Despondent
Fading away, alone and cold No one, can hear, my screams of longing For the time, of release When I take, my final glance Emptiness faces, this shattered life Drowning within my own depravity Within the void - a blackness fills up my lungs This is where I'll die; my final resting place Losing feeling and blood - frozen atmosphere Please just leave me alone - a final cut Fading away, alone and cold Drowning within my own depravity
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Jun 22, 2026
Carving into my flesh Releasing a vital substance Rubbing a poisonous unguent Into the opened wounds Calling Chthonic forces Offering my life through blood Gazing into black water Suddenly a mist takes form Blackness, reflecting its shadow Expanding a gateway before me Into another dimension Where I find eternity My soul is re-born Through death I find my home Transcending the weak human form Arise - a spectral cloud of infinity Vision's now fading Why am I returning Death has me waiting The blood has stopped flowing Anticipating The razor keeps calling Slicing and gashing The portal's appearing Watching myself as I die Descending towards the gateway Reality was all just a lie Only death holds the truth
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Jun 22, 2026
Trying to move on Past your deceitful ways Treacherous, filthy, whore Why did you enter my life How could I let this be I know what must be done Memories come to me and dreams take their form I wake up convulsing in angst and hate Sleepless, yet determined I sit and ponder On how to end your pathetic existence Living as a slave to your carnal delusions Unknowingly sinking, deeper, and deeper All you love and cherish starts to fade away As the candle burns This black curse takes shape and form Molding your future to my will As I inhale the noxious aroma Projecting my thoughts from the other side To end your life with a single word Kneeling amidst four Princes Grant me my desire Accept this offering Poison the blood of Who's name I speak Blackness condenses around me Reflecting my every intention Viewing your world through your eyes Corrupting your spiritual progression Destined for eternal re-birth Forever imprisoned in the flesh I laugh in pure satisfaction Memories of you dissipate and now you're gone Filthy used up whore Laugh at your death Selfish used up whore Laugh when you're dead
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Jun 22, 2026
Tearing at the veins Maybe this time I'll die Cold sweat drips down my face Slowly, my heart rate decreases Sharp-pain courses inside me Blood no longer congeals I enter a state of confusion How much of this is real Empty, feeling, inside me Nothing, could ever, protect me Darkness, inside me, inflict me Sadness, control me, destroy me When will I no longer live Inflicated wounds upon my wrist Hollowed I have become Losing all forms of control Breathing increasing Panic condensing Nerve-ends convulsing Pupils dilating Emotions are ending Memories are fading The moment of longing Is finally commencing Pointless - this life I've lived Waiting for Death's hand to take me Abusing a substance that changed me Submitting to liquor and drugs Hating all who surround me Wishing to end it all Planning this day in solitude This day my life is no more Empty, feeling, inside me Nothing, could ever, pretect me Darkness, inside me, inflict me Sadness, control me, destroy me
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Jun 22, 2026