Joy
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If taking pills would kill my enemies I'd overdose just to watch them die I never knew how your God was good to me All he ever did was fucking lie Born in the hell of a hollow shell my life I never knew how to get outside. Those overtaking thoughts are crushing me All I wanna know are the reasons why No luck No one to give a fuck No chance in hell No conquering the storm I thought I'd told you To just walk away I am a lost cause. Within the disarray How's about I'm fine as I look you in the eyes As I tell you all the eyes so that you can sleep at night But if you the pain that I carry deep inside You would see that I am closer to a damn suicide If taking pills would kill my enemies I'd overdose just to watch them die I never knew how your God was good to me All he ever did was fucking lie Born in the hell of a hollow shell my life. I never knew how to get outside Those overtaking thoughts are crushing me All I wanna know are the reasons why My instinct tells me to just run away I'm facing charges internally every day How's about we sit and talk about life. As if it's so glorious Glorious Glorious Glory be to God of a failure that I am within my soul Put me in the hole cause I'm down enough to know I'll fall If taking pills would kill my enemies I'd overdose just to watch them die I never knew how your God was good to me All he ever did was fucking lie Born in the hell of a hollow shell my life I never knew how to get outside Those overtaking thoughts are crushing me All I wanna know are the reasons why No pictures I'm sick of the paparazzi A frenzy their feeding upon me I'm fucking fine there are no feelings in my head As I wish that I was dead there were so many things Inside I couldn't add up And I've never been good at math So I guess I get to run away Run away from all the things that fucking plague me within
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 18, 2026
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I'm not a prophet I'm not a scribe This is the only way to connect With the only source of everything The only true living God Jehovah Jireh What if I didn't know I was dying As time takes away the seconds That I've been graced to survive with What if every breath and every moment was Never something that I'd ever question What if I was not self aware of my own existence Or morality Or mortality What if I jumped off a bridge Just to end the madness What if I took my own life Just to do away with the sadness What if you were hearing my every word I believe that maybe you are Somewhere beyond the void Beyond the last Beyond he gates of Enoch's place Beyond the way that Christ walked Above the grave What if I tried to do good But it always comes down with my flesh Evil incessantly sinful I'm human and I must confess Why do I want to transgress Against your holy laws If I know that the punishment is death Death in the grave Death in the blaze Eternally rotting and burning Why do I still not understand The fire I'm in And I'm learning the lessons I'm learning the lessons Not learning the lessons Not learning Is it a breakdown of communication Or should I just not speak Should I just open my ears and shut up And just listen to what you must say Why is it with every breath that I take I just fuck it all up in the blaze Why are you still here Letting me live my life this way Why do I fuck it all up When my best of intentions Are my own worst days Why can't I preach the life to the masses Each time I just make it all worse How come this life is just futile When it all ends in a hearse Do you even care when I cry in my sleep At the sight over the fact that I lost her Steady I'm falling beyond the universe Waiting you're calling Between the lines and the verse I told you I'd serve your ways But I'd betrayed Everything real to me A source of your shame Study I'm falling Into the universe Past the peace I felt only consumed with hurt Cut now I realize That life is just made of pain Need you to save me For I have nothing to gain I look at my hands And I start to think What if I was a created being It goes beyond me Intelligent design We must have came from something Beyond my mind Divine created by something I could never perceive in this lens of life What if the flesh is the prison I'm sinking in What if the fire is the world I'm living in I wonder sometimes Hard to just ponder sometimes How is this life so fucked up yet so benign So many good people go So many bad get ahead The world seems peaceful at times And other times it's only dread But then I talk to you at night And in the cold quiet mornings in my mind I whisper a faint prayer And for some reason I still believe you're there I still believe
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 18, 2026
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