Journey To Your Agony

You think you know me But you haven’t read a single letter in me I am a lost ancient book for you But you don’t want to know me better I know all of your lies about me But in this way you cannot match me You are only one of the crowd swamped with waste So let me alone, don’t spread your lie-filled speeches on me That’s the reason I will not die I will stand, maybe fall I am living the only way I can live on my own I know everything about you But I will not match you with these mindless things I could tell you something about me But then I have to shoot you down Shot you down Shot you down Shot you down Shot you down I want to kill you because of your stupid mind I want to spread some of my intense aggression I want to have a genocide, killing those you know You want to persuade me You want to torment me You want to kill me You wanna see me dead You want to kill me because I go my own way I don’t listen to your dissimulated opinions I never listen to you

Submitted by BloodShrine — Jun 22, 2026

There is a feeling inside of me I cannot describe There is a feeling inside of me I can’t say whence it came - Hate and Pain Feeling Hate – Feeling Pain Spreading Pain – Earning Hate I will feel pain in every way I can imagine Hating myself for not being able to feel fear I don’t know why - I have nothing to fear All threads are woven – Woven by norns of the north Standing here, alone in lines Waiting for the end of the day Here I am now, looking forward to the norn’s wish Hit by one, feeling pain, fears touch me - Hate and Pain Still standing on the end of the day Don’t know – Should I laugh or cry I am lost in this place but still alive I don’t know why - I have nothing to fear All threads are woven – woven by norns of the north Never see the lights again Only my fears that I will see it all again Are holding me still in reality

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

Dying breathless on death’s bed Gasping for air, kissed by an angel’s breath Or some kind of living dead And from now until the end Missing everything of my other life I am staring down at intimate feelings Desires after something unknown Until the black rose is welking Why do I see the invisible man Standing among my own demons Waiting for an endless light – In vain Losing my belief in being saved Falling down screaming, reaching for the open hand Vanishing before my inner eyes Salvation blown away Dissolving all my dreams Salvation blown away Dying until the next invasion Cold and empty, filled with my own agony Unleashing the demons from my soul Falling into the darkness to tame my blame

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

I am the worst enemy of myself Hunting things I shouldn’t see Seeing things better unseen forever But no way, no chance to hide - I will see Spreading words, spreading feelings No thoughts behind, only this moment is important Hurting so many beings with only one word I have destroyed pictures drawn by someone Destroyed only for one moment in another world Every minute, every second so emotional Feeling words, feeling thoughts Touching, smelling, hurting Too many expectations, still hurting Millions of bullets are hitting me Shot from an endless long fireline I saw them all coming to me But I just stood and waited Now I lay on the soil Drenched with my own blood, this moment is my very last Feeling nothing, only freedom Still tasting and smelling her Her blood her lips, her sweat and tears My bloody skin

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

My Fears, these are my fears Which no one should ever have My Life, this is my Life In Fear but there is A request Can this be real, is this our life Blind passengers in a world of fire Stormy flames blazing from our hearts And we burn like tinder My fears, these are my fears I have realised, we will forever be immobilized Do you think this is Utopia? But why are we just standing and watching them tormenting us This means oppression Books burning, leaders speaking Brother fights brother Are you sure you want to do this? These are our jails, made with our own apathy I have realised, we will forever - be immobilized Do you think this could be real But this is the Land Where nothing is true and nobody is - free My Fears, these are my fears Which never should become true

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

I am a slave to a god which doesn’t exist I am a victim celebrating the false faith Who can show me true belief? Back to nothing To the same old song Back to nowhere Falling into self destruction I am forcing me to whip myself Keeping my demons within bounds of renouncement But they are breaking their chains apart There is no escape for me Generations of bloody wartime Raging hordes of Fire and Death Kidnapped and tortured, standing in pain Kidnapped and tortured, first time being free Back into darkness To my private hell Back to the victims Of my Armageddon I am forcing me to whip myself Keeping my demons within bounds of renouncement But they are breaking their chains apart There is no escape from my dark secrets Dark Secrets

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

My hate is fuelled straight from my heart Energy from the depths of my soul Destroyed illusions – Total confusion My dead heart is crying Murdered by lies from the voted ones Who wants to decide it again Decisions for thousands Done by one figure in the front Nothing will change Until the sun burns out The great commanders Never seen, but still here Everbody knows but known by none Only lies have been told But none with shame A thousand lies for a dying world Decisions for thousands Done by one figure in the front Nothing will change Until the sun burns out

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

What we have learned about the past And what we think we know - nothing What we will do in our future And what we think we can decide Still now, we are the audience of our present What we think about the past Still now, we are the audience of our present And what is the reason Retrospect What we know and what we think And what we do and what we should Nobody can understand the past And it will never be the same But it is repeating, but it’s never the same What do we expect of the future But it is repeating, but it’s never the same And what is the reason Prospect Watch - where we are living Observe - how we live Check - for strengths Convince - get people to think

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

So many knives So many knives, so many lies So many lives, too many knives So when I live my faith will cry So when I die our souls will fly So when I am dead my lies will not die So when my lies die there are still thousands of knives Come a little bit closer - Don’t be afraid Come a little bit closer - Closer and listen to my lies Stay close I will stab you with my knives You’re lying close to my feet Look to the bloody ground around your white body Watch your soul fly away crying Stay away from me - Please be afraid Stay away from me - Never listen to my lies

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

I feel hate For those who think they know me You will never understand me Not a single piece of my insides Don’t try it, you will loose There couldn’t be a new beginning without an end No fun at this place, no hope is left No gold mine, no luck for me One dissapointment after the other Fighting hard for my cause, but in the end the fight is lost Another day, another way – One mistake and all is lost No feelings left, inside of me Now I only look after myself No inspirations, inside of me Now I only look after myself Chaotic thoughts in my mind Hate comes out of me, destroys me and all around me But next day everything will be the same There couldn’t be a new beginning without an end No fun at this place, no hope is left Full of Expectations, full of Inspiration Again one dissapointment after the other Stagnation – A word which never should be said Now it’s always in my thoughts, inside of me No new life without a complete end Seeing my inner weaknesses Seeing my mistakes and my faults Only the weak end their lives in self pity

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

You tried to build a wall beside and all around me You cannot build it high and fast enough for me When you are standing still I´m always on the run The journey ends but things remain the same You´ll never see the sun beneath the clouds cause this will be the journey to your agony if you don´t turn around

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026