AngelMaker (Instrumentals)
This track is instrumental.
This sickness never ends Constantly begging for air I suffocate under the weight I crave escape Aching lungs exposed my body festers full of toxins Filth is all I know Drained ‘till I'm bitter spent and strained These magnifications of pain Have cost me more than my dreams These aspirations decayed Leaving me insane I can no longer retain I can't take this anymore Agony’s always upon us Idle I deteriorate Snapping spines, cracking sternums This pressure crushing me Let the weight break me down if this is what I’m meant to be Pushing limitations of pain Through the psychical agony The signs behind I’ve never seen Where’d it go so fucking wrong? Reeking of cortisol I long for rest Begging to be washed clean Rid me of stress What has become of me? I long for rest Traumas so far from fading I can't fight this stress Damn this habitual disconnection I long for rest Taxing more than my soul and complexion I can't fight this Unending days enshrouded in torment I long for rest Heartstrings detuned and weary I cannot fight this
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Mar 28, 2026
I, in loneliness will wither away if I let the over bearing weight of the world consume me The future is as bright, as the city lights An empire of naught built upon a crown of rot Your masks cannot hide the strength in which you left to die Wasting precious time burnt alive Next thing you know you've pissed away your precious life The days of judgement draw near They will not pardon you When your thirsty and cold will you know what to do? Insurrection ensues and all you cry for is help You’ve failed to see the signs it’s time to pay for pain that’s dealt All we do is consume, expel and rot away We live our lives so blind, looming hell impending What do you stand for? Who does it benefit? Why endorse all the horrors of the innocent? Where are your calluses? Where is your composure? Choosing to filter love and overload with fear Who are we to blame for all the ways leading us into an age of ruin? Our forefathers blame theirs Passed the veils, the meagre ways will fail Fail us all Let our will determine who shall thrive or die I’m sickened by the cycle of the world surrounding me Slipping through the holes of my own insanity We, the purveyors of our own calamity Take a step back, is this what you want to be? How far do we go and at what cost? Fleeting fame feeding egos so lost We’re trapped inside a cage but the door is unlocked It’s thrive or die but at what cost? How long can we sustain these crimson ways? How far can we go before collapsing? Just listen to the world and all her agony Your lack of contribution utterly disgusts me Youʼll probably say Iʼm wrong You soon shall surely see An age of regress is written in prophecy Who are we to blame for all the ways leading us into an age of ruin? Our forefathers blame theirs Passed the veils, the meagre ways will fail Fail us all Let our will determine who shall thrive or die
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Mar 28, 2026
In death I am free One with the reaper, you and I forever now Burn away in darkened fury Break free from chains that bind us Burn in darkened fury Break free from chains that bind us Burn alive in darkened fury Embrace the endless misery If we’re going to burn Show me pain for what its worth Feel my rage until your grave As I’m burning now The only truth that I have found, is I am nothing but the ashes left behind We’ll devour Lend us your agony Leave behind the pressures and pain to which you’re holding on Release of pain the break of chains Inner hatred best let free In death I am free In death I am free
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Mar 28, 2026
Look into the eyes of a man infatuated with a plan To inflict torment, misery and agony from now until eternity I watch you plead on your knees begging me, it won't stop me Inflicting pain, it sets me free Lacerate, breaking bones, skinning flesh Pain and bliss, now entwined in coalesce You will lay on the ground begging and pleading “PLEASE STOP” But don’t you see suffering, it sets me free I’m so sorry but I’ve gone too far to let you be Hands wrapped tightly around the neck Choking Mouth of blood spills down your throat Gagging Breaking through the limitations of pain forever Writhing Pain is all that ever made sense to me It goes on and on and on for all the eye can see Endless misery becomes reality Humans crave pain Skinned alive, I promise to keep you breathing I’ll leave you awake, conscious with all feeling ENDLESS TORTURE There’s no healing only weeping from the lashing and the peeling Breaking bones that puncture flesh I want to see you beg for death Pray for release Suffer Miles from peace Forever Suffer forever This addiction to overwhelming hatred inflicting pain and ever lasting bloodshed Please excuse my lack of sanity Sadistically fulfilled bathing me in ecstasy I hold dear my wicked fantasies, revolting, vile, vicious, hostile tendencies And endless suffering awaits
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Mar 28, 2026
