Eugene

Thoughts just keep repeating inside this poisoned mind Thoughts of never healing from the wounds of time Pain my only pleasure my only truth from the lies of hope Pain all I remember all that I've felt was dead inside Time spent talking led to nothing I'm still hurting blood keeps spilling No more longing to feel something I'll be taking revenge on you Look at what you've done at what you've caused I must end your life Look how far it's gone all that you've done I will make my point Feel the part of me which was killed because of you Feel how you stole all that I loved my only joy in life Know the pain you caused the strife you made is what led to this Know I will not stop I will not sleep until I see your death Cloth is tied around your fucking mouth so no one hears you scream Slice into your gut I stab the organs and watch the blood spill from your eyes

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Jun 22, 2026

Cold still lifeless Wasted time pointless Feelings drained on hatred Culture destruction of higher consciousness Living amongst you destroyed me Selfish incompetent excuse for a human being I will make you pray for another day Godless I will take your life away Torment inflicted just as I had planned Watching the blood flow as I slice into your neck Your blood trickling down This blade carving your flesh Stabbing to numb my hate Fuck you - this is how it ends Your death will be my revenge I will release all I have First I stab inside your chest Once I start you'll regret what you've done

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Jun 22, 2026

At times when I reflect upon this life my thoughts are consumed by the hunger of despair Enshrouded by the echoes of a silent whisper This shadow reminds me I stand alone Now I face my visions of fear Slowly collapsing into the bleakest abyss Timeless unconscious void of any light Darkness eternal this place is now my home Glimpses of true existence shatter the fantasy of this illusion Never have I imagined a place so desolate beyond creation Pulses instill a wonder to facilitate an understanding Helpless I must surrender to the torrential force of this egoic death What have I done to end up here How could you betray me I gave my life Shaken - what are these visions? What can be gained from this? How is this happening? Releasing the inner struggle of ego consciousness I enter realms surpassing divinity

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Jun 22, 2026

All this time wasted on nothing So much pain feelings expressed through violence Using all day trying to reach a silence Nothing is working focus shifting to suicide Standing there with blade in hand, staring at a cold dead reflection in the mirror, questioning if life is reality, there's no purpose if existence is this, but who am I to feel anything, I'm not you I'm a shadow of the light, there's a darkness inside of me taking hold as I lose my mind Pain death end life Time spent wishing to die Each day too long When will this stop Hatred is all I have for you Hatred is all I have towards myself What is happening, I am falling, I am drifting towards myself This mental state has me crawling, wishing it would end It's just part of me, no denying complexities found within I embrace the fact I am nothing I am ready to leave this dream Sight now fades Hope is dead I tried for you all

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Jun 22, 2026

Lost beyond the realm of time I feel the shadow surfacing, plaguing my mind Reaching for a way out of this There is no turning back now, prepare to witness your own Death is the only freedom, from this vile world Ego still resisting, denying the soul Facing inner darkness, cold truth is shown Buried inside - a tomb of what used to be Ashes fall from the burning sky, hallucinations magnify This substance will decalcify, and raise the inner realms Visions cast from deep inside, glimpses of the other side Activating the third eye, outer body dies Suddenly, a panic consumes me, the ego is struggling to let go Voices surround me, the vision's fragmenting, the ego is fighting for control, but it will lose This battle in my mind, insanity, calling me, reaching from beyond, the place where darkness grows, it festers and grows, and crawls into my soul, soon I will perish into the abyss Of the shadow, I have become, one with my death, and I have seen, where I will go, where I have come from, what I have been, and what I'll always be A fragment of the void, forgotten by the human mind, A place so cold and dark, beyond the source of cosmic light Entire galaxies condensed into a point Amidst a sea of blackness Emerge the sparks of Life is the only freedom, from this empty space Ego creating awareness, limiting the consciousness Facing inner darkness, cold truth is shown Buried inside - the truth of what really is Tryptamines erase the part of me which thought it had control, destroy this mind, this body, all I used to be was an illusion attached to social conditioning, but that is gone and what remains is nothingness, the realm of everything the depths within the soul I will remain here for all of eternity

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Jun 22, 2026

I used to dream Now my thoughts have ceased I used to feel Now there's nothing left Where did I go wrong What led me to this When will it let go Of the grasp it holds on me I used to talk Now I'm withdrawn I used to care Now it's all so meaningless Once I had a life In it I could find joy Slowly, color faded away I wake up but everyday the same Searching for a path out of darkness, a way to balance life Longing to feel other than useless, and wishing I would die Knowing human life serves no purpose, why face another day Giving in to thoughts of destruction, I can't escape the pain Cutting to feel something, to feel free, free from the hatred towards humanity I hate you all, I hate you all, you shall witness the plans I have made You'll be screaming, and you'll be begging, but I will not spare your life Without compassion, I shall become, a force of chaos, bringer of your death Finding peace among the silence, extinguish human life No more pointless conversations, no more wasted time Cast beyond the depths of creation, my purpose now fulfilled End this worthless human condition, in death I now dwell Tired of never knowing, of always wanting, experiences outside my mind Outside this hell, outside these walls, I have become a prisoner within, I'm trapped inside, so trapped inside, my one escape is the drug I am So lost inside, without direction, I wander deep with black abyss Once I had a life In it I could find joy Slowly, color faded away I wake up but everyday the same I used to dream Now my thoughts have ceased I used to feel Now there's nothing left

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Jun 22, 2026

I'm facing the shadow Embracing the undesired truths Reliving each struggle since the dawn of consciousness I try to recover This deed can't be undone The darkness takes over I sink into the forgotten past Here I witness the fall, of the soul into matter Transformation in hopes to explain, what it means to exist A knowledge we cannot attain, with this limited psyche Acceptance that what we've become is a failed experiment Fissures burst, chance of life, formless soul, awakened mind Wanting sight to surmise what is seen is all to life Lights fluctuate in size formulating the realm inside Mind tries to compromise illusions created to simplify Glowing rock expanding space eon's of a lifeless state Gas ignites life awaits planets form taking shape This cosmic reflection just won't suffice Still is the force that blows the winds of creation Terror manifest eternity in emptiness Trauma existing hiding withing the soul

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Jun 22, 2026