These Mournful Days
(<em>Instrumental</em>)
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026
And I won't be afraid of death Because I know Hell can't be worse than this So save your prayers and save your breath there's no heart that beats inside of this chest Just slit these wrists and let me bleed it out from warm to cold as words part my mouth I never meant to let you down With tears in my eyes you slowly remove my crown Just sit back and watch me fade away Because I can't last another day With one last breath I slip away You close my eyes and slowly turn away And so my world fades to black As I know you're never coming back There's no more words left to speak and no more tears left to weep I hate myself for all that I've done to you and I'm sure that you hate me too I know this love is just far too gone Now please leave me here to die .alone.
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026
the fog so thick before me It's the dawning of a dark day I'm alone in this transforming Inside I whisper but I don't have a say Embedded in this flesh the knife it twists But I don't feel the pain The smile of suffering across my face I could escape but I remain My emotions six feet under as I'm existing just outside my skin From where I cannot fight or struggle My grip it loosens and my hope grows thin I slip beneath the surface I cannot breath and I cannot scream A shard of hope that still pervades me Tells me this suffering is but a dream I am awake and I'm alive My reality I cannot deny Slowly accepting the pain within For it to end it must begin I descend into darkness I long for the comfort of love's embrace Long ago I knew it in a dream But then it vanished without a trace And now I'm left to shiver Here in the cold I'm all alone As I cling onto the last shred of the life I used to call my own I descend into darkness
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026
The dark puts hate before me And I feel its waves envelop me You are the cause; you are the trigger You are the crux for what I've come to be Actions speak without a sound You planted this seed inside of me Now it's grown and in darknes, my soul it drowns. -This is a call to war- The dark wings of hate wrap around me And I'll embrace this pain And as long as you breath This world it is diseased You are a cancer - a plague Erradication - it is your only fate And someday I will see you again and give you back every ounce of pain That you put on to me And I won't need four horsemen Only these eight limbs to destroy you any way that I see fit Time it passes and people change But what you've done continues to remain For every action, a consequence Suffer the wrath of my vengence Time it passes and I continue to remain For every action you will feel my pain
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026
Beginings flourish in waves of wind and rain Cold sinking further, tense, inside the silent echoes swirling in unpredictable shades Try disguising my deepest songs while so soft a reflection in your eye I'm pushing forward but to what awaits the end? And what has brought the start? Fear conquers my ambition Softly sigh The rain has slowed to a gentle mist and the stillness of night stops time For tomorrow's dawning - forever away in my sight Here it comes, at the same time I realize uncertainty without regret Catching shame in palms outstretched. Feel it burn - I can't let go. No. I've lost control And the sky is streaming invisible tears to hide behind It's time has come to express the blooming of an end And while it does not want to go It cannot remain
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026
(words/lyrics for Into the Silent Land written by Christina Rossetti (1830-1894) Remember me when I am gone away, Gone far away into the silent land; When you can no more hold me by the hand, Nor I half turn to go, yet turning stay. Remember me when no more day by day You tell me of our future that you planned: Only remember me; you understand It will be late to counsel then or pray. Yet if you should forget me for a while And afterwards remember, do not grieve: For if the darkness and corruption leave A vestige of the thoughts that once I had, Better by far you should forget and smile Than that you should remember and be sad.
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 19, 2026