Insidious
[Instrumental]
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 18, 2026
I'm sick of everyday being the same thing I'm tired of living out this life and nothing's Nothing's changing I've taken a long look at life I've watched my friends become my worst enemies I've watched the world become a victim to disease Never choosing to believe what I see The devil has a plan for me and he just won't let me leave He won't let me leave I've gone to hell and back and you were nowhere to be found You always had an act for letting me down So where the fuck are you now? So where the fuck are you These feelings of hopelessness attacking the only good that's left in my mind It's only a matter of time Before these nightmares I hide Make their way back inside and try to control me Trying to hide The devils inside and he's watching over me Believing that I could somehow come back to reality Praying to someone who has never looked out for me Is it true what they say that people never change because I'm loosing hope in feeling that things will ever change Is it true what they say that people never change because I'm loosing hope in feeling that things will ever motherfucking Chasing my demons No one to believe in Chasing my demons No one to believe in I have no one to believe in I'm sick of everyday I'm sick of everything
Submitted by johnmansley — Feb 14, 2026
I'VE SEEN THE DARKNESS I'VE FELT THE SHAME I'VE BEEN LOCKED IN HELL AND ONLY GOD'S TO BLAME THIS GUILT ITS BURIED UNDERNEATH MY SKIN AND IT FEELS LIKE DEATH HAS BEEN PULLING ME IN THESE CHOICES I'VE MADE LEAVE THESE FEELINGS ENGRAVED AND AS FAR AS I CAN SEE YOU WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME TELL ME WHY TELL ME WHY HAVE I BECOME A VICTIM TO THE FALLACIES THAT I DON'T BELIEVE DEAD TO THE WORLD DEAD AS I COULD EVER BE DEAD SOUL ROTTING BENEATH THE GROUND THAT YOU SEE BURY ME WITH THE THINGS I'VE SEEN ONLY TO BE JUDGED BY THE GUILTY I'VE STILL FOUND REASONS TO BELIEVE IN THE PERSON THAT I USED TO BE TRYING TO FORGET MY PAST BUT ITS ALWAYS CATCHING UP WITH ME THERE'S NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE AND NOTHING MORE TO GAIN THESE CHOICES I'VE MADE LEAVE THESE FEELINGS ENGRAVED AND AS FAR AS I CAN SEE YOU WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME TELL ME WHY TELL ME WHY HAVE I BECOME A VICTIM TO THE FALLACIES THAT I DON'T BELIEVE I'VE SEEN THE DARKNESS I'VE FELT THE SHAME I'VE BEEN LOCKED IN HELL AND ONLY GOD'S TO BLAME
Submitted by johnmansley — Feb 14, 2026
Why are you pretending that this is what I wanted Succumb to the words that only leave me haunted Screaming for answers Begging me to believe in something that I can't see with my own eyes Slaves to a world that claims to be free Why are you believing everything you see It's all a lie and I've come to show you why The reason you're alive is because you already died Hell is just a witness to the madness at his hands The truе evil of this world lies within one man Torturous thoughts Feelings so vain How could you put faith in somеthing that has only caused you pain And do you know I know who's to blame Don't believe what you believe Don't accept the truth that you see Your faith has left you six feet fucking deep We're all worthless in his eyes Left to die Left to realize We are worthless in his eyes I've been cursed by a demon in angelic form Enslaved for the rest of my life in a hell where only God truly lies Don't believe what you believe Don't accept the truth that you see Your faith has left you six feet fucking deep Why am I so fucking hopeless Why's it so hard to see? The world is dead all around you and me Plagued by these thoughts running through my mind Through my mind It's clear to my eyes that there is no meaning To any of this This world has been poisoned
Submitted by johnmansley — Feb 14, 2026
I'VE WALKED THROUGH THE VALLEY OF THE SHADOW OF DEATH FILLED WITH DEFEAT AND FILLED WITH REGRET SURRENDERED TO THE ONLY MEMORY THAT I HAVE LEFT THESE SECRETS I HIDE RELEASE THESE DEMONS INSIDE AND YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO LIVE UNTIL EVERYTHING YOU LOVED DIED ROTTING FROM THE INSIDE OUT TORN APART BY THE THOUGHT OF MYSELF BEING WITHOUT THIS FEELING OF A REGRET SO DEEP THAT THE ONLY ESCAPE I SEE IS ETERNAL SLEEP I JUST KEEP TRYING TO HIDE WHAT I'VE BEEN FEELING INSIDE I JUST KEEP TRYING TO HIDE WHAT I'VE BEEN FEELING INSIDE BEGGING I'VE BEEN BEGGING FOR MY LIFE TAKE ME AWAY PUT ME TO SLEEP THERE'S NO ONE LEFT TO SAVE ME TAKE ME AWAY PUT ME TO SLEEP I'VE BEEN DREAMING
Submitted by johnmansley — Feb 14, 2026
I AM THE POISON RUNNING THROUGH YOUR VEINS I AM THE CANCER FEEDING OFF YOUR BRAIN RIPPING YOUR HEART APART PIECE BY PIECE JUST SLIT YOUR FUCKING THROAT AND WATCH YOURSELF BLEED FEAR ME I AM THE ONLY REASON YOU'RE ALIVE WHEN YOU FELT LOVE I FELT HATE WHEN YOU FELT ALIVE I WAS DYING ON THE INSIDE I AM NOT A MAN I AM A MONSTER A VILE CREATION OF HATE OF HATE EVERY MINUTE EVERY HOUR EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY THE CLOCK KEEPS TICKING AND TIME IS JUST SLIPPING AWAY YOU'VE BEEN HAUNTED BY THIS DARKNESS POWERLESS TO EVERYTHING THING IT CREATES FOREVER HOPELESS YOU WANT THIS BUT YOUR CONSCIOUS IT TRIES TO BREAK FREE I'VE BEEN LIVING IN YOUR SHADOWS HAUNTING EVERY DREAM YOU'VE EVER DREAMED TORMENTING EVERYTHING YOU LOVE SURROUNDED BY THE MISERY THAT'S BEEN IGNORED BY THE WORLD DECIMATED I'M ELATED TO SEE YOUR DEMISE SLOWLY FADING,QUICKLY HATING WHAT'S LEFT OF YOUR LIFE ILL END THIS HATE WHEN YOU ACCEPT YOUR FATE WHEN YOU ACCEPT YOUR FATE SLOWLY FADING QUICKLY HATING WHATS LEFT OF YOUR LIFE SO ACCEPT YOUR FATE
Submitted by johnmansley — Feb 14, 2026