sick joke, sick joke, that's all you'll ever be to anyone I'm nothing but sick and disgusting I'm nothing but sick and disgusting God, I don't know if I'll ever be ready to die God, I'm too much of a coward to give You my life And I know that I'm still gonna cry every single night But if You want me, I'm gonna stay here And fight till You say "Son, your heart is mine" God, God Dad, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting Daddy, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting Dad, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting Dad, I don't wanna be sick and disgusting
Submitted by Warbringer — Feb 27, 2026