Toward Nothingness

Welcome to my oblivion Welcome to my ordeal If you think it’s just a tragedy It’s my destiny I bring all the colours With my rise Your rise is condemned By the trees and their leaves That already fell Fell to rise again With all flowers Flowers that are already rotten In my feet In my needs Nevermore For evermore Now I understand All the grey in your eyes World needs To feel the joy of living It’s my turn Wind may blow again If you could feel All my last thousand dreams You would see all the pain Of those who left I can feel Your last thousand dreams So I can see Their lives in you I’ve kept the secrets of the night And spread your crimes all over lives God is crying out for me And you die! You chose your path among my flaws In each color exists a scar That is bleeding in me for evermore I’m aware of your disguise! I just make them Dry up all their tears Turned into stones By your moaning breeze So when you shall Whisper again There’ll be hope for all

Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 25, 2025

The river that carries my loss Is louder than your cross To dance with fire in the sky Each silent scream I moan Is a passing stream in my roar To dance with fire To dance with She danced with fire She danced with me But I was drowned in my tears To dance with fire in the sky She danced with fire She danced with me But I was drowned in my tears To dance with fire To dance with Now every love hidden in your face Was taken by this stream disgrace So it is a fever that is kept in the lake of my eyes Silent dreams Fade away They are flowing through my lake Sins became An only comfort They are where my dreams will settle on The river... All the passion is going through and out my eyes... All my sins and lies... I can't be taken away From the way you have turned to You say no more And I just go into my tears The dreams you have lost Are not all of your fears The dreams you have lost Are not all of your fears

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 25, 2025

You did mouth all my grief and needs When your hips crashed into me I eye now better than I did Under your feet my pleas are faded out So hold me tighter It's all I need So hold me tighter Help me to be You did hand all my screams and dreams And sucked out every human sin From the truth you have kept me far And I'm now nothing but yours You allow me to die When your heart Turned to stone So hold me tighter It's all I need So hold me tighter Help me to be I'm the drug in the blood that flows in your vains And you just ask for more And I make fun of your fall while you're insane Against your fate You can fight Pretending that are swords My bones And that's not the way You hold me It's just the way You beg for my help I'm the drug in the blood that flows in your vains And you just ask for more And I make fun of your fall while you're insane Against your fate You can fight Pretending that are swords My bones And there's love even when there's Lust incrusted in your skin And I make you beg And there's no way out The more I get The more I want You gave me your sympathy But now I long for more... So hold me tighter It's all I need So hold me tighter Help me to be

Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 25, 2025

I brought the light you made me fall you feared me you cut my flight now's my rebirth and i understant my love for you my father of pain [they] followed me 'cause light blinded them without me your creation would be too perfect and unreal without flaws I bring all the pain i hat is necessary cutting life from the beggining I aughing with humanity Im the water of the seed of hate i bring wrath and pain to the souts that were pure once and you will ask me why Why? Why you dont understand my burden (cry) my path of wounds in your hands I bless the thorns in your crown (cry) sorrow and hate make me strong dont cry for me, i choose this way (cry) heavier than thar cross of wood is to kill all your believes (cry) i lie awake on this sky waiting for those screams of wrath feeding all again and come satisfaction and cry I brought the light you made me fall you feared me you cut my flight now's my rebirth and i understand my love for you my father of pain Pain is (the) way to heaven without evil your sons would not be completed to be human is to have the choice No light without darkness no peace without war what is love without hate to show you what you have lost again? i became the shadow i am the unborn and i am the emptness that made your god cry and then create all life conflicts of feelings compelled me to come and find out who's the owner of this inconstancy the one who brought me down for each slep of yours there is a different ground for each rote you play a different sound you must be one of them who brought chaos and pain it does not matter what i do nothing will be enough i do nothing will be enough (for you) i have my burdens too and i still cry for you My hate sorrow and doubt see all those things reflected on you conflicts of feelings compelled me to come and find out who's the owner of this inconstancy the one who brought me down what am i supposed to say to those who may complain it does not matter what i do nothing will justify (you)

Submitted by SerpentEve — Apr 25, 2025

I've sold my heart For stones Just to overcome What I fear What I really hate There is no way to live Except being a crowned clumsy clown So I got within my sins Not to become so dumb I have built my walls with fire I'd rather live in my hell I'm a king of an empire I've made with my own hands (No land, no crown, no queen) I have built my walls with fire So when this kingdom fall I'm a king of an empire I'll make myself the queen (No land, no crown, no queen) There is no way to live Except being a crowned clumsy clown I'm a king of an empire In a reign of none And I figure out a fear But a fear that will never turn to faith I've built my ruins to dream Not to become undone There is no life There is no time In my dreams Forever I've decided not to live So you should never Lay down on my thorns Because you have to In life we fear [death And in death we fear to live Lost in a no return way We stuck as everything dies Fly away from me I've got these chains attaching me to my own safety You know who I am... Fly away from me Fly even when it seems the best just to wait? You know who I am... I bought my heart For stones Just to overcome What I fear What I really hate There is no way to live Despite being a crowned clumsy clown So I got within my sins Not to become so dumb I have built my walls with fire I'd rather live in my hell I'm a king of an empire I've made with my own hands (No land, no crown, no queen) I have built my walls with fire So when this kingdom falls I'm a king of an empire I'll make myself the queen (No land, no crown, no queen) My own queen And I'll never ever have to stand the fear (of another dream) And I'll never ever have to stand the dream (of another fear) And I'll never ever have to ask myself where I have lost myself I have built my walls with fire I'd rather live in my hell I'm a king of an empire I've made with my own hands (No land, no crown, no queen) I have built my walls with fire 'Cause when this kingdom falls I'm a king of an empire I'll fall in my disgrace (No land, no crown, no queen)