Ni! Pale light divine In crimson skies the stars align Fair love of mine, her lips I long to kiss tonight To the gathering by invitation turned to fire my heart’s desire Drenched in trepidations ankles weighed I slowly drown Down to the depths where the sun can never shine At the door, rose in hand To the depths, I descend with dread One deep breath and I enter Crowded halls full of wealth and splendour There she stands in the center, my rivals all around her Locking eyes I caught her gaze Heart sinks she turns away Closing in my adversaries surround me Beaten and bound My innocence is left unfound Primed to scorch amidst the ever crimson flames My love has turned for now I shall burn eternally Inversion's grim this eve Hollow thy being Hell conceived Empower thee in incantations of lord Satan I am reborn I return I feel the devil coursing inside me Unholy virtues flowing through my veins Now I can’t feel an ounce of pain revealing Endless possibilities within me Hands of darkened might to cast of lightning All around me skulls imploding Innocence torn away, gone All control, lost from here on There she stands, frozen in fear As we embrace, I vaporize my dear Now I walk forever in shame destined to kill full of rage Cloaked in degradation I hide my face Inversion's grim this eve Hollow thy being Hell conceived Empower thee in incantations of lord Satan I am reborn
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Mar 28, 2026
Light fades and I find myself With thoughts stained of desires unmet Immersed in gloom I long for you I long for you Frigid feelings fester For what seems like forever I long to escape Get me out I find myself stirring in state of melancholy Pulling me down by the weight of atrocities Leave me be with my hands of destruction The wake of understanding breaks upon the shores of calamity and slowly erodes for us all to see The cost of affliction Self inflicted constrictions I am bound by these restrictions Freeze internally Deep in misery Pain devours me Sleep eternally Clawing away Solitude consumes me Vacant of light Show me sun Radiant I shall become Radiant Show me sun Days in a simmering pain I spend Trying to decipher what’s real and pretend In circles of shame, alone I waste my days Yearning the time spent in the arms of another Counting the days since we’ve last seen each other I can’t erase the past I wish that love would last And now I know it’s too late to say sorry Drop In the moments that are fading I am feeling numb In the moments that are fading I am feeling numb We’re all screaming internally Eyes see right through my being Love will you please show me? Pressing onward to the setting sun My heart weeps to find someone Lonely nights hold me tenderly Left cold to wilt Show me sun
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Mar 28, 2026
Forward we stride with fear in our eyes Into the jaws of death Vanquishing brothers and fathers and sons of our conquerors Mortars and fire ignite like sunlight The sands stained of such blood Lead hails from above Trenches reeking of agony Unfathomable pain surrounds me Explosions of red Trapped in my head Brethren dead Endless carnage ahead Mangled corpses broken flesh Lead as rain from heaven sent Breach lines forward Razor wire torn This place is so godless Stories will tell how we fought this Willingly cast into the jaws of death Broken men battle through annihilation We answer with our guns razing through damnation Aim down your sights to bring our salvation Reigning our fire Mortars descend upon formidable foes TAKE COVER Pinning us down below our enemies Reigning their fire Heavy artillery blasting the beaches below INCOMING Shrouded in hell as you’re praying for peace SHOW THEM NO FEAR We have come to put an end to this genocide Surrounded, there’s nowhere left for you to fucking run Who’s going to save you now motherfuckers? Hoc Est Bellum Teeth break on every bash No face just pulp and mash I decimate, weeping wounds and dripping blood Clenching onto everything I’ve ever loved Ad Victorium We march on forever Forward into the next abyss A hell unfolding Into the jaws of death March forever onward, into the next abyss Willingly cast into the jaws of death Broken men battle through annihilation We answer with our guns razing through damnation Aim down your sights to bring our salvation
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Mar 28, 2026
I can’t help but tell myself that I wish I found out earlier Never could I have imagined how this could have happened to me… to us… to you… I keep sifting through questions vacant of answers Only to feel the sands of hope slipping through powerless fingers Dreams of grandeur lay in ruin, and everything that once was, will never be again How am I to pick up the pieces? I’ve grown distant I’ve become hollow Not a moment passes that I don’t beg to take your place I just can’t hold myself together anymore When alone I look in the mirror and I can’t even force a smile let alone breathe with ease How can I have the capacity to be when my heart’s in constant atrophy? Heartache is a lot more than it seems and why do I carry on? Well, I know it’s what you would have wanted but it’s hard to breathe when you’re gone I swear I’ll make you proud I’ll hold on I’ll miss our conversations and I’m sorry we couldn’t grow old together We will meet again even if it takes forever I won’t go cold nor will I slowly wither This isn’t fair, but I see the sun Coming to terms with our final farewell All has unwillingly come undone Dreaming away Floating free Visions of amber spilling grief We’ll dream again I won’t forget I’ll heal and mend I’ll find content Sunsets of golden rose Spirits dance beyond the cold You reside in the meadow of my memories in gleaming light Eternal glow Ethereal Gone with the tides Without the grace in which you gave I would have drowned, I would have caved Although you’re gone, you’re always here I’ll find my way and meet you there Thank you Things are better now I’m holding on I have so much to tell you when we meet again I know you’d be proud of me (I want you to know) I think about you all the time I miss you
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Mar 28, 2026