Means and matters lead us to death since the day we're born We plead we beg not but life is our last dying hope We make our lifetime plans Saving tears for another time, another chance We keep our lies In hope we can breathe as long as we still pray Your time now has gone No praying for your God Just dress your grief and lie upon me We give too much Time for lies Your path I have done Since your hope was born Just be on knees and die for me The years are gone Our dreams undone No tomorrow for each of our days We keep our lies In hope we can breathe as they cover our graves Your time now has gone No praying for your God Just dress your grief and lie upon me We give too much Time for lies Your path I have done Since your hope was born Just be on knees and die for me The years are gone Our dreams undone Your time is a lie Each second you have spent Is a step towards my arms We will never live all our dreams and our hopes We will never live long enough You must never dream as long as I'm in your life If a hope you need for a lie you can't die Hitherto you've lived thinking of being the one But the truth is that you are a fool your past is mine Your time now has gone No praying for your God Just dress your grief and lie upon me We give too much Time for lies Your path I have done Since your hope was born Just be on knees and die for me The years are gone Our dreams undone Your life, your god, your light are slightly dying I, death, can burn every everlasting hope Every everlasting crime

Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 25, 2025

Fall your way Which way? Across the stars If I can't reach the stars Bleeding in me You've chosen my fate Your way is on dust And I can't go too far as a flower caught in a spring morning I'll take your young life away Oh, why? All this regret is shalowness Live now in this garden of beauty Fall your way Which way? Across the stars If I can't reach the stars Bleeding in me You've chosen my fate Your way is on dust And I can't go too far Is it what they call winter dawn? See no light. fell no strength. Only pain Just like the end of a spring day When we know only darkness And coldness will remain All your grief will not Touch my pith (new creation) I'm there tree of life And I decide when Leaves will fall on the ground And their tears water me And I can grow up I'm just another miserable being in your life Without my strength [I] cannot even cry How would I serve you? How would I try? Just one word would be enough for me To understand why And the flowers that Are the most beautiful [I] take to myself [to] My private garden Of lament and colors Dreaming when one of You will give me the seed To make me company You've take my life away just to satisy Your needs. But your wishes may fall once They were born from greed. Drown in your Own sanity. There's the result you'll find. You'll Have a fast bloomy garden. Without any life Fall your way Which way? Across the stars If I can't reach the stars Bleeding in me You've chosen my fate Your way is on dust And I can't go too far

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 25, 2025

For the love of the god In your eyes... Your deformed lips need All the bread and wine I've got inside my heart Your deformed creeds need Every faith hidden in my lipless smile Your deformed lips need... Your deformed lips need every merciful kiss... Damped wings by the salt of your tears... Wings damped by the salt of your tears... Garras que ferem o ventre Como o vento Levam sua alma Insana é a prole estéril Pois bendita é a chaga Da fertilidade Asas que cobrem a vulva Na turva existência disforme Como um homem Que se nega a vida É a vergonha com gosto de morte Serene voices that hide a crown secret I follow my own tragedy By a stony way When the moon lights When the moon lights my eyes When the god touched deeply your heart... While your face was broken by a barren smile... They wish my sweet revenge And I cry out for this devil's womb Ghosts who overfly the sky And the forgiveness Damned angels Whose phlegm Covered a god's face I fall down on my knees upon Diamonds of mine I'm a king/ queen of a sick world (secret world) I've been lifting up to see Into an everlasting dawn Creatures That suck the sweet... The sweetness in my feet Wings That overcast My fate They feed my immortal chest of pain

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 25, 2025

Endless turns and begins Resuming everything that was meant to be Dead ends filled up with needs i care to seek The barrier of time inside me It's all figure-out plan Rules made from wishes that come and go An insane hide and seek Laid dawn with eyes open wide and still Yet i could not see Afterall is it just a deam? Life after life (I breath) Hereby the time's a high price (I cry) To pay just to die (I feel) To live just to die (I smile) All the broken heart beliefs (I think) All the dreams you'll never live (I cry) Hidden sounds in your scream (I seek) The beginning of your grief (I hide) The needs you can not see (I live) The words you can not speak (I find) They lay down in your mind (I preach) Claiming for a light sight (I lie) All the reveries (I wish) All the pleas we feed (I climb) Hidden in an inner chest (I reach) In an everlasting rest (I dive) Live after live (I insist) Hereby the time's high price(I'm up) To play just to die (I resist) To live just to die (I wonder why) All the broken heart beliefs (I bleed) All the dreams you'll never live (I don't mind) Hidden sounds in your scream (I'm still) The beginning of your grief (I'm wide) The needs you can not see (My wills) The words you can not speak (I sigh) They lay down in your mind (I'm sick) Claiming for a light sight (I'm blind) All the reveries (I sleep) All the pleas we feed (I fly) Hidden in an inner chest (I dream) In an everlasting rest (I die) I never wake up Hiding a mean Hiding a ...

Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 25, 2025