Go Conquer this world is mine I'll be pushing every step of the way and I’ll see it through that I'm endlessly Fighting my way through failure and flame Living for more than myself, I shall never let my will be tamed Stand firm and rise to your calling Stray far from weakness Hold your ground Lean into it Dig in your heels Bare your teeth This noose won't hang me Break free Take hold We lack the motivation to pursue the dreams in which we’re sold I won't let my world go cold Racing my heart and mind to seek the vibration that thrives in my divine being Fleeting, shining through in perishing light I loathe this malaise I can't live out my days knowing my spine is misaligned or a frame too frail to endure against the weight of time Push forever onward No excuses Onward through the storm to zenith No excuses Racing my heart and mind to seek the vibration that thrives in my divine being Fleeting, shining through in perishing light Rarely I ask Never I beg Often I collapse Always I rise again
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Mar 28, 2026
[Instrumental] [feat. Merzbow]
Submitted by MetalElf — Apr 18, 2026
It’s always one step forward then it’s two steps back In my head all I think about is death My suffering eternal, wounds infernal Misery keeps calling me, inflicting me, deeper and deeper Deeper and deeper, ecstatically eager I’m burning my body to set forth the reaper Suffocate in the black, a sanctitude of sick for me and you Crippling to the will of hatred No salvation to run to We all suffer in a cycle built and bound to claim us all Scraping through the agony we suffer so religiously Save me Devour me alive or just gut me with a knife Nothing I can do will ever rid you of my life Every breath is agony, and all I know is THERE’S NO WAY OUT It writhes its way in Left to rot alone again Shackled by the chains of my own disdain Misery my company, endless agony consumed by the wounds which inflict me Of all the wounds that cover me, none of them more burdening Than the hole in which the pain inside resides eternally Crawling in my skin Immeasurable torture Hollow heart Sunken and aching empty soul Devoid of hope My body is not whole Death stands in front of me Ridding me of all I see No more pain and misery The reapers gift has set me free Full of sin Iʼm pulling back my skin Tearing out my organs and exposing all the hate I’ve kept within Creeping, bleeding, seething, weeping Bury me alive, in a coffin full of knives Suffocating sickened cycles left me seeking out the scythe I yearn to feel peace once again Iʼd rather die than live like this
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Mar 28, 2026
Where did I go wrong? One last time and I swear that I’ll be rid off this One last time and I swear that I’ll be rid off this One last time and I swear that I’ll be rid off this One last fucking time I swear that I’ll be rid of this Poison, dissolving in madness I’m becoming my own worst enemy Aching, I scrape my fingers to the bone and I know I’m slipping off the fucking slope I follow the rabbit down the hole Chewed up and swallowed I am no longer whole The fear you’ll feel are the demons you buried inside A state of mind where you haven’t the choice to hide Face to face with the darkness you will earn your place Define your will or you will define disgrace I loved myself before I slipped And now I live with regret Fog of the abyss I’m much better than this Chaos reigns I follow the rabbit down the hole Chewed up and swallowed I am no longer whole The fear you'll feel are the demons you buried inside A state of mind where you haven’t the choice to hide Face to face with the darkness you will earn your place Define your will or you will define disgrace So lost, I cannot find my way No turning back, I’ve dug my own grave I had it all… I watched it burn, burn away This path I’ve paved is stained of hurt
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Mar 28, 2026
Plunging from zenith Spiraling ever so downward Oh, why do I hold on to this dismal feeling? Descending ever so downward I feel lost Reaching out through the dark Hoping for answers gone Every moment in ash The wick has burnt away There were moments burning bright that I hold on to tightly Now I stay awake and gnaw my wounds more than nightly And I can’t see what’s illuminated right in front of me With every shaky breath I lay awake in melancholy I lay in my dismay Another love now lost so pathetically Lacking the will to push Too weak to strive, to reach out for the light I’ve traced my tracks through the sands To find out where it all began, and if I could relive those times I would have burned brightly Resonating In a state of disillusion I’m constantly reaching for validation and evaluation to create a conclusion Desperation This never ending desire to know where I’m standing and I’m not forgetting the moments that I have been feeling cast down to this abyss to be dismissed of all my bliss and I, to my core know that I can be more Than this and I try to keep my soul so alive, but I dive ever so downward Stifling the call of my heart These shadows are draining me of my spark Choices I’ve made now tear me apart This mountain of mistakes I’ve made from the start has ever diminished my senses and spirit I sew my eyes shut, for the dark I revere it Bathed in failure I’m so full of missing pieces As I lay in my dismay I now have found, I’ve lost my way No conviction behind my every word No restriction to habits I’ve deemed so absurd I can’t feel I don’t know what is real anymore, and to my dying core I’m lost inside an eternal war
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Mar 28, 2026